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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I noticed how much I learn in the bathroom. I guess that's the only place where I feel I can really think openly, just let my mind go for a while. And I was taking a bath (yes, a bath). I havent taken a bath in a long long time. I take showers everyday but no baths anymore. Which is sad, because I love bubble baths! They are so much fun! I love bubbles! Ahh...Mr. Bubbles Scented Bubble Baths...the memories =) But anyway, I was thinkin. And I realized how much I learn in this particular room. I mean, I learn so much about my mind and how it works.
Today I noticed how easily distracted I get. And though that may seem uber obvious to others, it just kicked in to me. I mean I never really notice how fast my mind gets occupied from one thing to another. I mean I was just in deep thought about if my side part is kind of a...I dunno...subliminal change to show I'm growing up? Or something like that. And then I see this weird microscopic thing moving on the wall and I'm like in awe with my eyes bulged and mouth dropped for about 15 minutes. My mind got totally off subject and I was just watching this teeny tiny worm like thing on wall tiling (that could most likely dig itself into me and give me a fungus or disease) and trying to splash it so it would slide down the wall and I could look at it without touching it. And then after a while..it just kinda died. Because it stopped moving and just kinda fell over. Then I was distracted even more by thinking about things that can walk up walls. Can they treat walls like we do floors? Back to the bug, like I said it kinda fell over...and I was wondering how bugs can keel over and die on walls without having gravity pull them down? I felt really guilty figuring I caused this keeling over and dying of the lil bug...and I felt bad. So I enclosed it in a plastic bubble and let it free in the real world to pop wherever and let that be it's resting place. Then I ate a cookie and went on with my day. So what I really noticed is that when I'm in deep thought that may cause unecessary stress, my mind distracts me so I don't get sucked in. I left my sidepart as it is, a silly 80's side part...and went on with life. I let the bug go. I ate a cookie. I think I distract myself so I don't get sucked into negative thoughts to get sad or mad. My cookies are uber chocolaty. I made them for Manda cuz she was sick. But I gave her all the close to normal looking cookies. We kept the freaky lookin cookies...the second batch had waaaay more choco-chips than dough and that led to really weird lookin, chocolaty cookies. I hope Manda liked her cookies even if some may look a lil funny lol =) Got my permit fixed. I'm goin to Venetian tonite. Yay for friends, concerts, and music =D I love you! Jenny at 3:29 PM
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