Her Smiling Eyes

Friday, September 10, 2004

Wednesday was pretty long besided the fact it was early out. It was okay tho, full of smiles. Have you ever thought about all the people in your life and just were like...wow...Im really lucky. I've been feeling that. I've met, gotten to know, or gotten closer with many people this year. Well, not like millions, but a decent amount of people. And they all are just such wonderful people...I am very honored and proud to have such amazing friends. I dont mean to be mushy or lame, but like without you kids, I dont know where I would be. Prolly just hollow...empty and hollow, hollow and empty. You all make my blank canvas of life pretty and painted with your colorful personalities. I love you guys, more than you could ever, ever imagine. And I mean that from my whole heart.

Hmm...what else? Mush. Mushy mush. Mushy mush mush. Haha. I have alot to write. I find that the greatest days of my life, I end up writing later. I think thats because they are so wonderful, you just wanna soak it up the whole day instead of write about it...cuz you never know, you just might have to add on later anyway. After school highlight, went to Amnesty club with Brittany and that was really neat. She told me the most kick ass joke I've ever heard! And I got it! YYESH! Haha =P We ate chocolate wafers because they tasted like mashed potatos...that was nifty cool. I like Amnesty, i like the whole concept of it and everything. Hmm...still learning. But I like learning.

After Amnesty, Meg and I sat in her van waiting for her brother to get back from cross country. We waited a while but i was perfectly ok with that because I like talking to Meg. We listened to music and talked about many a things. I learned a lot about her and vice versa. I love Meg, she is a wonderful wonderful person. Then that night, I talked to Matt online. It made me muy happy and smile. I only get to see him in the mornings before school, but it's okay. It starts off my day really happily. I say we should hang out more. So I plan to go his game so I can watch him annihalate. Man. Im so fucking tired...but i have 2 wonderful days to talk about.

Thursday was about the best day of my life. It started out good, went well for the whole day. I was just so happy that day...I dont know exactly why. Well, there are many reasons.

First, I got my camera for Yearbook. More expensive than my LIFE. It's like flippin 8,000 dolla! And I saw special folk that morning which made my day. In earth science, Brendan, Tim, Tina, and I measured rocks. Fun fun. Maybe this is Wednesday. Whatev, we did it. It was hilarious cuz Tina was in a bad mood; so she was swearin up a storm. Multiple people who lack patience, lotsa of bitching and loss of attention. This bee (that WAS there, just like the other...) was attacking Tim and I. And for some reason, when it would attack Tim, he would yell my name like I could think of doing something...but no...i just freaked out lol. I was running around in circles alot that class. Damn bees (that ARE there haha)

Everything was pretty normal till F4L. We did the pacer and I got up to my goal of 40. I set a goal each time i do it, hoping i reach it. So I was really proud to get up to 40, despite my stuffy nose and shiza. I was surprisingly one of the last 3 girls running. That never happened before lol. Then we played basketball. I felt kinda weird with my throat a little, and i also had mad butterflies. Shot some mean hoops tho, gosh I love basketball.

Then in drama I chatted with the lovely Manda and Megggily while doing lines too. I tried taking a picture of the class but shehorn brought attention to me. DAmn the man. We watched a movie about this lady who does mad crazy accents. She is my hero.

After that was lunch and I had to buckle down on homework so that was sad. And english was hard to remember yet i didnt fall asleep. And US history was scary because of the fact I had driving afterwards with an unknown instructor. I was terrified it would be the gun lady...ahhh!

I was really really scared and I had so much time to kill since we got out at 2:50 and the appointment was for 3:15. So I stopped by the drama room to apologize for not being able to making it to curtain call, I wanted to stay so bad =/ Then I went back to pacing outside nervously. I went back inside so I could get my earthscience book because I needed to read a chapter and do some questions, so i went to my locker. And on my way there, I saw Manda and that made me feel a lot better. She helped calm me down and reassure me I would do fine driving. I was reall freakin out because other peoples lives would be in my hands..and if i were to hit something or make a mistake, others would have to suffer. And I couldnt take that. But Manda cheered me up and gave me nice hugs that made the stress and scary go away.

I had Cecilia as an instructor. Phew. She was pretty cool and nice. No where near as cool as Annabell but cool. I drove pretty well despite my war with the seat adjuster. Damn short legs...and damn the peddles being uneven. The break is closer to me than the gas...so i kinda had to sit crooked so i could reach the gas but not be so close to the steering wheel. Ugh...toook me like 15 minutes to get it all situated.

I was able to drive by myself with no eyes watching me. And during that time, I saw Vicki and Julia. That brightened up the experience. Then I got home and relaxed. I did some homework, talked to people, and I dunno, I was just in the best of moods. My teeshirts came in the mail and that made me UBER happy! YaY!! After a whole month of waiting...I FINALLY got them. And not only one to hooray about and add to my collection, but FOUR! YESH!! I rock the tee's!

And my ma got me food to celebrate my first driving appointment. I love my ma, she is such a sweet lady. She makes anything I do seem extra special and wonderful. I like having a #1 fan. It makes me feel like I can conquer the world. And I never really feel bad about myself because even if I dont conquer the world, no matter what it is or how miniscule it is...if I conquer that or achieve that, she will be very proud of me. It really means a lot to me. I just might try to conquer the world, just so she would have all the more reason to be proud.

Then time went by and I was really hyper and happy. One reason could be because I was talking to CArly. And the sugar I ate while talking to her. But Carly turn that sugar into hyper happy with her Carlyness and making me laugh lol. I hope she gets well soon, she has been under the weather for a while now. Get well soon my dear! I heart you!

I was really wired so I told Carly I was gonna go runnin to burn off some of this insane energy. Then I told my ma and she was like NO you'll get eaten and I said no I wont and so she said ok. So I ran my bus route and it was crazy! I dont run in the dark often and I kept getting these bursts of energy so I would like run and keep running faster and faster and faster until I almost fell over. Then I walked a little bit. And I think i saw Pat the icecream man running too but I am not sure. He lives by me...him and his cowmobile. I walked to the park and played on the swings for a bit. It gave me an excuse to take the short cut instead of the hill lol. I love the swings tho, so I kept swinging and jumping off.

After that, I ran past the Peters and Sean was just driving by and stopped and we talked. Then he told me Manda was home and I said neato. Then he went to return somethin to a friend and I went to visit Manda. I like visiting Manda, it makes everything in the whole world twice as happy as before. And Ben is beginning to kinda like me. I think....I hope...he hasnt bitten me or tried to kill me, so thats cool. We talked for a little while, then I went home to do homework.

Then I talked to Matt, and that put the cherry on my lovely sundae of a day. It just topped off all the joy and happy and greatness of that day with even more joy, happy and greatness. He's lettin me wear his jersey Friday, and that makes me happy. I never wore someones jersey before and so its pretty cool that the first time it's gonna be his. It rocks also because I was planning to go to his game. Yaya =)

And my smores are so much better than his...and I didnt even taste them yet. Thats how good mine are lol. We will have a smore contest, and I will win. Muahahha =D
I look forward to seeing him tomorrow and hanging out.

Yea, this is weird cuz it's Saturday so I have to be writing in all either past tense or present tense, pretending like it's that day. I despise being behind on my writings lol...I get so confused in what tense im in...

Well, after dinner I shall write about friday. Hooray! And so far, I havent done anything today so I dont have to worry about that too much. I hope I do something this evening tho.

Jenny at 10:31 PM

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Friday, September 10, 2004 Wednesday was pretty long besided the fact it was early out. It was okay tho, full of smiles. Have you ever thought about all the people in your life and just were like...wow...Im really lucky. I've been feeling that. I've met, gotten to know, or gotten closer with many people this year. Well, not like millions, but a decent amount of people. And they all are just such wonderful people...I am very honored and proud to have such amazing friends. I dont mean to be mushy or lame, but like without you kids, I dont know where I would be. Prolly just hollow...empty and hollow, hollow and empty. You all make my blank canvas of life pretty and painted with your colorful personalities. I love you guys, more than you could ever, ever imagine. And I mean that from my whole heart. Hmm...what else? Mush. Mushy mush. Mushy mush mush. Haha. I have alot to write. I find that the greatest days of my life, I end up writing later. I think thats because they are so wonderful, you just wanna soak it up the whole day instead of write about it...cuz you never know, you just might have to add on later anyway. After school highlight, went to Amnesty club with Brittany and that was really neat. She told me the most kick ass joke I've ever heard! And I got it! YYESH! Haha =P We ate chocolate wafers because they tasted like mashed potatos...that was nifty cool. I like Amnesty, i like the whole concept of it and everything. Hmm...still learning. But I like learning. After Amnesty, Meg and I sat in her van waiting for her brother to get back from cross country. We waited a while but i was perfectly ok with that because I like talking to Meg. We listened to music and talked about many a things. I learned a lot about her and vice versa. I love Meg, she is a wonderful wonderful person. Then that night, I talked to Matt online. It made me muy happy and smile. I only get to see him in the mornings before school, but it's okay. It starts off my day really happily. I say we should hang out more. So I plan to go his game so I can watch him annihalate. Man. Im so fucking tired...but i have 2 wonderful days to talk about. Thursday was about the best day of my life. It started out good, went well for the whole day. I was just so happy that day...I dont know exactly why. Well, there are many reasons. First, I got my camera for Yearbook. More expensive than my LIFE. It's like flippin 8,000 dolla! And I saw special folk that morning which made my day. In earth science, Brendan, Tim, Tina, and I measured rocks. Fun fun. Maybe this is Wednesday. Whatev, we did it. It was hilarious cuz Tina was in a bad mood; so she was swearin up a storm. Multiple people who lack patience, lotsa of bitching and loss of attention. This bee (that WAS there, just like the other...) was attacking Tim and I. And for some reason, when it would attack Tim, he would yell my name like I could think of doing something...but no...i just freaked out lol. I was running around in circles alot that class. Damn bees (that ARE there haha) Everything was pretty normal till F4L. We did the pacer and I got up to my goal of 40. I set a goal each time i do it, hoping i reach it. So I was really proud to get up to 40, despite my stuffy nose and shiza. I was surprisingly one of the last 3 girls running. That never happened before lol. Then we played basketball. I felt kinda weird with my throat a little, and i also had mad butterflies. Shot some mean hoops tho, gosh I love basketball. Then in drama I chatted with the lovely Manda and Megggily while doing lines too. I tried taking a picture of the class but shehorn brought attention to me. DAmn the man. We watched a movie about this lady who does mad crazy accents. She is my hero. After that was lunch and I had to buckle down on homework so that was sad. And english was hard to remember yet i didnt fall asleep. And US history was scary because of the fact I had driving afterwards with an unknown instructor. I was terrified it would be the gun lady...ahhh! I was really really scared and I had so much time to kill since we got out at 2:50 and the appointment was for 3:15. So I stopped by the drama room to apologize for not being able to making it to curtain call, I wanted to stay so bad =/ Then I went back to pacing outside nervously. I went back inside so I could get my earthscience book because I needed to read a chapter and do some questions, so i went to my locker. And on my way there, I saw Manda and that made me feel a lot better. She helped calm me down and reassure me I would do fine driving. I was reall freakin out because other peoples lives would be in my hands..and if i were to hit something or make a mistake, others would have to suffer. And I couldnt take that. But Manda cheered me up and gave me nice hugs that made the stress and scary go away. I had Cecilia as an instructor. Phew. She was pretty cool and nice. No where near as cool as Annabell but cool. I drove pretty well despite my war with the seat adjuster. Damn short legs...and damn the peddles being uneven. The break is closer to me than the gas...so i kinda had to sit crooked so i could reach the gas but not be so close to the steering wheel. Ugh...toook me like 15 minutes to get it all situated. I was able to drive by myself with no eyes watching me. And during that time, I saw Vicki and Julia. That brightened up the experience. Then I got home and relaxed. I did some homework, talked to people, and I dunno, I was just in the best of moods. My teeshirts came in the mail and that made me UBER happy! YaY!! After a whole month of waiting...I FINALLY got them. And not only one to hooray about and add to my collection, but FOUR! YESH!! I rock the tee's! And my ma got me food to celebrate my first driving appointment. I love my ma, she is such a sweet lady. She makes anything I do seem extra special and wonderful. I like having a #1 fan. It makes me feel like I can conquer the world. And I never really feel bad about myself because even if I dont conquer the world, no matter what it is or how miniscule it is...if I conquer that or achieve that, she will be very proud of me. It really means a lot to me. I just might try to conquer the world, just so she would have all the more reason to be proud. Then time went by and I was really hyper and happy. One reason could be because I was talking to CArly. And the sugar I ate while talking to her. But Carly turn that sugar into hyper happy with her Carlyness and making me laugh lol. I hope she gets well soon, she has been under the weather for a while now. Get well soon my dear! I heart you! I was really wired so I told Carly I was gonna go runnin to burn off some of this insane energy. Then I told my ma and she was like NO you'll get eaten and I said no I wont and so she said ok. So I ran my bus route and it was crazy! I dont run in the dark often and I kept getting these bursts of energy so I would like run and keep running faster and faster and faster until I almost fell over. Then I walked a little bit. And I think i saw Pat the icecream man running too but I am not sure. He lives by me...him and his cowmobile. I walked to the park and played on the swings for a bit. It gave me an excuse to take the short cut instead of the hill lol. I love the swings tho, so I kept swinging and jumping off. After that, I ran past the Peters and Sean was just driving by and stopped and we talked. Then he told me Manda was home and I said neato. Then he went to return somethin to a friend and I went to visit Manda. I like visiting Manda, it makes everything in the whole world twice as happy as before. And Ben is beginning to kinda like me. I think....I hope...he hasnt bitten me or tried to kill me, so thats cool. We talked for a little while, then I went home to do homework. Then I talked to Matt, and that put the cherry on my lovely sundae of a day. It just topped off all the joy and happy and greatness of that day with even more joy, happy and greatness. He's lettin me wear his jersey Friday, and that makes me happy. I never wore someones jersey before and so its pretty cool that the first time it's gonna be his. It rocks also because I was planning to go to his game. Yaya =) And my smores are so much better than his...and I didnt even taste them yet. Thats how good mine are lol. We will have a smore contest, and I will win. Muahahha =D I look forward to seeing him tomorrow and hanging out. Yea, this is weird cuz it's Saturday so I have to be writing in all either past tense or present tense, pretending like it's that day. I despise being behind on my writings lol...I get so confused in what tense im in... Well, after dinner I shall write about friday. Hooray! And so far, I havent done anything today so I dont have to worry about that too much. I hope I do something this evening tho. Jenny at 10:31 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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