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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I wrote this a while ago. But I altered it so it was less specific. I just thought of it while listening to the rain, today. I'll admit, this sounds uber 3rd grade, but really...I meant every word while writing this that day. I still mean it, too. Maybe not to the same person but it still holds true else where. Luckily, my writing has matured since. I look back fondly on this piece, though.
Dodging Raindrops I love it when you smile with glee, especially when you smile at me. You make my heart do all kinds of flips. Sometimes my feelings almost slip. At times you get so close to my face, It makes my heart beat like Im in a race. When you hug me, I feel so complete. Overlooking when my heart skips a beat. I smell your cologne as you hug me tight, and I remember that feeling day and night. The feeling of love flowing through my veins, the thoughts lacking you drive me insane. It's not that I need you, but that I want you. I wish you could want me, too. My eyes, they flicker in delight as soon as you come into sight. My heart, it longs for you to hold it and my body waits to be affectionate. Your name satisfies my lonely thoughts within each day. I want to show my love in so many ways. I begin to fluster... that leads to luster. I don't want to sit in vain. I sink my teeth in this pain... and I let it all drip out. I refuse to let my mind surrender to all this unessesary doubt. I would dodge raindrops just to please you. Just so that when I reach you, I wouldnt be wet. Because when I do, I would want to hold you. All the pain I would forget. My heart is stubborn, my mind is torn. What to listen to when I'm in defeat? If only i had a CD of your heartbeat... I would listen to a life that makes mine worth while. Who gives me the adrenaline to run a mile. I need to cut it out, there is no way this love can come about. You mean the world to me, I just wish you could see these feelings I have wont go away. I love you more and more everyday <3 Jenny at 8:03 PM
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