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Saturday, August 21, 2004

Dude okay I was eating Beef Jerky (Im sorry veggies) and there always is this "DO NOT EAT" packet thats like an oxygen absorber or yea. And I hate how they put it with stuff you do eat cuz i see it and Im all like "AHH! Can't eat that!!!"

But I guess they wrapped it in one of the strips and...i accidently ate it..but its still inside the packet....just...consumed...WHO DOES THAT?? WRAP A "DO NOT EAT" packet IN something that you EAT?? AM I GONNA DIE?? OMG I was chokin on somethin and then it hurt to choke so i just forced it down and ahhhh I ATE THE PACKET!!

In other news...right now im still alive and still gonna post lols. So I ate alot of starburst yesterday and then i got sick. So then I stopped eating them. Then I called Manda to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! But I got Sean and so I said it to him to say to them. But then I planned on calling back.

I took a shower and stuff and went to my friend Christy's house cuz it's her birthday too. We ate cake and then went to the video store to rent some movies. We rented Nell, and then Road to El Dorado (cartoon sex scene lols).

OKay, thing about Nell is that I saw it when I was really little. Like maybe seven years old. And I thought it was really really funny because she couldnt talk right and it sounded hilarious. The movie is about a woman who lives in the forest and didnt really learn how to speak so she speaks without consenants.

This time when I saw it, it was still really funny to hear her talk and stuff...but the movie had a lot more meaning now that I'm nine years older. I was able to realize all the acting...all the little details I always would look over when I was little. I notice all the little things that were really well done with Jodie Foster being a woman who knows nothing but the forest...no real civilization or technology...just alone in the forest. And the way she interacted with people and slowly started trusting them again...how she progressed in her speech...the facial expressions, the body movement, the simple mind of it all.

There was one scene where the two scientist people (who are trying to understand her and such) are fighting and Nell is watching through the window. And the guy gets all angery and starts having a fit of like throwing things. Then Nell runs in and grabs him and hugs him...then she pulls him over to the woman scientist and puts their foreheads together. She says "Mommy loves Daddy..." all broken speech and child like..and the woman repeats her and says "Yes, Mommy loves Daddy." and they keep their heads like that for a while as Nell watches. And then she walks out. After that, they cant be mad...its just not possible.

And another scene, they take her out to the town to go grocery shopping and stuff. She ends up with this book thats kinda like the Kama Sutra lol's. She's looking through the pictures and she notices on the title page a man with his hand on a womans face, and her hand on his face. And it says "The Art of Making Love" of course because it is like the Kama Sutra...and she shows the guy scientist and pulls him over to the girl scientist. Nell takes his hand and puts it on the woman's face...then takes the woman's hand and puts it on his face. Then she says "Making love." Like she's trying to understand...and make them work out happily. It was just really really touching to watch.

I missed all that being little, all the little warm moments in the movie that had meaning. And even if I did see them...I wouldnt understand the irony of it...making love consisting of putting each others hand on each other's faces. It was just beautiful.

Though I still laughed at how she talked and sometimes acted, it was very moving the second time around...nine years later. I wasnt able to see the whole movie again, but I saw most of it. And I liked it with a lot more reason this time besides her funny talking. It was nice because i realized how much Ive grown since then...Ive actually grown up since then =)

I got home around 11:30. I was bummed I didnt get to see Manda at all that day to give her her gift. Then I talked to her later that night and we took a late night secret meeting for her gift lols. It was really cool and exciting because I havent really snuck out before. Not with knowing now, my dad has ears like a freakin dog...I found that out after all my late nights with hw. He would know when i went to be everynight...fuck why doesnt he just sleep lol. GOSH.

This time, I snuck downstairs as unsqueekily as I could and turned on the TV. Then I went through the garage and out the back door. I was shaking cuz I was nervous, I can never tell when my dad is listening intently...freak... but I went to turn on the back light and then i realized it was not so good of an idea because their window is on that side of the house. So I waited at my picnic table till I saw Manda and then I walked over to her. We went in my garage so we could see lols and I gave her..her gift. She said she liked it and that made me happy. Then I showed her my doggie and we talked a bit. My dad didnt come down so Im guessing (hoping) he didnt hear me. And then I walked her back to her house since she was nice enough to walk to mine at a late hour of the evening. She gave me some cheesecake and then I was off on my way again. Course, as I am walking out, I hear this weird ass monkey noise lols. Just my luck haha but I got home okay of course..that was just weird tho.

I played it off by watchin TV down stairs for a while. Then a half hour later...i went back up and to bed. And so far today, nobody has said anything. Dad or ma...so that rocks my socks. That was a lot of fun! I like the rush of it all and feelin like im one of the only ones up at that hour of the night and walkin around. Neat =)
I'd like to do that again lols.

Then I wrote in this thing and went to bed. Now Im up again, and yea. Writing again. But nothin happened so far today besides talkin. So chyea...not gonna write anymore for now.

Have a wonderful day, all =)

Jenny at 1:21 PM

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Saturday, August 21, 2004 Dude okay I was eating Beef Jerky (Im sorry veggies) and there always is this "DO NOT EAT" packet thats like an oxygen absorber or yea. And I hate how they put it with stuff you do eat cuz i see it and Im all like "AHH! Can't eat that!!!" But I guess they wrapped it in one of the strips and...i accidently ate it..but its still inside the packet....just...consumed...WHO DOES THAT?? WRAP A "DO NOT EAT" packet IN something that you EAT?? AM I GONNA DIE?? OMG I was chokin on somethin and then it hurt to choke so i just forced it down and ahhhh I ATE THE PACKET!! In other news...right now im still alive and still gonna post lols. So I ate alot of starburst yesterday and then i got sick. So then I stopped eating them. Then I called Manda to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY! But I got Sean and so I said it to him to say to them. But then I planned on calling back. I took a shower and stuff and went to my friend Christy's house cuz it's her birthday too. We ate cake and then went to the video store to rent some movies. We rented Nell, and then Road to El Dorado (cartoon sex scene lols). OKay, thing about Nell is that I saw it when I was really little. Like maybe seven years old. And I thought it was really really funny because she couldnt talk right and it sounded hilarious. The movie is about a woman who lives in the forest and didnt really learn how to speak so she speaks without consenants. This time when I saw it, it was still really funny to hear her talk and stuff...but the movie had a lot more meaning now that I'm nine years older. I was able to realize all the acting...all the little details I always would look over when I was little. I notice all the little things that were really well done with Jodie Foster being a woman who knows nothing but the forest...no real civilization or technology...just alone in the forest. And the way she interacted with people and slowly started trusting them again...how she progressed in her speech...the facial expressions, the body movement, the simple mind of it all. There was one scene where the two scientist people (who are trying to understand her and such) are fighting and Nell is watching through the window. And the guy gets all angery and starts having a fit of like throwing things. Then Nell runs in and grabs him and hugs him...then she pulls him over to the woman scientist and puts their foreheads together. She says "Mommy loves Daddy..." all broken speech and child like..and the woman repeats her and says "Yes, Mommy loves Daddy." and they keep their heads like that for a while as Nell watches. And then she walks out. After that, they cant be mad...its just not possible. And another scene, they take her out to the town to go grocery shopping and stuff. She ends up with this book thats kinda like the Kama Sutra lol's. She's looking through the pictures and she notices on the title page a man with his hand on a womans face, and her hand on his face. And it says "The Art of Making Love" of course because it is like the Kama Sutra...and she shows the guy scientist and pulls him over to the girl scientist. Nell takes his hand and puts it on the woman's face...then takes the woman's hand and puts it on his face. Then she says "Making love." Like she's trying to understand...and make them work out happily. It was just really really touching to watch. I missed all that being little, all the little warm moments in the movie that had meaning. And even if I did see them...I wouldnt understand the irony of it...making love consisting of putting each others hand on each other's faces. It was just beautiful. Though I still laughed at how she talked and sometimes acted, it was very moving the second time around...nine years later. I wasnt able to see the whole movie again, but I saw most of it. And I liked it with a lot more reason this time besides her funny talking. It was nice because i realized how much Ive grown since then...Ive actually grown up since then =) I got home around 11:30. I was bummed I didnt get to see Manda at all that day to give her her gift. Then I talked to her later that night and we took a late night secret meeting for her gift lols. It was really cool and exciting because I havent really snuck out before. Not with knowing now, my dad has ears like a freakin dog...I found that out after all my late nights with hw. He would know when i went to be everynight...fuck why doesnt he just sleep lol. GOSH. This time, I snuck downstairs as unsqueekily as I could and turned on the TV. Then I went through the garage and out the back door. I was shaking cuz I was nervous, I can never tell when my dad is listening intently...freak... but I went to turn on the back light and then i realized it was not so good of an idea because their window is on that side of the house. So I waited at my picnic table till I saw Manda and then I walked over to her. We went in my garage so we could see lols and I gave her..her gift. She said she liked it and that made me happy. Then I showed her my doggie and we talked a bit. My dad didnt come down so Im guessing (hoping) he didnt hear me. And then I walked her back to her house since she was nice enough to walk to mine at a late hour of the evening. She gave me some cheesecake and then I was off on my way again. Course, as I am walking out, I hear this weird ass monkey noise lols. Just my luck haha but I got home okay of course..that was just weird tho. I played it off by watchin TV down stairs for a while. Then a half hour later...i went back up and to bed. And so far today, nobody has said anything. Dad or ma...so that rocks my socks. That was a lot of fun! I like the rush of it all and feelin like im one of the only ones up at that hour of the night and walkin around. Neat =) I'd like to do that again lols. Then I wrote in this thing and went to bed. Now Im up again, and yea. Writing again. But nothin happened so far today besides talkin. So chyea...not gonna write anymore for now. Have a wonderful day, all =) Jenny at 1:21 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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