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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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To start off, Im sitting on my foot really weird. Actually...im sitting normal-ish...just cutting off a ton of circulation to my foot. I can't move my toes so I think my foot's asleep or dead. Either way...I can't tell if im more amused by this weird feeling or Im just too lazy to shift my weight. Prolly a little bit of both...
Anyways...wow its like a million minutes later because I kinda gave in and shifted my weight which caused all my blood flowage to rush to my suffocated foot...and not to my vital organs...like brain...my brain...and yea, made me a vegetable for like...well yea...a million minutes. Shit, now im tired. WTF mate? Okay...second wind. So yesterday I worked my ass off on this picture for my friend for her bday. Inspiration hits me so last minute you know? First I feel all guilty because I have no idea what the hell im gonna make her...so i get her something she likes (buying is so not me guys...im not cheap I just rather spend my time making something because time means more than money to me) I bought her 10 dollars worth of FunDip tho. Yea...I couldnt settle with that. Finally, the lightbulb went off (or on?) and I got to workin. She likes vampires, so the picture was all dark and neat. K, Im gonna go all crafty nerd on your asses so beware... SO, I started out with 3 pieces of construction paper: 2 black and one orange. It seemed fitting for the theme I thought. My idea was it was gonna be a flip up picture...the purpose of the orange paper? No idea yet...just sandwiched inbetween for now for stability. Then I drew a picture of a moon on yellow paper and cut it out and put it on the bottom for the first flap. On the moon I put a family of bats flying. The second (and one of my proudest creative moments on this picture), I took a mighty fine picture of my neck (all you vamps out there..you know you want it...lols) and i used deep red nail polish as the teeth marks of where a vampire 'bit' me. And I had blood dripping and with that, it miraculously spelled out "I love you" in cursive. Let me tell you, it is a bitch to write in cursive with a tooth pick and a glob of red nail polish at the end...a flippin bitch dude...GOSH! The last flap had my own hand-drawn attempted scary vampire...which ended up looking like Elvis in vampire-duds. Damn the man! After that was all done and cool, I spelled out "Happy birthday Courtney" with shiny silver ribbon cut up and assembled nifty-like. Then other stars...so its like a sky at night. I made a coffin that opened with construction paper and a bat inside. Now for the fancy stuff, I stitched all the sides and edges of the picture with black thread. Then I made a spider web outta white thread on one of the flaps. And with some red thread, on the remainder flap I wrote "Made with love" and a heart in cursive (I was totally rocking the sewing after a while as you might have noticed with the stitching in cursive...yea and yet i still poked my finger a lot by accident...) Then I wrote the quotes to our favorite song on there. FINALLY, the orange comes into play! I carved out 'HALLOWEEN'cuz it was part of the lyrics. And these are the lyrics: "We can live like Jack and Sally if we want, Yes, so as you can see, I am quite the artsy fellow for spending so much time on these things. So far, Im working on a book for my uncle, and another picture I just thought of an idea for today. But I cant go into much detail...they might hear me... ANd I must say, that last picture is my proudest piece of work i have ever ever done...I used a little bit of everything making it essentric and just wow. I wanted to keep it because I needed proof I was capable of such a piece of work. I am that proud. A total of like I dunno how many hours...it doesnt matter...it was a long time but thats okay...it was well worth it. And I enjoy making my friends these things. The time and effort seems minimal when Im thinking of all the good they have brought into my life. The love keeps me focused and going, and suddenly im not tired. Yesterday I took a well enjoyed break tho, walking and talking with the lovely Manda. We walked around our neighborhood as usual, talking of all sorts of things. It was pretty cool out, like autumn weather except lacking the smell of burning leaves. Hmm...thuoght came to mind..flowers smell, do trees smell? If not, why not? <---is that considered a double negative? Well anyway, it was pretty chilly. I didnt really notice till I saw the goosebumps on my arms (in a teeshirt as usual). It's hard to really notice these little things when talking to Manda. Once you get to talking, you're just kinda there. Well, like too captivated in your own little world to realize the outside temperature is like brr. And that's always refreshing, it like mentally getting away from it all but still enduring it. Like a hug that makes the hurt not hurt so bad. Hmmm...yea... So we went back to my house so I could get a hoodie. Then we went to the park to swing. We did a jumping contest and then spun around in circles the pro way to where you get dizzy much faster. Then we ran around to see who could stay up the longest without falling over. Though the second time around, I fell first (nobody fell the first time), I recovered faster (what can i say? Im pro spinner dude). And yea, during this whole time of hangin out, she was flippin my hat off (bully lol) and I then I went all hail mary (football term of some sort?) and tackled. Haha I win. We ate some flowers...actually...we ate their mojo...which if you think about it sounds naturally wrong...because it's nature's mojo...hmm...dot dot dot. Then we walked back and forth from my house and back. Then I called my auntie and I drove. Not only did I drive, but I weasled my way to get to Erin's. I told her I would drive around the neighborhood, and if i was doing good, I would drive us to Erins. I was doing good. So...I FINALLY WENT ON BIG ROADS!! SCORE! I went on Grasslake, 83, Depot, and thats all! I endured my first stoplights, TRAIN CROSSING (my luck...) and and and...kids playing hockey in the street and i had to drive around their goals. Hells yea!! And my aunts a kick ass driver...and she said i did good! She was proud and iwas happy and i was proud! So I got to Erins with my excited "I just drove big roads and endured stop lights and train crossings and kids playing hockey" natural high...only to get my "Silly hyper-active and bouncing of the walls" sugar high from who knows what cuz I barely ate anything that day anyhow. So I was wired...WIRED AS IN JUMPY!! NOT AS IN THERE'S A CONCEALED WIRE IN MY CROTCH! Got some neat traded clothes...met some neat kids...got a ninja shirt...broke my ass...good times, great oldies. And Ive got this like reverse energy effect going on here now...like my second wind...blew away? Im flipping tired again...long ass day. I shall write about it tomorrow...ish? Whenever the hell I get home...damn family parties... But a final thought (quote)... Myself: I think of myself to be that chick who tries to rap and fails miserably. Like the first few verses she rhymes these two vegetables like carrots and parrots...if only parrot was a vegetable...but it rhymes so on with it...So yea and then the second few go down the shitter when she tried rhyming two fruits and what first comes to mind is orange. And she quickly tries to think what rhymes with orange...and I put caucasion female rap stars to shame with my weak skillz yo...damn. But then I think...hmmm... (mind you, I do not do crack...it just sounds like I do with my thought process) month rhymes with orange. And for a few moments, I actually am content with that thought. I come to believe that they rhyme together. Course, I finally realize that NO...THEY DON'T (as most of you were prolly thinking very impatiently..GOSH). But think about this, orange, month, and purple don't rhyme with anything. But wouldnt it be cool if they all rhymed with each other? Like... purple doesnt rhyme with shit...but it does rhyme with month...which also doesnt rhyme with shit. And orange comes along too, which also doesnt rhyme with shit, but ironically rhymes with both purple and month. And with that, I think that the fact that none of those rhyme with shit...they must all rhyme with each other in their own unique way. They all have that one thing in common, they dont rhyme with shit...but they do rhyme together because of that no-rhymageness bond. So they may not rhyme with most other words...but they do rhyme with each other...only because of that bond. And it all makes sense to me, freakishly. Urple may not be a word, but month is. And so is orange. So if ever you're in a poetic or rhythmic bind, just use another word that doesnt rhyme with shit. I'm sure shit cancels each other out...and then they rhyme eventually. In the end...it's all in the way you say it...or how tired you are. Because right about now (funk soul brotha, what?)...purple and month seem to flow mighty sweetly off the tongue together. Orange is there too...somewhere...hmm... Have you ever been so incredibly sleepy, that when you shift your eyes...you can feel them move? It's amazing! I dont think I ever felt this before. Haha Im just rolling my eyes around in circles and feeling the swirling motion right now. Neat. I wish I could have the energy to write about the boys...ahh the boys...the party today...amazing. I was diggin 2 (alright...3) boys at once...and I didnt know who to focus on...cuz I wanted to get to know them all...and in the end...I didnt get any of their numbers...cuz I was too shy...but I did spoon one...and break danced with the other...and had some laughed with the 3rd. Mind you, it sounds like im a player lols but thats so not me...its just new faces excite me haha. And I had fun flirting. I just wish I got #'s. I'd like to see those boys again. Haha my nose is whistling and it sounds like a baby bird! Whoa neat! Okay...im done for today. Time for sleep. I love you all muchly. Big hug and muah! Ya..the testosterone around me made me kinky...and kinky isnt cool at like 3:30am-ish. Who is up to be kinky with? If anyone, Ive got mojo up the wazoo dude. Would you like to come to the party in my pants? Haha lols. Ahh....time to curl up in my blankey and spoon with the stuffed aminals lols...say anything and I'll throw a trident into your heart. Chyea..thats right..and not the dentist recommended gum either... Jenny at 1:27 AM
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