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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Friday, January 28, 2005

I'm feeling:
sick
sad
and lonely.

I seem to be going through a 24-hour flu today.
There is nothing left.
Yet I still feel the need to throw up.
I don't think my mom believes in TLC anymore.
Maybe Im too old for TLC.

I feel like crying right now. I am so confused. I dont know what's going on. Everything is so new.
I hate how my feelings end up out in the open. I turn into such an open book. I feel so vulnerable.
I don't even know what they want. I don't know what to think because it's new and with that, I'm extra self-conscious. I am so full of doubt.
I doubt this person even likes me. For the longest time, I've been hoping they just might.
I don't know. I don't know. I just don't know.
Too much time to think while lying on the bathroom floor.


I'm going back to bed.

I don't feel any better than before.


Jenny at 8:13 PM

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