Her Smiling Eyes

Monday, August 16, 2004

So the past few days went by pretty quickly.

Saturday I was woken up after a coma-like slumber...I had to go to a family party. Silly thing is, her birthday was like 2 weeks ago. Her birthday has been celebrated for like 2 flippin weeks now. When will it end? I dont know?

I sat through that for about 4 hours. Old people...then the select young children. I like kids. I wouldnt mind playing with the kids. But no, the kids dont wanna play with me. Hurt, I go back to just sitting and talking to help the time go by. It's cold in the shade, but hot in the sun. I end up falling asleep in a little ball in the shade.

Luckily, my aunt and uncle know when the party gets bland...and luckily they offered to take me home. I was sleeping anyhow, so might as well go home and do it there. So I got home, and I dunno...I went online because I had options now on what to do. Then I watched Little Nicky and fell asleep on the couch. The parents finally got home (9:30pm...gosh that woulda been hell...) and I had some dinner (pasta salad...drools) Rachel called. Talked to her for a while.

Sunday I went and hung out with Rachel and friends. I drove to her house and my ma said I did really good. I am getting more comfortable driving each time, and the more I get comfortable, the easier I handle driving. I actually avoided hitting a chipmunk...thats how well i was driving. I didnt even put us in danger in doing so. Chyea...I rock. My ma said I might even be ready for my appointments. SCORE!

I met Rachel's Texas friends Kate and Hannah. Now they live in Oregon but they grew up in Texas together. And it was cool to meet them, its cool to see the friends that one of your current best buds grew up with. You learn a lot about a person by whom they have as friends. These kids were a riot, just as Rachel is. You can see a little bit of each other in friends. I see a little bit of me in Rachel, I see a little bit of Rachel in me. It's all in a matter of what you pick up on in your friendships. I see a lot of little traits rubbed off on me, and vice versa.

I was worried about my first impression. It's crucial for me because I can either be myself and make a friend, or scare someone away. So I tried really hard not to make too big off an ass outta myself. I care what people think of me to a point, and thats first impressions. Either someone likes you, or doesnt like you. With me and first impressions, I definately dont let loose and go all out with my Jenny-ness. I only show it to a point, and leave the rest for them to get to know later. First impressions are a big thing for me, but you will never know every side to me from it.
I actually have a much calmer and deeper side that youd have to get to know me to see. I feel a lot less vulnerable with the silly, careless view of me. I can just pretend I dont care. But in the deeper and more serious side of me, I actually really do. And showing that side would show how much I actually do care...and with that being visible...I would probably be taken advantage of a lot more than usual.

I made a good first impression and made some new friends. It was nice. I hung out with them all day and played Spiderman 2 on XBOX. I tried playing the same game on PS2 a month or so earlier...let me just say, I kick a lot more ass on XBOX than anything else. XBOX and most Nintendo Systems are my motherships. I owned that Spiderman 2 game dude! Total annihilation. Then I started to get addicted so we went out and got IHOP.

The server we got was super not nice...she was all pissy and lacked a sense of humor. Like I was thinkin about that one movie "You got served" and I started laughing and she was liek "Uhh, I dont know whats so funny here but ANYWAYS..." and I was just like "I was thinking about that one movie "You got served" and I was wondering that when you served me, if you could be like "Girl...you just got served!" cuz that would totally rock my socks!" and she was like "Ugh, thats dum." and just went on with orders.

Then she was refilling drinks and asked Hannah if she wanted more chocolate milk. Hannah said no thank you. But I guess the waitress was trying to warm up with us and she was like "Well then, anyone want a free chocolate milk?" and I was like "Ooooh! I do!!" because I just got water. And she was like "Ugh, you didnt get any chocolate milk in the first place..." and I was like "I know..but you made it sound like you were offering ANY of us...you did say 'Anyone want a free chocolate milk?'" and the chick was like "I meant out of the two who actually had one in the first place.." then walked away.

Okay, the problem with that answer is that she already gave Kate a fresh chocolate milk with her last visit. And before she left again, she asked if ANYONE wanted a free chocolate milk after Hannah said no thankyou to her refill. If Hannah didnt want anymore, and Kate already had a full glass, who the fuck was she talking to then when she offered the free milk? Rachel got a caraf of orange juice that she shared with me after I finished my water...and I had an empty glass then....why couldnt I have the milk?

Because our waitress was Hitler. Well Hitler...take a pinapple and go shove it up your ass. I'm worthy of a chocolate milk. And I am one of the possible tippers. No soup for you...dammit...=P

We played more Spiderman and then I saw Chocolat for the first time. I was really tired when they put it in but I ended up seeing most of it. I liked it a lot. It was a very nice movie. Which surpised me because I usually dont go for movies like that. Whatever it was like? I usually go for movies where I have an idea where it's going...only to a point...where I can be right or wrong. But this one...I had no idea what it was about...and I had no idea what was up. I didnt think I was gonna get it...but I got it at the end. And it was very touching.

We joked around and then went to sleep. We woke up today at 3pm!! Holy crap!! We did go to bed late but goodness sakes...Rachel and I went to bed at 7am one time and I woke up freakishly enough at 9:30am-10ish...

Hmm...ate some Cinnamin Toast Crunch, watched some Olympic vollyball...Spiderman 2 game...ate a nutbutter sammich...cookies...went on a walk at McDonald's woods with the doggies...as you can tell im getting really lazy and sidetracked...got home...played more spiderman...then i came home.

Now I am talkin to manda and listening to musica. My eye hurts. I hope it doesnt fall out.

Jenny at 10:12 PM

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Monday, August 16, 2004 So the past few days went by pretty quickly. Saturday I was woken up after a coma-like slumber...I had to go to a family party. Silly thing is, her birthday was like 2 weeks ago. Her birthday has been celebrated for like 2 flippin weeks now. When will it end? I dont know? I sat through that for about 4 hours. Old people...then the select young children. I like kids. I wouldnt mind playing with the kids. But no, the kids dont wanna play with me. Hurt, I go back to just sitting and talking to help the time go by. It's cold in the shade, but hot in the sun. I end up falling asleep in a little ball in the shade. Luckily, my aunt and uncle know when the party gets bland...and luckily they offered to take me home. I was sleeping anyhow, so might as well go home and do it there. So I got home, and I dunno...I went online because I had options now on what to do. Then I watched Little Nicky and fell asleep on the couch. The parents finally got home (9:30pm...gosh that woulda been hell...) and I had some dinner (pasta salad...drools) Rachel called. Talked to her for a while. Sunday I went and hung out with Rachel and friends. I drove to her house and my ma said I did really good. I am getting more comfortable driving each time, and the more I get comfortable, the easier I handle driving. I actually avoided hitting a chipmunk...thats how well i was driving. I didnt even put us in danger in doing so. Chyea...I rock. My ma said I might even be ready for my appointments. SCORE! I met Rachel's Texas friends Kate and Hannah. Now they live in Oregon but they grew up in Texas together. And it was cool to meet them, its cool to see the friends that one of your current best buds grew up with. You learn a lot about a person by whom they have as friends. These kids were a riot, just as Rachel is. You can see a little bit of each other in friends. I see a little bit of me in Rachel, I see a little bit of Rachel in me. It's all in a matter of what you pick up on in your friendships. I see a lot of little traits rubbed off on me, and vice versa. I was worried about my first impression. It's crucial for me because I can either be myself and make a friend, or scare someone away. So I tried really hard not to make too big off an ass outta myself. I care what people think of me to a point, and thats first impressions. Either someone likes you, or doesnt like you. With me and first impressions, I definately dont let loose and go all out with my Jenny-ness. I only show it to a point, and leave the rest for them to get to know later. First impressions are a big thing for me, but you will never know every side to me from it. I actually have a much calmer and deeper side that youd have to get to know me to see. I feel a lot less vulnerable with the silly, careless view of me. I can just pretend I dont care. But in the deeper and more serious side of me, I actually really do. And showing that side would show how much I actually do care...and with that being visible...I would probably be taken advantage of a lot more than usual. I made a good first impression and made some new friends. It was nice. I hung out with them all day and played Spiderman 2 on XBOX. I tried playing the same game on PS2 a month or so earlier...let me just say, I kick a lot more ass on XBOX than anything else. XBOX and most Nintendo Systems are my motherships. I owned that Spiderman 2 game dude! Total annihilation. Then I started to get addicted so we went out and got IHOP. The server we got was super not nice...she was all pissy and lacked a sense of humor. Like I was thinkin about that one movie "You got served" and I started laughing and she was liek "Uhh, I dont know whats so funny here but ANYWAYS..." and I was just like "I was thinking about that one movie "You got served" and I was wondering that when you served me, if you could be like "Girl...you just got served!" cuz that would totally rock my socks!" and she was like "Ugh, thats dum." and just went on with orders. Then she was refilling drinks and asked Hannah if she wanted more chocolate milk. Hannah said no thank you. But I guess the waitress was trying to warm up with us and she was like "Well then, anyone want a free chocolate milk?" and I was like "Ooooh! I do!!" because I just got water. And she was like "Ugh, you didnt get any chocolate milk in the first place..." and I was like "I know..but you made it sound like you were offering ANY of us...you did say 'Anyone want a free chocolate milk?'" and the chick was like "I meant out of the two who actually had one in the first place.." then walked away. Okay, the problem with that answer is that she already gave Kate a fresh chocolate milk with her last visit. And before she left again, she asked if ANYONE wanted a free chocolate milk after Hannah said no thankyou to her refill. If Hannah didnt want anymore, and Kate already had a full glass, who the fuck was she talking to then when she offered the free milk? Rachel got a caraf of orange juice that she shared with me after I finished my water...and I had an empty glass then....why couldnt I have the milk? Because our waitress was Hitler. Well Hitler...take a pinapple and go shove it up your ass. I'm worthy of a chocolate milk. And I am one of the possible tippers. No soup for you...dammit...=P We played more Spiderman and then I saw Chocolat for the first time. I was really tired when they put it in but I ended up seeing most of it. I liked it a lot. It was a very nice movie. Which surpised me because I usually dont go for movies like that. Whatever it was like? I usually go for movies where I have an idea where it's going...only to a point...where I can be right or wrong. But this one...I had no idea what it was about...and I had no idea what was up. I didnt think I was gonna get it...but I got it at the end. And it was very touching. We joked around and then went to sleep. We woke up today at 3pm!! Holy crap!! We did go to bed late but goodness sakes...Rachel and I went to bed at 7am one time and I woke up freakishly enough at 9:30am-10ish... Hmm...ate some Cinnamin Toast Crunch, watched some Olympic vollyball...Spiderman 2 game...ate a nutbutter sammich...cookies...went on a walk at McDonald's woods with the doggies...as you can tell im getting really lazy and sidetracked...got home...played more spiderman...then i came home. Now I am talkin to manda and listening to musica. My eye hurts. I hope it doesnt fall out. Jenny at 10:12 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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