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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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"I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning Wow, how I love thee. You know what is almost better than recieving real mail? The Postal Service. Thanks Erbear for indulging me in this happy to my ears and mellow to my soul. And my heart just beats along with it, such a lively heart beat! You know what I love most about life? Talking/hangin out with people you havent been able to speak or see for ages! Its so nice, having a nice conversation with an old friend...but I dont believe that saying "old friend". After a year or so of limited contact, they are newer than ever. Everything is just so fresh and new... Its like meeting a new friend, but then knowing more about them than usual. Knowing some sort of a backround to them...but not the updated version. Its just wonderful talking to these people. I love them so, and its so nice to know that they havent forgotten me completely... You just have no idea how nice that feels, being remembered. Just like being missed...these new feelings...Im not accustomed to them...everything is just so new...I feel almost reborn? That week of absence just opened my eyes and when I got home...things were just a little brighter. It was lke a breath of fresh air...clean air...and I get home with a clean slate. Everything and almost everyone is just more alive somehow. Why? I have no idea. But it's beautiful. Everything is just like im seeing or meeting it for the first time. Seeing friends i usually see is like a reunion...seeing friends I havent see is like mind blowing! Its like a surprise party reunion that you may have planned...but forgot you did...and nevertheless...its still a surprise! Like leaving money in your pocket and forgetting you did so...then finding it later...that joy...but times a million billions and then some! Hold me, just dont question...I like to be held. So hold me, I need to feel your there. Eye's play tricks, and ears mishear, voices can only go so far and the only lips that touch are my own top and bottom. Hold me, I just like to be held (yes, I wrote that...just right now in fact. simple yet deeper than you could imagine) Jenny at 1:52 AM
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