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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Let's start with the bad being as it will only get better instead of getting worse. Nice way to think about something negative right? I love optimism =)
Yea, it seems whenever I do something wrong, I dont find out till it's a problem. One of my friends was just like pissed at me because I don't talk to them as much anymore and it just seems like I'm pushing them away. And that's not it at all, I mean I have my lil group of friends..but then I made other friends besides them. And I try to keep the lil community in my lil groupie but they just kinda...leave me out sometimes...I just dont really fit in. Not like I really do anywhere but more so with them because they seem to rather spend time with the others than particularly with me. And I'm cool with that, but when I start hangin out with my other friends that actually enjoy my company and don't just take advantage of me being there...it just bugs me. I love the people I hang out with now, because we hang out. There is rarely a conflict that stops us from hangin out or talking. I just like hanging out and talking, having fun..none of that unecessary drama and bs that follows some sophomore highschool friendships. I don't live to gossip or argue. Thats why I love these people, it's just a positive atmosphere. And it hurts that some of these people just don't try themselves either...one in particular seems to be expecting me to run the whole friendship and if I do something wrong, its my fault and im a crappy friend. I don't see them running up to talk to me, calling me, or even paying any attention to me. So it really hurts when I am being told this, because I know I could be working harder to try and talk to them, but then they aren't trying. In the end, I only have myself. Bottomline, if you complain how a friendship is going, don't just advise your friend to do it. Friendship is something you share with someone, it takes two to tango...so attempt trying to mend the friendship as well. Talk doesn't get you very far...and if they loved me they would try. But I guess I am the only one who's gonna be trying. Jenny at 10:22 PM
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