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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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My one friend, we went through a lot together. She knows my views on things and such...she knows me well. She does some stuff I dont like but knows im not gonna stop her or shun her. Then she ran away. She talked to me about it...and I told her what I thought. I layed out for her all that came to me. And she didnt talk too much as i was talking, response-wise. She just let me go on. I thought she was mad at me...and I have no proof she is or isn't.
But then today on her away message, she said she was out swimming and waiting for her mom to pick her up. She wrote more about how she had no idea the impact and so on. I read the whole away...but the only thing that really stuck out to me was that she said she was waiting for her mom to pick her up. Reading that a day after I talked to her...it made me feel like hey, maybe our talk helped. Maybe as I told her my thoughts and views on the topic, she thought about it more and what the effect are. I thought about all the times we talked about things that could effect us in life...some more derastic than others...but all important to us. And we helped each other through it. Reading about her going home made me feel like maybe what I say does have an impact on people. Maybe something I said helped her make that choice to go home...maybe...maybe not. The point is, the fact that she even came to me in the first place to talk about it...it just made me feel reliable. I like it when people are comfortable to go to me, and can count on me to listen and talk to them about these things. It meant so much to me that she came to me and we talked. Yea, I doubt that my opinions or ideas really impacted her enough to change her mind to where she went home..and I know that...because it was actually her beloved boyfriend who changed her mind...but its nice to think that maybe i kinda helped. It's always nice to think that you have some impact on people...whether big or small...its there. And the fact that I was approachable enough to talk to about these important matters, it made me feel like "Hey...this friend knows they can count on me with these things...that's pretty amazing." And I felt good. All the more reason I want to help other people in this world. Peace Core here I come. Jenny at 5:13 PM
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