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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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her smiling eyes
this is your cue. smile.

Monday, February 07, 2005

Do not read. Negative thoughts.

Forgive me, God
I have obviously sinned.
I had a tummy ache
So I took a nap
And I didn't wake
Despite the rude awakenings
Of my mother.
All hell broke loose
We started yelling
And I had to try very hard
to fight the temptation
of harsh bitten words
and assassination.
Instead I popped a vein-
trying not to curse...
and I punched a wall
with all my might
hoping that the burst of energy
and rush of pain
would diminish my fury, muffle my spite.
I fiercely slam the door behind me
breathe heavily and pray
that I never, ever wake again
for sleeping is my peaceful sin

My tummy still hurts. Now Im all tensed up with anger. I am cranky and I am dangerous. There is no reason for me to be awake right now. It is not benefiting the world one bit unless God wants me to go on a violent rampage because seriously, I am so fucking ready to explode and take everyone within 30 ft of me with me.

I need some tea and I need to get out. Right now.

Despite all these negative thoughts in my head, I just isolate myself from the world for the night. No one needs a dose of this. No one needs this at all.

Jenny at 7:33 PM

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