Her Smiling Eyes

Sunday, August 08, 2004

So this weekend was a blast. And then some...yea thats right...then some more =P

I woke up bright and early Saturday. I woke up chipper. I dunno...I just read that word a few minutes ago...and I had to say it. It looked like fun. Chipper Gore? Chipper Dale? Chipper the wood...er...yea

Mowed the lawn, and then cleaned around...then showered. Now the cool stuff! I am designing and creating a "Get Well" book for my Uncle. He just got out of the hospital for his sugery to remove the cancer from his colon. But they dont want to take any chances and he is going to undergo temporary kemo treatment justincase. Please, not again, God...not again. So yea, the kemo is gonna make him sick and really weak (my grampa went through it). I thought it'd be nice to make him a little get well book with nice pictures of him and the family in it. Just to let him know we are thinking about him and remind him how much we love him. Maybe it will cheer him up and dessipate the effects of the kemo. I believe love helps in curing by giving strength and will to go on. Im really excited...my ma has the pictures and captions...I just gotta design a book. I hope he likes it!!

And Im sorry but Im really exausted guys. I had a really long weekend so Im gonna need a little Jenny vacay. Tomorrow. I promise...theres some good stuff...its all grand actually. My weekend rocked...details later...it rocked. Everyone rocks. I like to trim bushes and I did that tonight cuz I dunno...felt the urge...and i wanted to freak out the neighbors...

Okay, back from a few day break. So this weekend I went to my great pal Brittany's birthday partay. It was amazing because I havent seen her in sooooo long and it was just awesome to be able to hang out with her again. And it was like a whole reunion thing because I haven't seen Meg or Courtney in just as long. So it's been a while. And that while has ended. I dont think thats long span of time is gonna happen again...I missed them way way too much. We played some pool and video games while listening to music. It was all very hyperactive yet all at the same time very relaxing. It was so nice to see these lovely faces again and just hang out. I laughed a whole lot during the time I spent there and met some really cool people. I also got to know this one boy I'm semi-friends with. I dont think I'd ever go out with him, but we have a lot of fun flirting.

I had a ton of fun talking to Brittany, Meg, and Courtney. It was really nice catching up with them and just goofing off. We watched Uptown Girls and laughed our asses off at how ditzy Brittany Murphy is in the movie and how the little girl is kinda scary but also a cute lil kid. It was a really great time all around. And I stayed a whole day at Brittany's house and we talked about stuff. Stuff in life, school stuff, guy stuff, just everything stuff lols. And we ate taco rolls and icecream because it's flippin good dude! Man that was good!! With her as well as the rest of the bunch, I realized how much I really missed them this summer. Like udderly majorly a whole crap load. Im glad they still wanna hang out with me.

I got home around 6ish that evening the next day. I called my uncle and he came over with his stuff. I welcomed him and got him used to his surroundings. We played some basketball to bond, then he went inside to wind down and watch the cubbies. I called Rachel up because she and Josh were to be back from Texas today. I called at just the right time, they got home an hour ago. SCORE! I rock the timing! They came over and we played video games. Rach made me a picture while she was gone and it's really really cool. Im gonna put it on my wall. Bytheway, if ya anyone wants to make me somethin, I would be more than happy to put it on my wall. I love artwork from friends (wink wink)..

Josh is such a freakin brother like figure to me...he flippin fluffed in my face after eating chili cuz I didnt write the exact words he was telling me for my getaway letter. I am free...with those damn strings attached. If my parents were home, hell yea they would let me sleep over a friends when they pick me up. Or stay out past 10:30pm...dammit. I have to keep writing getaway letters giving every little detail of where im gonna be at, call them to tell them im alive, repeat. But i like the sort of freedom...I like blasting my music during the day and having the choice if i wanted to dance around nakey or not (kidding guys...or am i? bwahahaha)

So we went to McDonalds and I got apple dippers. I refuse to get icecream at a flipping non-icecreamery. Not when they finally got my order down. I just cant do it.
We got me home on time...ish...11pm lols. And he woke up when I got home (dammit) and said "okay, Ima gonna go to bed now." Why didnt he in the first place....GOSH lols. He cool tho, they coulda just had me go with them...so im really grateful. I am much happier back here at home. Id miss you too much, anyhow.

Next day, R and J (easier) pick me up to go and see Napoleon Dynomite. Kick ass movie! I have so many nifty cool quotes from it...life is just so much more amusing now =D Then we walked around the mall and dropped off Josh at Tommy Hilfiger. Jeff was finally working at the right time lols. I finally got there and was able to say hi. Ima gonna miss him and his crazy mimes for drama. College is eating my friends =(
For tommy, they have some pretty colorful neat shirts. There is this bright green one and a multicolored one. Ima gonna get them...yes i am.

So back to be being free-ish, i am not fully capable of eating on my own. Im not depressed or sick or anything...I am just really busy. With that book im making my uncle, i watch the designated meal times pass me by and just let them go because im not hungry. And w/o my rents or anyone home with me, I dont have that obligation to eat. Ive been eating gum for breakfast and till lunch, dinners i would usually be out. Ive had chinese and today beef. My gramma said this was prolly the first time im eating all week. I just joked about incompetent she is in me and that i am doing fine. Which I am. Im not starving...im just not hungry. Food means little to me right now. I am fine.

While we were bumbling about the mall, we ran into Lisa Long. I made an effort to literally run into her lols. It was nice seeing her. Then a few ways down, I saw my friend Megan McGrain. I wanted to stop and say hi but we were rushing to feed me and then get an application. So I shall call her. I hate seeing someone I want to say hello to and then not being able to. dammit.

I got chinese and wooed the guy so much with my charm, he gave me a free fortune cookie (which was originally a quarter). I felt cool. I didnt think it was possible for me to 'woo'. It comes to a surprise when you find your mojo is hidden in you all along. Mojo jojo..what? So yea...Rach said that your fortune only comes true if you open it uniquely. So I smashed the bag and my cookie shot out. I read my fortune and it was something of the sort of a sweet relationship unfolding or something. Pssht..yea. I dunno what I said tho and somehow whatever my fortune actually said sounded like I said vagina according to my friend. And they told me that and we started laughing hysterically. I was like "why in the hell would I just exclaim 'vagina' as a fortune?" and we just didnt know why it sounded like that. So I didnt even finish reading it cuz we were laughing so hard.

I take a break from laughing to get a sip of my freshly squeezed lemonade (cuz it was!) and I thought about it once more, me just randomly saying 'vagina' as my fortune. Or the fact that what if that was my fortune? So I start laughing with my lemonade not fully down that esophagus like thingy yet...and yes...my lips stay closed fine...and yes...it shot right through my nose instead. And all over my LUCKILY mostly finished food. You have any idea how shitty that is? Lemonade...shooting through your nose...with it's acidicness and everything. Ugh...it was so bad..it burned my nose and upper throat...and made everything smell like vomit for a while. Then my nose was sticky in the inside. And let alone, my food was no longer edible...tho i was mostly finished anyhow. DAmn vagina sounding fortune...damn.

On our way back after that and the application search, we were walking back to our entrance and she knocked me into the ATM machine...making the alarm go on! Shit dude...I know I did nothing wrong..but my face got so freakin red for the fact I wasnt having that urge to drop dead with embarressment right there. I just stood there like Napolean and like delayed as all hell, I kicked the air and jogged idiotically away. It was the perfect reinaction of the movie scene, dude.

Hmm..got home(second home), played some internet bingo and then had some peach cobbler. My first time having it, damn good. It was so good, it scared me...cuz it was also hot. Attempted to make some teeshirts, then had to go home. Dammit.

Today, supposed to go to the 2nd home...fell through. Worked on the book all day with music blasting (heaven!) and called Carly to tell her my freaky ass dream. Then went back to work. Meg called, we were gonna hang out today. I got all excited and was all pumped...then i remembered dinner with the uncle, aunt and gramma tonight. Damn. Its funny how you drill a certain time into your head so hard...that when someone says a time other than that, you are like great! Im free! No. Meg said 3pm and 3pm was okay in my head. But then I remebered 4:30 (when i had to be home for dinner) and that was a mood killer. I was so sad.

But tomorrow, we are gonna hang out. And I know I will prolly have to be home for dinner sometime but I dunno...we'll work around that. I'll even get up early. I'll make it work.

Hmm...I love you guys. I really really do. If ever you wish for me to move the Earth just a little to the right, or just a little bit up, I'd be more than happy to. Life is pretty good right now. I look forward to each day and find that im content being with just me. Well, I was content being home alone and being productive. I was totally cool with making that book all day...kinda bummed I couldnt really go out...but content. I hope he likes it. I must admit, I much rather have company than be alone, but the times I am alone...it's pretty relaxing. I sang out loud and just felt even more comfortable in my own skin...not embarressed by my own singing...just enjoying my artistic abilities.

Also, would anyone like to be one of my models for some photography? Keep your clothes on, it's mostly capturing meaningful things. Like two people hugging (Ive always wanted a picture of me hugging one of my friends because hugs are words only understood in contact, and that is just beautiful in my eyes), facial expressions, moments, etc. I wanna get a new camera, the things I want to do would be understated with my little camera. I have high ambitions on this creativity I hold graciously...big dreams...writing, photography, comics, and teeshirts. A little side acting, mmm...I can taste the joy. Polish and add on to my skills...marvelous. So yea kids, I need a helping hand. Please and thank you, my lovelies.

Jenny at 11:18 PM

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Sunday, August 08, 2004 So this weekend was a blast. And then some...yea thats right...then some more =P I woke up bright and early Saturday. I woke up chipper. I dunno...I just read that word a few minutes ago...and I had to say it. It looked like fun. Chipper Gore? Chipper Dale? Chipper the wood...er...yea Mowed the lawn, and then cleaned around...then showered. Now the cool stuff! I am designing and creating a "Get Well" book for my Uncle. He just got out of the hospital for his sugery to remove the cancer from his colon. But they dont want to take any chances and he is going to undergo temporary kemo treatment justincase. Please, not again, God...not again. So yea, the kemo is gonna make him sick and really weak (my grampa went through it). I thought it'd be nice to make him a little get well book with nice pictures of him and the family in it. Just to let him know we are thinking about him and remind him how much we love him. Maybe it will cheer him up and dessipate the effects of the kemo. I believe love helps in curing by giving strength and will to go on. Im really excited...my ma has the pictures and captions...I just gotta design a book. I hope he likes it!! And Im sorry but Im really exausted guys. I had a really long weekend so Im gonna need a little Jenny vacay. Tomorrow. I promise...theres some good stuff...its all grand actually. My weekend rocked...details later...it rocked. Everyone rocks. I like to trim bushes and I did that tonight cuz I dunno...felt the urge...and i wanted to freak out the neighbors... Okay, back from a few day break. So this weekend I went to my great pal Brittany's birthday partay. It was amazing because I havent seen her in sooooo long and it was just awesome to be able to hang out with her again. And it was like a whole reunion thing because I haven't seen Meg or Courtney in just as long. So it's been a while. And that while has ended. I dont think thats long span of time is gonna happen again...I missed them way way too much. We played some pool and video games while listening to music. It was all very hyperactive yet all at the same time very relaxing. It was so nice to see these lovely faces again and just hang out. I laughed a whole lot during the time I spent there and met some really cool people. I also got to know this one boy I'm semi-friends with. I dont think I'd ever go out with him, but we have a lot of fun flirting. I had a ton of fun talking to Brittany, Meg, and Courtney. It was really nice catching up with them and just goofing off. We watched Uptown Girls and laughed our asses off at how ditzy Brittany Murphy is in the movie and how the little girl is kinda scary but also a cute lil kid. It was a really great time all around. And I stayed a whole day at Brittany's house and we talked about stuff. Stuff in life, school stuff, guy stuff, just everything stuff lols. And we ate taco rolls and icecream because it's flippin good dude! Man that was good!! With her as well as the rest of the bunch, I realized how much I really missed them this summer. Like udderly majorly a whole crap load. Im glad they still wanna hang out with me. I got home around 6ish that evening the next day. I called my uncle and he came over with his stuff. I welcomed him and got him used to his surroundings. We played some basketball to bond, then he went inside to wind down and watch the cubbies. I called Rachel up because she and Josh were to be back from Texas today. I called at just the right time, they got home an hour ago. SCORE! I rock the timing! They came over and we played video games. Rach made me a picture while she was gone and it's really really cool. Im gonna put it on my wall. Bytheway, if ya anyone wants to make me somethin, I would be more than happy to put it on my wall. I love artwork from friends (wink wink).. Josh is such a freakin brother like figure to me...he flippin fluffed in my face after eating chili cuz I didnt write the exact words he was telling me for my getaway letter. I am free...with those damn strings attached. If my parents were home, hell yea they would let me sleep over a friends when they pick me up. Or stay out past 10:30pm...dammit. I have to keep writing getaway letters giving every little detail of where im gonna be at, call them to tell them im alive, repeat. But i like the sort of freedom...I like blasting my music during the day and having the choice if i wanted to dance around nakey or not (kidding guys...or am i? bwahahaha) So we went to McDonalds and I got apple dippers. I refuse to get icecream at a flipping non-icecreamery. Not when they finally got my order down. I just cant do it. We got me home on time...ish...11pm lols. And he woke up when I got home (dammit) and said "okay, Ima gonna go to bed now." Why didnt he in the first place....GOSH lols. He cool tho, they coulda just had me go with them...so im really grateful. I am much happier back here at home. Id miss you too much, anyhow. Next day, R and J (easier) pick me up to go and see Napoleon Dynomite. Kick ass movie! I have so many nifty cool quotes from it...life is just so much more amusing now =D Then we walked around the mall and dropped off Josh at Tommy Hilfiger. Jeff was finally working at the right time lols. I finally got there and was able to say hi. Ima gonna miss him and his crazy mimes for drama. College is eating my friends =( For tommy, they have some pretty colorful neat shirts. There is this bright green one and a multicolored one. Ima gonna get them...yes i am. So back to be being free-ish, i am not fully capable of eating on my own. Im not depressed or sick or anything...I am just really busy. With that book im making my uncle, i watch the designated meal times pass me by and just let them go because im not hungry. And w/o my rents or anyone home with me, I dont have that obligation to eat. Ive been eating gum for breakfast and till lunch, dinners i would usually be out. Ive had chinese and today beef. My gramma said this was prolly the first time im eating all week. I just joked about incompetent she is in me and that i am doing fine. Which I am. Im not starving...im just not hungry. Food means little to me right now. I am fine. While we were bumbling about the mall, we ran into Lisa Long. I made an effort to literally run into her lols. It was nice seeing her. Then a few ways down, I saw my friend Megan McGrain. I wanted to stop and say hi but we were rushing to feed me and then get an application. So I shall call her. I hate seeing someone I want to say hello to and then not being able to. dammit. I got chinese and wooed the guy so much with my charm, he gave me a free fortune cookie (which was originally a quarter). I felt cool. I didnt think it was possible for me to 'woo'. It comes to a surprise when you find your mojo is hidden in you all along. Mojo jojo..what? So yea...Rach said that your fortune only comes true if you open it uniquely. So I smashed the bag and my cookie shot out. I read my fortune and it was something of the sort of a sweet relationship unfolding or something. Pssht..yea. I dunno what I said tho and somehow whatever my fortune actually said sounded like I said vagina according to my friend. And they told me that and we started laughing hysterically. I was like "why in the hell would I just exclaim 'vagina' as a fortune?" and we just didnt know why it sounded like that. So I didnt even finish reading it cuz we were laughing so hard. I take a break from laughing to get a sip of my freshly squeezed lemonade (cuz it was!) and I thought about it once more, me just randomly saying 'vagina' as my fortune. Or the fact that what if that was my fortune? So I start laughing with my lemonade not fully down that esophagus like thingy yet...and yes...my lips stay closed fine...and yes...it shot right through my nose instead. And all over my LUCKILY mostly finished food. You have any idea how shitty that is? Lemonade...shooting through your nose...with it's acidicness and everything. Ugh...it was so bad..it burned my nose and upper throat...and made everything smell like vomit for a while. Then my nose was sticky in the inside. And let alone, my food was no longer edible...tho i was mostly finished anyhow. DAmn vagina sounding fortune...damn. On our way back after that and the application search, we were walking back to our entrance and she knocked me into the ATM machine...making the alarm go on! Shit dude...I know I did nothing wrong..but my face got so freakin red for the fact I wasnt having that urge to drop dead with embarressment right there. I just stood there like Napolean and like delayed as all hell, I kicked the air and jogged idiotically away. It was the perfect reinaction of the movie scene, dude. Hmm..got home(second home), played some internet bingo and then had some peach cobbler. My first time having it, damn good. It was so good, it scared me...cuz it was also hot. Attempted to make some teeshirts, then had to go home. Dammit. Today, supposed to go to the 2nd home...fell through. Worked on the book all day with music blasting (heaven!) and called Carly to tell her my freaky ass dream. Then went back to work. Meg called, we were gonna hang out today. I got all excited and was all pumped...then i remembered dinner with the uncle, aunt and gramma tonight. Damn. Its funny how you drill a certain time into your head so hard...that when someone says a time other than that, you are like great! Im free! No. Meg said 3pm and 3pm was okay in my head. But then I remebered 4:30 (when i had to be home for dinner) and that was a mood killer. I was so sad. But tomorrow, we are gonna hang out. And I know I will prolly have to be home for dinner sometime but I dunno...we'll work around that. I'll even get up early. I'll make it work. Hmm...I love you guys. I really really do. If ever you wish for me to move the Earth just a little to the right, or just a little bit up, I'd be more than happy to. Life is pretty good right now. I look forward to each day and find that im content being with just me. Well, I was content being home alone and being productive. I was totally cool with making that book all day...kinda bummed I couldnt really go out...but content. I hope he likes it. I must admit, I much rather have company than be alone, but the times I am alone...it's pretty relaxing. I sang out loud and just felt even more comfortable in my own skin...not embarressed by my own singing...just enjoying my artistic abilities. Also, would anyone like to be one of my models for some photography? Keep your clothes on, it's mostly capturing meaningful things. Like two people hugging (Ive always wanted a picture of me hugging one of my friends because hugs are words only understood in contact, and that is just beautiful in my eyes), facial expressions, moments, etc. I wanna get a new camera, the things I want to do would be understated with my little camera. I have high ambitions on this creativity I hold graciously...big dreams...writing, photography, comics, and teeshirts. A little side acting, mmm...I can taste the joy. Polish and add on to my skills...marvelous. So yea kids, I need a helping hand. Please and thank you, my lovelies. Jenny at 11:18 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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