Her Smiling Eyes

Monday, October 11, 2004

This weekend was a lovely weekend. My gramma watched me this weekend and it was really cool. Yes, laugh all you want...I still can't be left home alone for long periods of time (I guess weekends are considered long...)

But I like hanging out with my gramma. She makes me delishious dishes. She doesn't make any material item more important than me (i.e. a book, TV, movie, etc.) and she enjoys talking about stuff. She doesnt bug me about anything, she just simply talks to me. There are no words to express how much I appreciate that from her. No joke.

We got Tangs on Friday and while we were walking home, Jeff drove by and honked while giving us the peace sign. I really miss Jeff. I miss his mellow, friendly nature and warm hugs. I was really happy to see him though he almost gave my gramma a heart attack. "God damn hoodlums scarin an old lady like that..."

I laid low friday as I slowly drove myself insane. I don't like being alone.

Saturday I got up around noon. Just about 14 hours of sleep. Wonderful. I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas. Memories flashed back from the first time I ever saw it when I was either 7 or 8. It's funny how I know exactly what time, where I was, and what I was doing when I first saw that movie. I loved it. I really like the music in it. I think the reason I like it so much is because it gets me excited for Halloween and Christmas all at once. I love getting excited about things. It makes me happy.

Then my gramma and I made mostacholli. Oh how I love ye, mostacholli. Mmm =D

After dinner, I went out for coffee/smoothies with Erin. We kind of caught up on each others lives. Then we went to rent movies. We went back to her house and watched Barney. The theme of the day was "This makes me mad!" Hil-ar-i-ous. "Ooooh Im so mad I can hit something!!!" ::breaks out into song:: "If you're mad and you know it, pound on clay..."
"I'm so mad...that means I should EXERCISE!!!" LoL B B Bop. After we were well spent with our newfound knowledge on how to deal with anger ("IM MAD! WHERE MY CLAY???"), we watched The Nightmare Before Christmas because Erin had the urge to see it now. I enjoyed it for the second time around, the music made me happy.

Sunday I woke up at just about the same time. I was putting the finishing touches on Brittany's birthday present (though her birthday was the day before...) I made her a teeshirt with the kitty cat from the song we always sing. "Whats that? Im a kitty cat. And I dance, dance, dance, and I dance, dance, dance..." Then I made nifty doodles all over it. Im really proud in how it turned out. I branched off from my usual work. It was a moment to remember, truly.

Courtney came to pick me up and we went to Vickie's for the pricing party. When we got there, Dave did something that made Courtney all disoriented and her ears hurt. It was all so fast, I couldnt really see what he did but I guess he blew in her nose. It was really crazy but also really funny because Courtney was all twitchy and jerky afterwards lol. We all horsed around for a while since there were only a few of us there at the moment.

I was doodling in any open spaces on Brittany's teeshirt to keep busy and make it all pretty. I almost ate a whole pistaccio by accident! I got so scared! I dont think you can eat those things whole or you can get sick. I just forgot to take the shell off. They were right by the no shelled peanuts. Man tho, I was so ready to call poison control lol. It was like I swallowed the 'do not eat packet' from the beef jerky bag all over again.

Vickie's yard is AMAZING! And she has a huge tree with really strong bark on it because it can withstand my weight. Katie asked me to be an UBUFer so that's cool. We were jumping over stuff and doing nifty spin tricks. It's stuff I normally do but now I can have a reason lol. I did a cartwheel over a tin bucket, it was shweet. I jumped over the fire pit and made some sweet tricks with a broom. Then they almost flipped me over on the hammock. It was like a scary ride lol. Brittany had on one of the big winter coats we are selling and it made her look like a turtle. The coat could just about engulf her lol. We said she looked like a baglady. Courtney went kayaking in Vickie's lake and we made up a new meaning for hookey.

Hookey: a hickey that you won't admit to, a denied hickey.

Then Courtney and I wrestled. I pinned her twice then she bit my back and it hurt so bad lol. Dave and I had a poking/kicking fight. I kicked his daddy pills and then he nearly kicked my kneecap off lol. People began to leave to go home but Brittany and I stayed so that we could help Vickie box everything.

Memorable moment: I got my Moon Shoes. AHHH!!! Excitement!! My childhood wish has been granted! AHHH! I wanted Moon Shoes ever since they came out when I was little and and now I own some!! Happy jenny =DDD

Vickie's family gave us dessert to go. I had a taste of some pecan pie and this raspberry crisp. They were really really good. But when we were on the road in the dark, I would accidently take a scoop of the other one and yea...derastic flavor change dude...both really good but wow. We drove with Vickie to Grand so she didnt get lost in my neighborhood.

Brittany and I put our trash in someone's garbage bin and then ran away. Instead of walking back to my house, we walked to the Peters house. On our way there, we were sorta chilly so we used the extra skirt in her bag as a poncho. So it was her and me, with both of our heads sticking out of the waist of the skirt...it looked as though we had no arms...and there were two pairs of legs. Our shadow looked really messed up lol. I felt like a siamese twin.

When we got to their house, someone just pulled up and it looked as tho they were leaving. And we were like aww..our luck...we walk here and they are just leaving. We stuck around to say hi though and we kinda freaked them out with our siamese twin-ness and standing by their driveway. I felt really weird but it didnt help we looked pretty weird too lol. They asked us if we wanted to go to a haunted house with them so we did.

Freaky guys. Familiar faces. Unnecessary touching from the freaky guys. Snakey...creepy, no touchy. Arms around each other, losing Cody, running into a wall, Sean grabbing my leg, a full bladder, squeezing Brittany's guts, Poopie, buried alive, scared half to death, Ash Soffiette, wall of men,
ringing bells, pick me up, run like a vampire, fall like an idiot, ow my knee, ripped jeans, bleeding, gimpy walk, Dennys? ok, SHIT to grandma, raincheck on Denny's, purr and nuzzles, goodbye friends, big hugs and distant handshakes.

Akward silences, still haven't gone pee, knee killing me, feeling really bad, finally go pee, more akward silence, should I be happy or sad?, apologies everywhere, Ariel enjoys organ, Courtney 'not sleeping', Travel Network and poker strategies, show my room, make choco-chip pancakes, one big pancake, try to flip, yikes, catalog models are pretty, where did this chocolate chip come from?, Brittany is narcoleptic, you just kissed Orlando's crotch, scary faces, no more poker, vH1 turns grodie at night, Jen is < or = sexy?, waffle dream, MTV reality TV show, Brittany the obnoxious sleeper, talking in sleep "Little boys, little boys, boys, little boys, boys, boys, little boys" for about 30 seconds straight, paranoid Jenny.

This morning consisted of trying to flip and fall on back, Brittany laughs too much from Jen's pain, dream sharing, 10lbs of weed no no no, crispex, chocolate chips + reese chips = reeses pieces, Ariel coming over, bye bye Courtney and Chani, very big tator tots, lots of sodium, Create-a-skater of yourself, look they are fasting like Ghandi, watch yourself skate, ow I hit my face on a rail, Ariel and Brittany = Simba and Nala, 106 thousand point combo by Jenny, skinny men, beastly legs, big red helmet for Brittany, laughter filling the room, Brittany enjoys shirt, my 'baby hands', step on your friends with their consent, slippery skin, time to go, hugs o' plenty, glum goodbye's.

Chyea, thats how i would explain it in words. I told my ma in a more amusing way. She laughed. It was good times.

I will get more into detail of the joy that came about this weekend in seeing these people, but for now I am really tired and going to sleep.

Goodnight, love muchly

PS: Stay strong, love, and remember I am always here. XOXO <3

Jenny at 7:45 PM

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Monday, October 11, 2004 This weekend was a lovely weekend. My gramma watched me this weekend and it was really cool. Yes, laugh all you want...I still can't be left home alone for long periods of time (I guess weekends are considered long...) But I like hanging out with my gramma. She makes me delishious dishes. She doesn't make any material item more important than me (i.e. a book, TV, movie, etc.) and she enjoys talking about stuff. She doesnt bug me about anything, she just simply talks to me. There are no words to express how much I appreciate that from her. No joke. We got Tangs on Friday and while we were walking home, Jeff drove by and honked while giving us the peace sign. I really miss Jeff. I miss his mellow, friendly nature and warm hugs. I was really happy to see him though he almost gave my gramma a heart attack. "God damn hoodlums scarin an old lady like that..." I laid low friday as I slowly drove myself insane. I don't like being alone. Saturday I got up around noon. Just about 14 hours of sleep. Wonderful. I watched The Nightmare Before Christmas. Memories flashed back from the first time I ever saw it when I was either 7 or 8. It's funny how I know exactly what time, where I was, and what I was doing when I first saw that movie. I loved it. I really like the music in it. I think the reason I like it so much is because it gets me excited for Halloween and Christmas all at once. I love getting excited about things. It makes me happy. Then my gramma and I made mostacholli. Oh how I love ye, mostacholli. Mmm =D After dinner, I went out for coffee/smoothies with Erin. We kind of caught up on each others lives. Then we went to rent movies. We went back to her house and watched Barney. The theme of the day was "This makes me mad!" Hil-ar-i-ous. "Ooooh Im so mad I can hit something!!!" ::breaks out into song:: "If you're mad and you know it, pound on clay..." "I'm so mad...that means I should EXERCISE!!!" LoL B B Bop. After we were well spent with our newfound knowledge on how to deal with anger ("IM MAD! WHERE MY CLAY???"), we watched The Nightmare Before Christmas because Erin had the urge to see it now. I enjoyed it for the second time around, the music made me happy. Sunday I woke up at just about the same time. I was putting the finishing touches on Brittany's birthday present (though her birthday was the day before...) I made her a teeshirt with the kitty cat from the song we always sing. "Whats that? Im a kitty cat. And I dance, dance, dance, and I dance, dance, dance..." Then I made nifty doodles all over it. Im really proud in how it turned out. I branched off from my usual work. It was a moment to remember, truly. Courtney came to pick me up and we went to Vickie's for the pricing party. When we got there, Dave did something that made Courtney all disoriented and her ears hurt. It was all so fast, I couldnt really see what he did but I guess he blew in her nose. It was really crazy but also really funny because Courtney was all twitchy and jerky afterwards lol. We all horsed around for a while since there were only a few of us there at the moment. I was doodling in any open spaces on Brittany's teeshirt to keep busy and make it all pretty. I almost ate a whole pistaccio by accident! I got so scared! I dont think you can eat those things whole or you can get sick. I just forgot to take the shell off. They were right by the no shelled peanuts. Man tho, I was so ready to call poison control lol. It was like I swallowed the 'do not eat packet' from the beef jerky bag all over again. Vickie's yard is AMAZING! And she has a huge tree with really strong bark on it because it can withstand my weight. Katie asked me to be an UBUFer so that's cool. We were jumping over stuff and doing nifty spin tricks. It's stuff I normally do but now I can have a reason lol. I did a cartwheel over a tin bucket, it was shweet. I jumped over the fire pit and made some sweet tricks with a broom. Then they almost flipped me over on the hammock. It was like a scary ride lol. Brittany had on one of the big winter coats we are selling and it made her look like a turtle. The coat could just about engulf her lol. We said she looked like a baglady. Courtney went kayaking in Vickie's lake and we made up a new meaning for hookey. Hookey: a hickey that you won't admit to, a denied hickey. Then Courtney and I wrestled. I pinned her twice then she bit my back and it hurt so bad lol. Dave and I had a poking/kicking fight. I kicked his daddy pills and then he nearly kicked my kneecap off lol. People began to leave to go home but Brittany and I stayed so that we could help Vickie box everything. Memorable moment: I got my Moon Shoes. AHHH!!! Excitement!! My childhood wish has been granted! AHHH! I wanted Moon Shoes ever since they came out when I was little and and now I own some!! Happy jenny =DDD Vickie's family gave us dessert to go. I had a taste of some pecan pie and this raspberry crisp. They were really really good. But when we were on the road in the dark, I would accidently take a scoop of the other one and yea...derastic flavor change dude...both really good but wow. We drove with Vickie to Grand so she didnt get lost in my neighborhood. Brittany and I put our trash in someone's garbage bin and then ran away. Instead of walking back to my house, we walked to the Peters house. On our way there, we were sorta chilly so we used the extra skirt in her bag as a poncho. So it was her and me, with both of our heads sticking out of the waist of the skirt...it looked as though we had no arms...and there were two pairs of legs. Our shadow looked really messed up lol. I felt like a siamese twin. When we got to their house, someone just pulled up and it looked as tho they were leaving. And we were like aww..our luck...we walk here and they are just leaving. We stuck around to say hi though and we kinda freaked them out with our siamese twin-ness and standing by their driveway. I felt really weird but it didnt help we looked pretty weird too lol. They asked us if we wanted to go to a haunted house with them so we did. Freaky guys. Familiar faces. Unnecessary touching from the freaky guys. Snakey...creepy, no touchy. Arms around each other, losing Cody, running into a wall, Sean grabbing my leg, a full bladder, squeezing Brittany's guts, Poopie, buried alive, scared half to death, Ash Soffiette, wall of men, ringing bells, pick me up, run like a vampire, fall like an idiot, ow my knee, ripped jeans, bleeding, gimpy walk, Dennys? ok, SHIT to grandma, raincheck on Denny's, purr and nuzzles, goodbye friends, big hugs and distant handshakes. Akward silences, still haven't gone pee, knee killing me, feeling really bad, finally go pee, more akward silence, should I be happy or sad?, apologies everywhere, Ariel enjoys organ, Courtney 'not sleeping', Travel Network and poker strategies, show my room, make choco-chip pancakes, one big pancake, try to flip, yikes, catalog models are pretty, where did this chocolate chip come from?, Brittany is narcoleptic, you just kissed Orlando's crotch, scary faces, no more poker, vH1 turns grodie at night, Jen is < or = sexy?, waffle dream, MTV reality TV show, Brittany the obnoxious sleeper, talking in sleep "Little boys, little boys, boys, little boys, boys, boys, little boys" for about 30 seconds straight, paranoid Jenny. This morning consisted of trying to flip and fall on back, Brittany laughs too much from Jen's pain, dream sharing, 10lbs of weed no no no, crispex, chocolate chips + reese chips = reeses pieces, Ariel coming over, bye bye Courtney and Chani, very big tator tots, lots of sodium, Create-a-skater of yourself, look they are fasting like Ghandi, watch yourself skate, ow I hit my face on a rail, Ariel and Brittany = Simba and Nala, 106 thousand point combo by Jenny, skinny men, beastly legs, big red helmet for Brittany, laughter filling the room, Brittany enjoys shirt, my 'baby hands', step on your friends with their consent, slippery skin, time to go, hugs o' plenty, glum goodbye's. Chyea, thats how i would explain it in words. I told my ma in a more amusing way. She laughed. It was good times. I will get more into detail of the joy that came about this weekend in seeing these people, but for now I am really tired and going to sleep. Goodnight, love muchly PS: Stay strong, love, and remember I am always here. XOXO <3 Jenny at 7:45 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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