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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Mmmkay, I'll be honest...
I have been quite the little hyperactive bitch lately. I mean really guys, it's like "shoot her with a tranquilizer dart just to slow her down" hyper. This energy...no idea where it comes from. But I realize I've been super energetic and obnoxious as of late and I wanted to apologize to anyone I might have offended or just simply freaked out. It doesn't seem to help that I am slowly acknowledging exactly how weird and quirky I am...and I'm definately embracing it lol. Seriously, realizing how crazy I can get without the assistance of any drugs or alcohol...thats impressive lol. But I have been literally off the wall lately and therefore having trouble controlling my bursts of energy...leading to shouting out obscenities and random stuff...singing...outbursts...yikes. Get out the tranquilizer darts... It's amazing fun though because I never felt so alive. I really do need to simmer down a little. Way too hyperactive...I can feel it. In other news, I felt my throat. My throat hurts. It feels like I swallowed a baby pinecone. So I ate a little orange in hopes that the vitamin C will help cure me. Wish me luck, I don't wanna be sick =/ Especially when my mom doesn't give TLC anymore =( So I've been feeling like quite the drama nerd- musicals are beginning to get stuck in my head moreso than regular music. From Annie to Wicked and everything inbetween... All my normal friends...they just stare as I belt out "GRAY SKIES ARE GONNA CLEAR UP! PUT ON A HAPPY FAAAAAAAAACE!" The boy is back. He has been back. What to say. Things were weird. I am different. I am more confident. I am more mature. He is more quiet. He is both new and old at the same time. We are both the same together. My best friend is back. My crush is back. My feelings are mixed. It's just like before. He only liked me as a friend before. What makes it so different now? I am different. He is different. But we are the same. Is it still considered different? Somethings never change, but I tend to keep an open mind. We shall see what happens. There is someone else on my mind, though. I like them. Things are simple but complicated. There is something there, but then again there is nothing there. Yet, at least. But that much is enough to give me reason to smile everyday, knowing there is at least that. Whatever that may be. We shall see what happens. Then there is drummer boy. Ex-boyfriend. We are still friends but don't have the opprotunity to talk or see each other much. He is a wonderful boy. And when I see him in the halls, he smiles warmly at me. I turn soft and remember why I liked him in the first place. He has grown up. He has a shy and bashful face. I plan to hang out with him sometime soon. We need to catch up. And Brandon boy. I ran out of nicknames. He and I are very much alike. I liked him before. Then we lost touch for a few months. Out of randomosity, I was invited to hang out with him and some friends today. We had some great laughs. We caught up fast. I dont know about him. Maybe we will just be good friends. We are so much alike, it could almost be narcissistic to have a relationship with him. Okay, that's just me being extreme. But the amount of little quirks we share is shocking. We shall see what happens. But there is someone else on my mind. Someone I anticipate getting to know more each and everyday. And with whatever life brings, I would be happy to know that this person was in my life in some way or another. My mind is open. My heart is open. Turnabout. I don't know if I am going. I don't know who to ask. We shall see what happens. Homework calls my name. I say "No, no, no, no, I don't wannnaaaaaaaa" My responsible conscience says "You gotta, you just gotta. Dooooo itttttttt" I get a prize hug tomorrow morning =D Yayyyyyyyyyy! Good day, good night, and have a wonderful tomorrow =) Love to all and then some <3 Jenny at 8:52 PM
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