Her Smiling Eyes

Monday, January 24, 2005

I love that experience when I'm floating through the hallway, with no particular expression on my face, and out of the blue comes upon a reason to smile. And with that, there is a sudden change in the wind. My once blank, and numb mood becomes happy and vibrant. Sometimes I'm so deep in this cloud of monotony, that any sign of light is almost startling. And in this instance, it is a pleasant startle- for it quickly jolts me back into a happier, more lively reality. Sometimes I just get so happy, a smile speads across my face with such an intensity that my ears wiggle.

And laughter is just at the top of my throat, merely waiting for a reason to es-ca-pay. But then again, life is funny. So I laugh, I laugh long and hard at how a day can start out so off but end up wonderful in the end. I laugh at how I spent over 10 minutes trying to teach my ma how to use the computer over a telephone when she is the most computer illiterate person I know. It was like trying to make a block go through a circular hole. It was simply hysterical even though half the time I was raising my voice and on the verge of tears as well as hysteric laughter.

I love having uplifting conversations with friends, whether short or long. Either way, they are the ones you can walk away from feeling 202% happier than usual, no matter what mood you start out in. What makes these things even better is recalling certain memories and small details that most others would forget. I especially enjoy when they are brought upon us again in life and it's one of those moments where you think back and smile. Then you just can't stop smiling for there is just no reason to at the time being.

I love it when there are those instances where you long for something and realize that someone else longs for just the same thing. And after a long period of anticipation, you both share it. It's just one of those moments that really stick in your memory. It's like being really happy to see someone and he/she is just as happy to see you. There isn't anything like sharing the same desires with someone. I can't help but feel just a little closer to feeling whole in such instances.

These are just some of my favorite things.

I am feeling especially grateful to have such things in my life. I have been really happy lately and in realizing this, I am more grateful than you could ever imagine. I feel genuinely happy and a happy like that is rare in a teen life. I know this euphoria can't last forever so I will do my best in living it up while I can. I'm optimistic but also realistic. I will do my best at maintaining this happiness, though. It is well worth my while.

I dont know. I just thought I would share that. Those are all the little things in life that make all the difference in the world. Most importantly, they are some of the positivity in my life that come together and make me complete.

My heart is full and overflowing
There is always more
and more to share.

Okay im done lol.

Jenny at 4:38 PM

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her smiling eyes
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Monday, January 24, 2005 I love that experience when I'm floating through the hallway, with no particular expression on my face, and out of the blue comes upon a reason to smile. And with that, there is a sudden change in the wind. My once blank, and numb mood becomes happy and vibrant. Sometimes I'm so deep in this cloud of monotony, that any sign of light is almost startling. And in this instance, it is a pleasant startle- for it quickly jolts me back into a happier, more lively reality. Sometimes I just get so happy, a smile speads across my face with such an intensity that my ears wiggle. And laughter is just at the top of my throat, merely waiting for a reason to es-ca-pay. But then again, life is funny. So I laugh, I laugh long and hard at how a day can start out so off but end up wonderful in the end. I laugh at how I spent over 10 minutes trying to teach my ma how to use the computer over a telephone when she is the most computer illiterate person I know. It was like trying to make a block go through a circular hole. It was simply hysterical even though half the time I was raising my voice and on the verge of tears as well as hysteric laughter. I love having uplifting conversations with friends, whether short or long. Either way, they are the ones you can walk away from feeling 202% happier than usual, no matter what mood you start out in. What makes these things even better is recalling certain memories and small details that most others would forget. I especially enjoy when they are brought upon us again in life and it's one of those moments where you think back and smile. Then you just can't stop smiling for there is just no reason to at the time being. I love it when there are those instances where you long for something and realize that someone else longs for just the same thing. And after a long period of anticipation, you both share it. It's just one of those moments that really stick in your memory. It's like being really happy to see someone and he/she is just as happy to see you. There isn't anything like sharing the same desires with someone. I can't help but feel just a little closer to feeling whole in such instances. These are just some of my favorite things. I am feeling especially grateful to have such things in my life. I have been really happy lately and in realizing this, I am more grateful than you could ever imagine. I feel genuinely happy and a happy like that is rare in a teen life. I know this euphoria can't last forever so I will do my best in living it up while I can. I'm optimistic but also realistic. I will do my best at maintaining this happiness, though. It is well worth my while. I dont know. I just thought I would share that. Those are all the little things in life that make all the difference in the world. Most importantly, they are some of the positivity in my life that come together and make me complete. My heart is full and overflowing There is always more and more to share. Okay im done lol. Jenny at 4:38 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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