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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Today went by. It was sort of lacking...lots of people were on the German Field Trip. Quite the bummer to go through your day looking forward to seeing certain people and then not being able to.
I got 3.5 hours of sleep last night. Who do you think complained? My flippin parents. Jeez, I didn't speak one word of my late night and they complained more than I did. It would have been one thing if I was complaining, then they would have reason to bitch me out for my late nights. But I didnt say one word and they flip out at me saying Im not getting enough sleep and its not healthy, etc. They make it like I dont want to sleep. But with school and all, you gotta make some time for things you actually enjoy. Last night I indulged on some videogames and writing. I highly enjoyed losing myself in that before I had to get sucked into homework once again. I'll admit, I have become somewhat of a slacker...more than I have ever been in my life. This does cause me to struggle, but what am I to do? I have come to accept it for now, and maybe it will just hit me that I really need to buckle down. I am getting by with 3 A's, 2 B's, and 2 C+'s...but I know that if I were actually trying harder and commiting more to my school life rather than living for the weekends, I could probably have 4-5 A's and 2 high B's. Thinking about that does get me motivated...but just to start acting on this motivation. I mean...this would call for limiting the things that bring me joy. I would have to sacrifice some of these things...gosh why can't school consist of the things that make us happy? Writing makes me happy, why can't I just free write? Or free draw? Free learn? Eventually, I saw him today. I turned around to see one of the nicest surprises, his presence. I was so happy I wanted to hug him. And I think he read my mind because before I could act on anything, he gave me one of the warmest hugs. No matter how my day went, that truly made it swell. I could have gotten trampled by a pack of wild yaks and it still would have made my day. That unexplainable happiness returned and we were just so happy to see each other. It was nice, kind of like Christmas, when you realize you are unwrapping something you REALLY wanted on your x-mas list...and you just are so happy- its just a feeling better felt. And as I walked away to leave, he adjusts my coat so that I am covered and warm. It was a nice touch of pure care that really brightened my day. I like it when people want to make sure I am warm and such...it makes me feel loved and cared about. He just makes me feel so cared about and and and...loved. I feel so loved around him. Nice feelings consume me once again. I love you all. Head to toe, heart and soul. Jenny at 5:08 PM
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