Her Smiling Eyes

Monday, August 23, 2004

Back tracking to Saturday, quite the exciting day.

Mmmkay...day started out slow and late. I got up around 1pm. So much for getting back on track for school lol. But I'm full of tricks so I didnt worry. And if all else fails, I have no problem lugging myself around...exausted...because to me it's all a mental game. If I were to end up exausted and sleepy, I would know it's my fault...then make myself get along. I've gotten up to like 3 hours of sleep one morning (late, late night) and still got up 5:30am and i was sleepy but fine for school. I guess I just trained myself to put up with it.

So yea, I hear about Garden State from Carly's away message and Im interested in going because it looks like an interesting movie. It's rated R but we could pull it off. A little make up, better posture and poise, I can look just a year older...I hope lol

I mowed the lawn, then showered. I ate some dinner. Then Carly came over with her little back of tricks and went to work her magic lol. She put this stuff on...then eye liner, then some eye shadow that I thought was blush so I smiled really big cuz thats how i put blush on...and yea...she was just like okay now close your eyes. Then I felt kinda dumb lol. We were listenin to my stereo and she was singin. It was really cool cuz i like when she sings. I like it when people can sing around me and arent shy to, that makes me happy. Cuz some people are just afraid to sing in front of their friends but what i think is that if you wanna sing, just do it. I'd sing infront of you too. And I like that comfyness. So yea, she was putting mascara on me and was singing into my face and I was thinkin "Wow, this is really crazy. She is singing to my face. I feel like a mircophone." Then I thought about that again, and I started laughing and moving. Not so good when someone has a stick near your eye full of goop. So it took me a while to stop laughing because it was just really funny at the time lols.

All in all, she made me the hottest adult looking Jenny I have ever seen. Chyea...Carly spread the hottness and it was wow. I didnt recognize myself. Now all i had to do was practice the adult look. I was going for sophisticated, intellectual, intelligent, and friendly. But I still wanted to look like me...Jenny...the person I highly enjoy being. But I kinda had to alter my personality for a few minutes to get the ticket. I figured that if I shut up...I would definately seem older. Usually, what I say and do make me seem Jenny...and I guess young lols. So I downsized it. Didnt say or do much as we were getting the tickets.

When we got to the theater, we met up with RJ and Ashley. My scheme worked (the down sizing) and Carly's makeup did too (and made me hot..ter that usual. Nice lols) Then we waited around for Ward, wondering where he was. I asked them if they ever saw him in his work tux and they said no. Then I said we should visit him while he's working so we can see him in it cuz it'd be funny since i never saw him in a tux before. Ironically, here he comes...in his WORK TUX because he's working lol. That was cool. Made me wanna say "Nice tux".

Then we saw the movie. AMAZING just wow....wow....and wow. It's one of those AMAZING movies were you find yourself thinking in the middle of the movie "GOSH I CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO GO OUT ON DVD!!!! I CAN WATCH IT FOREVER!!" Can you believe he wrote, directed, AND starred in the movie?? TRIPLE THREAT!! MY GOSH HE'S FREAKIN AMAZING!! For his first production...being so...God damn wonderful! That put the 'move' back into movie...because that movie moved me. The things happening in it seemed so real...everything was so realistic and not blown up and out of proportion like most things. This seemed like everyday life...friends hanging out...doing things that even I would do. Like scream into an endless abyss...just random, meaningful things like that. And the basis, hanging out with friends. Swimming in a pool in just my underwear and bra...living life. Or just living...period. I laughed, laughed harder, misty eyed, shock, confusion...I was feeling these things as if they were happening to me...I was feeling. I recommend you all see it, then sneak me in with you. Because I would most definately see it again.

After that, we went to Bakers Square. ::does happy pie dance:: Literally, I did my happy pie dance once we got there. And it was nice, because it was my first time going to the movies with the partial group. Not everyone was there, but I really enjoyed the company. I had a lot of fun with Carly, RJ, and Ash. They are really cool and all very funny. We laughed a whole lot...specially at what I am next going to write.

This waitress asked me if i wanted my pie warmed up with icecream. And I was like Uhh...you cant warm pie up with icecream. Icecream is cold. And she was like No...you want pie warmed up with icecream? And I was like NO, THATS PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE!! and she was like do you want your pie warmed up with icecream!?!? and I was like WTF?? Just get me my God damn pie woman!! Then she was like NO would you like your pie WARMED up...WITH icecream? And ya know, that kinda made it different of course with the different context. Still, she made me feel uber dumb.
THEN, she capitalized my humiliation by saying "Is this your first time out?? You seem to be having some trouble with communication..." and I sarcastically said "Yes...this is my first time in civilization. To celebrate, I went to Baker Square...NOW GIVE ME MY DAMN PIE WOMAN!!! AND STOP DEGRADING ME!!"

As you can see, I dont really dig being embarressed by strangers. So the rest of the evening, I was scheming up a good comeback. Did I ever think of one? No....but I did tell her that the pie gave me indigestion. And her witty retort making the comeback even MORE complicated? "What...you want a Tums? What are you gonna do about it??" and I was like "NO I DOnT WANT YOUR TUMS..YOU PROLLY SPIKED IT WITH YOUR CRUELNESS!! GOSH!!"

So still, I am tryin to think of a comeback...to humiliate her back. Hmph...still brewin one up...Ill get that lady back...I will!

After pie, we went our seperate ways. 'Cept Carly and I went to Borders to pick up The Shins CD. Then we blasted it in the car driving around and it was really nice because the whole time I was looking through the sunroof, enjoying the time completely. I just zoned out and soaked in the music and all the feelings I was feeling, the thoughts going through my head. And they were really good feelings and thoughts. I was thinking that this night, riding in the car with Carly blasting The Shins...was a true summer night. It oozed with happy summer feelings. Even with school coming along, nothing could kill that lovely summer feeling. And I was so caught up in it, I could feel that happiness in my heart of hanging out with a really good friend. It was unbeatable.

And with that, you just couldnt go home right away. You had to enjoy it to it's fullest. So when I told Carly we should go to the park or something, she too agreed and we went to the beach. We sat in the car and looked out the sunroof blasting The Shins...and summer greatness oozed. We talked about all sorts of things and it was wonderful. Talking with Carly is always absolutly wonderful, there is always something interesting to talk about and I just enjoy listening to her views on things and just discussing life. It's not always a constant conversation but even the silent moments are meaningful. Carly is just Carly. She has her own word.

Oh yea..and while we were driving and I was looking out the sunroof, she said how she always tried doing that on the way home while driving lols. But guess who got to see a falling star? Carly...while driving. So while I was looking up, I had an awesome view of the stars. But while she was looking forward, she gets the falling star. Lucky lols. I hope her wish comes true whatever it may be.

And that evening meant a lot to me. It wasnt the last day of summer before school, but it was that last burst of joy before the last day before school. It just makes you feel good. And I felt really good and happy that whole evening. The company, the movie, the conversations, priceless. It's the good things in life that make it all worthwhile. Those are some really really great things I have in my life. I am grateful.

Jenny at 4:42 PM

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Monday, August 23, 2004 Back tracking to Saturday, quite the exciting day. Mmmkay...day started out slow and late. I got up around 1pm. So much for getting back on track for school lol. But I'm full of tricks so I didnt worry. And if all else fails, I have no problem lugging myself around...exausted...because to me it's all a mental game. If I were to end up exausted and sleepy, I would know it's my fault...then make myself get along. I've gotten up to like 3 hours of sleep one morning (late, late night) and still got up 5:30am and i was sleepy but fine for school. I guess I just trained myself to put up with it. So yea, I hear about Garden State from Carly's away message and Im interested in going because it looks like an interesting movie. It's rated R but we could pull it off. A little make up, better posture and poise, I can look just a year older...I hope lol I mowed the lawn, then showered. I ate some dinner. Then Carly came over with her little back of tricks and went to work her magic lol. She put this stuff on...then eye liner, then some eye shadow that I thought was blush so I smiled really big cuz thats how i put blush on...and yea...she was just like okay now close your eyes. Then I felt kinda dumb lol. We were listenin to my stereo and she was singin. It was really cool cuz i like when she sings. I like it when people can sing around me and arent shy to, that makes me happy. Cuz some people are just afraid to sing in front of their friends but what i think is that if you wanna sing, just do it. I'd sing infront of you too. And I like that comfyness. So yea, she was putting mascara on me and was singing into my face and I was thinkin "Wow, this is really crazy. She is singing to my face. I feel like a mircophone." Then I thought about that again, and I started laughing and moving. Not so good when someone has a stick near your eye full of goop. So it took me a while to stop laughing because it was just really funny at the time lols. All in all, she made me the hottest adult looking Jenny I have ever seen. Chyea...Carly spread the hottness and it was wow. I didnt recognize myself. Now all i had to do was practice the adult look. I was going for sophisticated, intellectual, intelligent, and friendly. But I still wanted to look like me...Jenny...the person I highly enjoy being. But I kinda had to alter my personality for a few minutes to get the ticket. I figured that if I shut up...I would definately seem older. Usually, what I say and do make me seem Jenny...and I guess young lols. So I downsized it. Didnt say or do much as we were getting the tickets. When we got to the theater, we met up with RJ and Ashley. My scheme worked (the down sizing) and Carly's makeup did too (and made me hot..ter that usual. Nice lols) Then we waited around for Ward, wondering where he was. I asked them if they ever saw him in his work tux and they said no. Then I said we should visit him while he's working so we can see him in it cuz it'd be funny since i never saw him in a tux before. Ironically, here he comes...in his WORK TUX because he's working lol. That was cool. Made me wanna say "Nice tux". Then we saw the movie. AMAZING just wow....wow....and wow. It's one of those AMAZING movies were you find yourself thinking in the middle of the movie "GOSH I CANT WAIT FOR THIS TO GO OUT ON DVD!!!! I CAN WATCH IT FOREVER!!" Can you believe he wrote, directed, AND starred in the movie?? TRIPLE THREAT!! MY GOSH HE'S FREAKIN AMAZING!! For his first production...being so...God damn wonderful! That put the 'move' back into movie...because that movie moved me. The things happening in it seemed so real...everything was so realistic and not blown up and out of proportion like most things. This seemed like everyday life...friends hanging out...doing things that even I would do. Like scream into an endless abyss...just random, meaningful things like that. And the basis, hanging out with friends. Swimming in a pool in just my underwear and bra...living life. Or just living...period. I laughed, laughed harder, misty eyed, shock, confusion...I was feeling these things as if they were happening to me...I was feeling. I recommend you all see it, then sneak me in with you. Because I would most definately see it again. After that, we went to Bakers Square. ::does happy pie dance:: Literally, I did my happy pie dance once we got there. And it was nice, because it was my first time going to the movies with the partial group. Not everyone was there, but I really enjoyed the company. I had a lot of fun with Carly, RJ, and Ash. They are really cool and all very funny. We laughed a whole lot...specially at what I am next going to write. This waitress asked me if i wanted my pie warmed up with icecream. And I was like Uhh...you cant warm pie up with icecream. Icecream is cold. And she was like No...you want pie warmed up with icecream? And I was like NO, THATS PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE!! and she was like do you want your pie warmed up with icecream!?!? and I was like WTF?? Just get me my God damn pie woman!! Then she was like NO would you like your pie WARMED up...WITH icecream? And ya know, that kinda made it different of course with the different context. Still, she made me feel uber dumb. THEN, she capitalized my humiliation by saying "Is this your first time out?? You seem to be having some trouble with communication..." and I sarcastically said "Yes...this is my first time in civilization. To celebrate, I went to Baker Square...NOW GIVE ME MY DAMN PIE WOMAN!!! AND STOP DEGRADING ME!!" As you can see, I dont really dig being embarressed by strangers. So the rest of the evening, I was scheming up a good comeback. Did I ever think of one? No....but I did tell her that the pie gave me indigestion. And her witty retort making the comeback even MORE complicated? "What...you want a Tums? What are you gonna do about it??" and I was like "NO I DOnT WANT YOUR TUMS..YOU PROLLY SPIKED IT WITH YOUR CRUELNESS!! GOSH!!" So still, I am tryin to think of a comeback...to humiliate her back. Hmph...still brewin one up...Ill get that lady back...I will! After pie, we went our seperate ways. 'Cept Carly and I went to Borders to pick up The Shins CD. Then we blasted it in the car driving around and it was really nice because the whole time I was looking through the sunroof, enjoying the time completely. I just zoned out and soaked in the music and all the feelings I was feeling, the thoughts going through my head. And they were really good feelings and thoughts. I was thinking that this night, riding in the car with Carly blasting The Shins...was a true summer night. It oozed with happy summer feelings. Even with school coming along, nothing could kill that lovely summer feeling. And I was so caught up in it, I could feel that happiness in my heart of hanging out with a really good friend. It was unbeatable. And with that, you just couldnt go home right away. You had to enjoy it to it's fullest. So when I told Carly we should go to the park or something, she too agreed and we went to the beach. We sat in the car and looked out the sunroof blasting The Shins...and summer greatness oozed. We talked about all sorts of things and it was wonderful. Talking with Carly is always absolutly wonderful, there is always something interesting to talk about and I just enjoy listening to her views on things and just discussing life. It's not always a constant conversation but even the silent moments are meaningful. Carly is just Carly. She has her own word. Oh yea..and while we were driving and I was looking out the sunroof, she said how she always tried doing that on the way home while driving lols. But guess who got to see a falling star? Carly...while driving. So while I was looking up, I had an awesome view of the stars. But while she was looking forward, she gets the falling star. Lucky lols. I hope her wish comes true whatever it may be. And that evening meant a lot to me. It wasnt the last day of summer before school, but it was that last burst of joy before the last day before school. It just makes you feel good. And I felt really good and happy that whole evening. The company, the movie, the conversations, priceless. It's the good things in life that make it all worthwhile. Those are some really really great things I have in my life. I am grateful. Jenny at 4:42 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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