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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I am way way behind on this dealie. Thing is, I haven't really known what to write. I can't put words to it. It's just kind of there. I've been feeling...I don't know what I've been feeling. I can't grasp it...I cant even put my finger on it. It's just something that is felt. And it feels...relatively good. For the most part atleast. I don't know.
I will try to brush up on what has happened the days I missed writing about. The highlights that come to my mind for Thursday is that I believe that is the day I ran the mile. And surprisingly, it wasnt as bad as I thought. It was alright. It helped I had running shoes on, but other than that, I ran the lot of it besides like 2 curves. Also, I didnt collapse into a heaving pile of exaution and unhealthyness. I did good. I even sprinted the last curve and straight. Sadly, it wasnt timed...not really the MILE mile...just practice. I felt really good afterwards tho. I believe it was to be about 10 minutes. We finished just after O'Conner and this other chick. I really need to write this stuff the day of...I really dont remember much. Hmm...Drama was fun, as always. We did lines, that was amusing. I get to try and sing my neat song everyday...switching my melody daily lol. Chyea, I rock the vocals =D Its fun practicing lines with Manda, we always laugh when I get to say "douchebag" haha. Our skit rocks like nobody's business. Umm..lunch was fun. From what I can remember lol. Brittany made me another picture which made my whole entire day. Her pictures rock. I carry them round and look at them whenever I am bummed. Drama and lunch are like my relaxation periods. I can just kick back and live. I can be myself and laugh and enjoy the best things of life. A few hours with some of my favoritest people always makes my day go by a little easier. I love you kids. English I feel asleep. I dunno what day exactly...but one day she took notice once again that I've been nodding off. I told her that I dont mean to, it's just the end of the day and I dont have the chance to really buy a big lunch for energy...lines too long...im impacient...nothin works. So she gave me tips on how to stay awake. Kick ass! I have fallen asleep many a times in classes....not once has a teacher gone all out to tell me tips on how to stay awake. Brownie points for Campbell for being really clever. US history, Julia made a speech from her to the class. I was to read it but today was kind of a busy day for that. We had to do our own speeches for the Pres, Vice, and Secretary of Curtain Call. I didnt get my email, so I just winged it. I said what came from my heart, I spoke about how being Vice Pres would give me some purpose, and maybe with this responsibilities that come with it..I would grow up a little and have more direction, that I would do my best. I got my point through, it all came out how I wanted it to pretty much because I said it how it is. I didnt win, but thats okay. Brendan won and thats totally cool with me. He would prolly do a much better job than I. The sweet part of it is that we both voted for each other. I'm really proud of him. I know he will do a rockin job. Rachel won Secretary. That was cool. Im proud of her as well. When we played Improv, we played Party Quirks. We were trying to figure out what the guest's quirks would be. Someone shouted out Jenny Jadrich...and soon enough, I became a quirk. So the lovely Kaitlen played me lol's and let me tell you, it was an honor to be a quirk. It was so amusing to watch her act out me...she brought to attention all these little things that I didnt even realize I did until she did them. Like when I scuff my feet when Im shy or antsy, or how I walk usually, cartwheel often, etc. And it was awesome to hear my friend's contributions of my antics...like as Ward says, my stories that never seem to have a distinct ending, how I love icecream, etc. It was so amusing because I was able to see how people saw me. I felt very very special being a quirk. The afternoon went on and I was able to be host this time for party quirks. Josh was being creepy and I was like "Hmm...who can I think of that creeps me out...?" then I was like "Oh...well..it's his class, I shouldnt bring attention to it" Meaning shehorn. Hmm...then Kaitlen played someone who I thought was Grace because she kept emphasizing all the good she's done and such lol. After she said "I fought in the war and then I etc..." I was like dude, are you Grace?? People laughed but I meant it in the most sincere way, Grace does so much good, she should like win an award for all the good she has done for the school. She's just an all around great leader. Hmm..then I went home. Ma wouldnt talk to me for a bit, she wasnt to happy. By the time we got to Grasslake tho, she asked me how my day was. I told her about the Improv and she was really proud of me and who Im becoming. I never felt so proud in my life when she said that. I love when she accepts me. I got home for a little and then Danielle picked me up. We went to Andrew's house and I skated for a while. I am still trying to improve my ollie. I got off the ground atleast 3 inches this time lol. Go me! I didnt fall once and he was really surprised with that. He thought I would have fallen a lot more and I was like dude, this isnt my first time skating. AHHHH!!! SPIDER ON MY WALL!!! HYPERVENILATION!!! IT MOVES FORWARD AND BACKWARDS!! ITS MOVING AT ME!!! AHHHHHHHH!!!!! K back, I got it with a cup and put it outside cuz it was nice and Meg's idea. Im still hyperventilating tho...GOSH SPIDERS FREAK THE SHIT OUTTA ME!! I'm like rocking back and forth right now whimpering from shock...its flippin pathetic lol. So yea, I didnt fall at all but then after I was skating, I went to roll over my pal's car like super agents do and I kinda yea...warning, this is some sick shit right here so BEWARE. The hood of her car was still a little warm if that makes any difference and um...my rug burn scab which was still forming...STUCK TO THE HOOD OF HER CAR as I was rolling. Chyea, that is fucking disgusting. As I rolled off, I realized i was gushing blood outta my elbow and ya know...thats never cool. Specially when I am insanely afraid of blood and ample amounts of it gooshing out. Like for example, my elbow. I ended up running around Andrews front yard yelling "SAVE ME ANDREW!! SAVE ME!!!!" cuz dude, I felt some serious bloodloss coming about. Then he gave me a napkin and it was getting full of blood. I was wondering where the hell that chunk of skin went and I made a joke about wouldnt it be gross if it was on her car. Then I was like whoa...there is a damn good chance that thats where it is! So I ran to look and sure enough, my skin was right on her car...like molded on there. And that was so flippin gross is was unbelievable. But so fucking AWESOME!! All night I was like DUDE!! My skin is on your car!! Then we went to see Napoleon Dynamite again, SWEET! And then we went home. I took a picture of my skin on her car, then of my new improved wound on my elbow. I dont even have make up a cool story for that one!! It's so neat by itself! THERE IS ANOTHER FUCKInG SPIDER!!! AHHHH!!! THIS ONE IS HUGER!!! IT's AS BIG AS A BRUSSLE SPROUT!!! AND I ONLY KNOW THAT CUZ I ALMOST HAD TO EAT THOSE THIS WEEKEND!! AHH ITS SO GINORMOUS!!! IM LIKE ROCKING BACK AND FORTH AGAIN LIKE A LITTLE KID WHIMPERING AGAIN. I SCREAMED SO BAD FOR THIS ONE...ITS SO BIG!!! OMG!! AHHH NOW MY DADS IN HERE!! HES GONNA KILL IT!! AHHH HES GOIN FOR IT!! EWW THE GUTS ARE ALL OVER THE WALL!! FLUSH IT!! FLUSH IT SO IT DOESNT REINCARNATE!! AHH ITS SO BIG!!! NOW HE HAS TO CLEAN THE WALL BECAUSE ALL THE BIG GUTS ARE THERE!! IM STILL HYPERVENTILATING FROM THE LAST ONE!! NOW THIS ONE HAS GOT ME GOIN AGAIN!! UGHH NOW IM ALL PARANOID!! GOSH!! MY VOICE IS GOING BECAUSE IM LIKE BREATHIN ALL WEIRD...DAMN FEAR!! AHHHHH I HATE SPIDERS!! Ugh...im spent with this entry...way too much freaking out for such a short period of time...on to tomorrow... Jenny at 9:19 PM
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