Her Smiling Eyes

Sunday, January 09, 2005

Wow. It was a very, very long weekend, my friends. It all started on Wednesday and the hype didn't stop till late today. I highly enjoyed it all for the most part. I was only a tad dissappointed, but it wasnt enough to bring me down.

Wednesday I woke up and took a shower. While in the shower, I thought about how it'd be shitty if I got out and discovered it was a snowday...meaning then I'd be going to bed with wet hair. Of course, my notion was right. I would be lying if I said I was pissed though. Holy shit I was flippin joyeous! I called just about everyone until I met up with an angry mom and decided maybe this one will be my last call. I left messages, greetings, song-o-grams, the whole lot. I woke up again, shoveled the sidewalk, then went sledding at Seamby's. It was an all-in-all good time had.
One time while sledding down the hill with Chani, we flipped over and somehow got rearranged into a really weird position. It ended up with Chani on all fours and me on top like she was a horse or something. It was hilarious. Also, I learned to eat before I drink any sort of coffee or else I will die slowly and painfully. Owwie.
Some of us wanted to defrost and recooperate, so we watched Napoleon Dynamite and wrapped in blankets. It was very nice and cozy, I really enjoyed that. After the movie, we all chatted and joked around about just silly random things. Then Abby came over and we watched Garden State. I really enjoyed that because it was my first time ever hanging out with her and it was really nice. I had a lot of fun and we shared many good conversations. I hope we can add on to days like that.
The next day I woke up and got ready for school since my ma said there was no snowday. So I got dressed, packed, ate, and my ma drove me to school. Little did we know, there was another snowday and so I went to school for no reason. But Mr. Steve made me stay anyhow, so I was at school from 7:15am till 11am WAITING. Fuck. Tegan came a few minutes after me so we both waited FOREVER together, just rambling and telling each other our life stories pretty much. Hey, what else is there to do for FOUR hours before a THREE AND A HALF hour trip? Damn that was lame. But by around 10:30am or so, people started arriving. That made me happy. Long bus ride, too excited to sleep but then too tired to function. I didnt eat lunch but we stopped at Olive Garden on the way down. I was joking around saying it was Kelsie's birthday hoping the waiter would sing and give us a free slice of cake haha. Im so cheap lol. Keslie was freaking out and it was hilarious. We had an awesome main waiter that laughed just like Eddie Murphy. He rocked my stockings. Kelsie, Stef, and I sang a lot and played cards. I learned some "Emmons cult songs" and how to play 'SLAP'. I have terrible reflexes dude, wow. The opening show was very entertaining and much much better than last year. The hype was amazing and it was wonderful that it was for once able to survive through the show (last year was a mood killer). They put on a show much like SNL, full of improv with a cast who actually knew how to do improv for once! Yay! I kept my eye out for ideas for the Improv show. I loved the "Organza" based skit. Ahh the whole show Brendan and I were just laughing our asses off. We had killer seats.
We got back to our hotel sometime that night and wow, a bunch of us just mingled around the hotel and met people. It was amazing! Last year, I got ridiculed for just chatting with some kids from another school who were just wandering down our hallway. This year, there was a lot more freedom by far. I saw my pal Steve and found out he works for stage crew in Ragtime. Whoa neat!! Small world. Hot boys, ooooh yea. Hot girls, mmmhhmmm. Hot cast, mmmm. Friendly people, very laid back for being in a big show as they are. I would think they'd be very stressed and up tight but they know their shit. Some of the girls seemed kinda rude at first but meeting them a second time around helps. Don't always go by first impressions. Jay=wow. Sadly, thats the only name I remember. But mmm mmm, very easy on the eyes. He shook my hand for quite some time and I know I went to pull away but I dont know what my hurry was. So I just let the hand shake continue for a while, might as well. Mmmm, damn. Then I went to bed =/
Friday was our first full day. It started fairly early. People started getting on my nerves. One can only take so much. So I just backed off from those people and the problem was solved for the most part. Kelsie, Stef, Dave, and I saw B.A.F.L which was highly disappointing and not british (though I was hoping it would be). It was an all girl play which was a downer. It would have been different if there was at least some eye candy but no. They got some laughs with real physical slapping (no fake slapping) and the hilarious over-usage of 'bitch'. Oh yea and "She looks like shit run over twice." Haha, great line. Overly stereotypical of the teenage female tendancies but I suppose one has to be general enough to every type of situations one could be put through. Nothing in the abbreviation says that this is supposed to be all about teenage girls though: (By teens, About teens, For teens, Listen)
After that, we hung around in the main hall and waited for Gracie, Jessie, and Kaitlen. We all went to lunch but I didn't realize you needed a meal ticket to just get in. I thought itd be like last year and you simply use it like a credit card to buy your food. But it was different this year. So I went to eat with Ross, who also didnt have a card. I forgot to mention that my day didnt start out the best when I slowly realized that I left all my shit in my other pants. So I had no money. Ross got me some chicken noodle soup though. Then after lunch, the girls met up with me at the main hall so we could see To Kill a Mocking Bird.
But before that, people were coming up to me to comment on my hat. It was very interesting to hear people's opinions on it-- which were all positive, thank goodness. This girl pulled me aside as I was walking to the bathroom and was like "Hi! I saw you from a distance and I just wanted to say I really like your hat. You have a great sense of style." and I dunno, I dont really know how to react to comments like that...especially when I dont even know the person. I just got really shy and said "Oh, thank-you ::darts eyes:: but I really have to go to the bathroom. Hope to see you again..." I felt really dumb afterwards but I really had to go pee.
I really liked To Kill A Mocking Bird. The small girl was really good as acting like a little kid (she could seriously pass as an 8 year old she is that small and precious). I also liked the black woman who took care of the children (I dont remember her name). She was absolutely hilarious. It was really cold in the theater. At the end of the show, they put on some Postal Service and it made me smile. We hung out in the main hall for a while and danced, played cards, and met people. Kelsie and I tried to learn a dance from Kaitlen and Jessie. Then we played Spoons and concentration till the bus came.
We got some pizza and Carly did my makeup for the dance that night. She had so much fun with that, she even dressed me up in some of her sexy Carly duds. And I mean sexy. Wow, I looked really, really different. I had her jeans on which I really liked because they are tight in the ass in just the right way. It feels like a constant grab of the ass, which is really nice actually. Then I put on the ever so hot Carly shirt. For those of you who know, it is black with a buckle under the bust and a V-cut right above my bra. Damn, it's shocking she even got me to wear that. But I figured, what the hell-might as well; let's play Cinderella for a night. I turned out very nicely and different I suppose. I recieved a lot of compliments and such, making me want to hide. For loving attention, that kind makes me incredibly shy. The bummer was that I didnt feel like Jen...I felt like sexy mcfire pants. Im normally not like that so I kind of missed my originality and style...but I must admit it was hella fun dressing up and made up like that. I really did feel like Cinderella and I am grateful Carly was sweet enough to rub off some of her hotness on to me or simply bring mine to life.
Ragtime = AMAZING. Oh my GOODNESS! What made it all the more wonderful is the fact I met most of those people so it was almost like that same joy that comes along when seeing a friend perform on stage. Maybe not to the extreme but enough to where I was extremely proud of them and would wave to them from time to time when I would see them offstage and such. We cheered like mad! Dave and I were just rocking back and forth and squirming with excitement and joy. Oh it was so good! And we were fucking FRONT ROW!! CHYEA!! We saw EVERYTHING!! The band, backstage, the whole stage, the actors up close, YESH! Orgasmic!! I laughed, I cried, I just got so full of emotion, I just wanted to explode! Actually, to be more specific, it was one of those experiences where all this emotion builds up inside you until it finally reaches a climax and by then you are just about ready to make out with the person next to you. It just builds up to that because all these new and old feelings mix together from the reactions you get from movie and you feel so high because of the adreniline rush...maybe there is just a chemical imbalance but it just seemed like with all that feeling, it would have made for the most deepest, sensual kisses ever imaginable. Just man...why couldnt someone just come by and kiss me? Any takers? The feeling is always there when I think about it and how I felt after the show. Aww damn, the more that I think about it, the more I am disatisfied with my actions. I could have just as easily kissed someone myself (like the sexy trumpet player heh heh). It feels like that climax of feelings and emotions at their purest form were just...wasted.
Note to self: Experience something like that again and then make out with a loved one. Or hell, even bang some one. I was seriously about ready to pounce. Hot damn. It's like a reoccuring orgasm, I can just htink about it and it all comes back to me. My mouth is watering. Damn. Take me to fucking pleasure town.
Uhh yea, back on track. I cried. When he died, I screamed "NO, NO, NO!!!" and just started crying bad. Ugh...I hate crying in public. Colehouse had such a fucking beautiful voice though. His melodic singing replays in my ears..."Sarah come down from theeeerrree, Sarah come down from theeeeeerrrrrreeeee, SARAH COME DOWN THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE!!" I just want to belt out and sing. CHEESE AND RICE I want to sing like that!!!
And with that, I had grown such a respect and new love for musicals. It was so fucking amazing. I appreciate musicals more now than I ever had in my life. And for someone who's usually hates musicals, I loved this one. I would definately recommend it and see it again in a second.
Goodness gracious, someone take me now. Im all full of feelings again. Seriously, Im about to explode. Bring a make out buddy when you see Ragtime, by the end you will be grateful because you will be so overcome with emotion it will be the perfect time for a very memorable kiss. Beautiful. Sensual. Mmmm...
I got a lot of built up horn-omes out at the dance. They just keep adding on though, with one release there is always replacements. By the time I have sex, I'll be a flipping nympho and never stop.
Okay, I seriously can't focus. I'm gonna think thoughts elsewhere because yea. Time for Jenny to go.

Jenny at 8:46 PM

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Sunday, January 09, 2005 Wow. It was a very, very long weekend, my friends. It all started on Wednesday and the hype didn't stop till late today. I highly enjoyed it all for the most part. I was only a tad dissappointed, but it wasnt enough to bring me down. Wednesday I woke up and took a shower. While in the shower, I thought about how it'd be shitty if I got out and discovered it was a snowday...meaning then I'd be going to bed with wet hair. Of course, my notion was right. I would be lying if I said I was pissed though. Holy shit I was flippin joyeous! I called just about everyone until I met up with an angry mom and decided maybe this one will be my last call. I left messages, greetings, song-o-grams, the whole lot. I woke up again, shoveled the sidewalk, then went sledding at Seamby's. It was an all-in-all good time had. One time while sledding down the hill with Chani, we flipped over and somehow got rearranged into a really weird position. It ended up with Chani on all fours and me on top like she was a horse or something. It was hilarious. Also, I learned to eat before I drink any sort of coffee or else I will die slowly and painfully. Owwie. Some of us wanted to defrost and recooperate, so we watched Napoleon Dynamite and wrapped in blankets. It was very nice and cozy, I really enjoyed that. After the movie, we all chatted and joked around about just silly random things. Then Abby came over and we watched Garden State. I really enjoyed that because it was my first time ever hanging out with her and it was really nice. I had a lot of fun and we shared many good conversations. I hope we can add on to days like that. The next day I woke up and got ready for school since my ma said there was no snowday. So I got dressed, packed, ate, and my ma drove me to school. Little did we know, there was another snowday and so I went to school for no reason. But Mr. Steve made me stay anyhow, so I was at school from 7:15am till 11am WAITING. Fuck. Tegan came a few minutes after me so we both waited FOREVER together, just rambling and telling each other our life stories pretty much. Hey, what else is there to do for FOUR hours before a THREE AND A HALF hour trip? Damn that was lame. But by around 10:30am or so, people started arriving. That made me happy. Long bus ride, too excited to sleep but then too tired to function. I didnt eat lunch but we stopped at Olive Garden on the way down. I was joking around saying it was Kelsie's birthday hoping the waiter would sing and give us a free slice of cake haha. Im so cheap lol. Keslie was freaking out and it was hilarious. We had an awesome main waiter that laughed just like Eddie Murphy. He rocked my stockings. Kelsie, Stef, and I sang a lot and played cards. I learned some "Emmons cult songs" and how to play 'SLAP'. I have terrible reflexes dude, wow. The opening show was very entertaining and much much better than last year. The hype was amazing and it was wonderful that it was for once able to survive through the show (last year was a mood killer). They put on a show much like SNL, full of improv with a cast who actually knew how to do improv for once! Yay! I kept my eye out for ideas for the Improv show. I loved the "Organza" based skit. Ahh the whole show Brendan and I were just laughing our asses off. We had killer seats. We got back to our hotel sometime that night and wow, a bunch of us just mingled around the hotel and met people. It was amazing! Last year, I got ridiculed for just chatting with some kids from another school who were just wandering down our hallway. This year, there was a lot more freedom by far. I saw my pal Steve and found out he works for stage crew in Ragtime. Whoa neat!! Small world. Hot boys, ooooh yea. Hot girls, mmmhhmmm. Hot cast, mmmm. Friendly people, very laid back for being in a big show as they are. I would think they'd be very stressed and up tight but they know their shit. Some of the girls seemed kinda rude at first but meeting them a second time around helps. Don't always go by first impressions. Jay=wow. Sadly, thats the only name I remember. But mmm mmm, very easy on the eyes. He shook my hand for quite some time and I know I went to pull away but I dont know what my hurry was. So I just let the hand shake continue for a while, might as well. Mmmm, damn. Then I went to bed =/ Friday was our first full day. It started fairly early. People started getting on my nerves. One can only take so much. So I just backed off from those people and the problem was solved for the most part. Kelsie, Stef, Dave, and I saw B.A.F.L which was highly disappointing and not british (though I was hoping it would be). It was an all girl play which was a downer. It would have been different if there was at least some eye candy but no. They got some laughs with real physical slapping (no fake slapping) and the hilarious over-usage of 'bitch'. Oh yea and "She looks like shit run over twice." Haha, great line. Overly stereotypical of the teenage female tendancies but I suppose one has to be general enough to every type of situations one could be put through. Nothing in the abbreviation says that this is supposed to be all about teenage girls though: (By teens, About teens, For teens, Listen) After that, we hung around in the main hall and waited for Gracie, Jessie, and Kaitlen. We all went to lunch but I didn't realize you needed a meal ticket to just get in. I thought itd be like last year and you simply use it like a credit card to buy your food. But it was different this year. So I went to eat with Ross, who also didnt have a card. I forgot to mention that my day didnt start out the best when I slowly realized that I left all my shit in my other pants. So I had no money. Ross got me some chicken noodle soup though. Then after lunch, the girls met up with me at the main hall so we could see To Kill a Mocking Bird. But before that, people were coming up to me to comment on my hat. It was very interesting to hear people's opinions on it-- which were all positive, thank goodness. This girl pulled me aside as I was walking to the bathroom and was like "Hi! I saw you from a distance and I just wanted to say I really like your hat. You have a great sense of style." and I dunno, I dont really know how to react to comments like that...especially when I dont even know the person. I just got really shy and said "Oh, thank-you ::darts eyes:: but I really have to go to the bathroom. Hope to see you again..." I felt really dumb afterwards but I really had to go pee. I really liked To Kill A Mocking Bird. The small girl was really good as acting like a little kid (she could seriously pass as an 8 year old she is that small and precious). I also liked the black woman who took care of the children (I dont remember her name). She was absolutely hilarious. It was really cold in the theater. At the end of the show, they put on some Postal Service and it made me smile. We hung out in the main hall for a while and danced, played cards, and met people. Kelsie and I tried to learn a dance from Kaitlen and Jessie. Then we played Spoons and concentration till the bus came. We got some pizza and Carly did my makeup for the dance that night. She had so much fun with that, she even dressed me up in some of her sexy Carly duds. And I mean sexy. Wow, I looked really, really different. I had her jeans on which I really liked because they are tight in the ass in just the right way. It feels like a constant grab of the ass, which is really nice actually. Then I put on the ever so hot Carly shirt. For those of you who know, it is black with a buckle under the bust and a V-cut right above my bra. Damn, it's shocking she even got me to wear that. But I figured, what the hell-might as well; let's play Cinderella for a night. I turned out very nicely and different I suppose. I recieved a lot of compliments and such, making me want to hide. For loving attention, that kind makes me incredibly shy. The bummer was that I didnt feel like Jen...I felt like sexy mcfire pants. Im normally not like that so I kind of missed my originality and style...but I must admit it was hella fun dressing up and made up like that. I really did feel like Cinderella and I am grateful Carly was sweet enough to rub off some of her hotness on to me or simply bring mine to life. Ragtime = AMAZING. Oh my GOODNESS! What made it all the more wonderful is the fact I met most of those people so it was almost like that same joy that comes along when seeing a friend perform on stage. Maybe not to the extreme but enough to where I was extremely proud of them and would wave to them from time to time when I would see them offstage and such. We cheered like mad! Dave and I were just rocking back and forth and squirming with excitement and joy. Oh it was so good! And we were fucking FRONT ROW!! CHYEA!! We saw EVERYTHING!! The band, backstage, the whole stage, the actors up close, YESH! Orgasmic!! I laughed, I cried, I just got so full of emotion, I just wanted to explode! Actually, to be more specific, it was one of those experiences where all this emotion builds up inside you until it finally reaches a climax and by then you are just about ready to make out with the person next to you. It just builds up to that because all these new and old feelings mix together from the reactions you get from movie and you feel so high because of the adreniline rush...maybe there is just a chemical imbalance but it just seemed like with all that feeling, it would have made for the most deepest, sensual kisses ever imaginable. Just man...why couldnt someone just come by and kiss me? Any takers? The feeling is always there when I think about it and how I felt after the show. Aww damn, the more that I think about it, the more I am disatisfied with my actions. I could have just as easily kissed someone myself (like the sexy trumpet player heh heh). It feels like that climax of feelings and emotions at their purest form were just...wasted. Note to self: Experience something like that again and then make out with a loved one. Or hell, even bang some one. I was seriously about ready to pounce. Hot damn. It's like a reoccuring orgasm, I can just htink about it and it all comes back to me. My mouth is watering. Damn. Take me to fucking pleasure town. Uhh yea, back on track. I cried. When he died, I screamed "NO, NO, NO!!!" and just started crying bad. Ugh...I hate crying in public. Colehouse had such a fucking beautiful voice though. His melodic singing replays in my ears..."Sarah come down from theeeerrree, Sarah come down from theeeeeerrrrrreeeee, SARAH COME DOWN THEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEE!!" I just want to belt out and sing. CHEESE AND RICE I want to sing like that!!! And with that, I had grown such a respect and new love for musicals. It was so fucking amazing. I appreciate musicals more now than I ever had in my life. And for someone who's usually hates musicals, I loved this one. I would definately recommend it and see it again in a second. Goodness gracious, someone take me now. Im all full of feelings again. Seriously, Im about to explode. Bring a make out buddy when you see Ragtime, by the end you will be grateful because you will be so overcome with emotion it will be the perfect time for a very memorable kiss. Beautiful. Sensual. Mmmm... I got a lot of built up horn-omes out at the dance. They just keep adding on though, with one release there is always replacements. By the time I have sex, I'll be a flipping nympho and never stop. Okay, I seriously can't focus. I'm gonna think thoughts elsewhere because yea. Time for Jenny to go. Jenny at 8:46 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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