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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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This song was the theme to my favorite book. The lyrics were in the back of the book conviniently so that when you read the whole book, you could read these lyrics. Then...the whole meaning just jumps out of the book and into your soul and you discover this deeper meaning in life. You start thinking about the hard loves in your life. I read these lyrics and it gave me hope. It made me think about my sister and her hard love towards me. I related. So this is my favorite song that I have never even heard.
Hard Love by Bob Franke I remember growing up like it was only yesterday Mom & Daddy tried their best to guide me on my way But the hard times & the liquor drove the easy love away And the only love I knew about was hard love It was hard love, every hour of the day When Christmas to my birthday was a million years away And the fear that came between them drove the tears into my play There was love in daddy's house, but it was hard love And I recall the gentle courtesy you gave me as I tried To dissemble in politeness all the love I felt inside And for every song of laughter was another song that cried This ain't no easy weekend, this is hard love It was hard love, every step of the way Hard to be so close to you, so hard to turn away And when all the stars and sentimental songs dissolved to day There was nothing left to sing about but hard love So I loved you for your courage, and your gentle sense of shame And I loved you for your laughter and your language and your name And I knew it was impossible, but I loved you just the same Though' the only love I gave to you was hard love It was hard love, it was hard on you, I know When the only love I gave to you was love I couldn't show You forgave the heart that loved you as your lover turned to go Leaving nothing but the memory of hard love So I'm standing in this phone booth with a dollar and a dime Wondering what to say to you to ease your troubled mind For the Lord's cross might redeem us, but our own just wastes our time And to tell the two apart is always hard, love So I'll tell you that I love you even though I'm far away And I'll tell you how you change me as I live from day to day How you help me to accept myself and I won't forget to say Love is never wasted, even when it's hard love Yes, it's hard love, but it's love all the same Not the stuff of fantasy, but more than just a game And the only kind of miracle that's worthy of the name For the love that heals our lives is mostly hard love Jenny at 12:25 AM
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