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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Forget that last post for now. I want to talk about my birthday and how it was happy. And boy, was it happy. This was a very wonderful birthday.
Friday was my real birthday-Good Friday. I passed on the birthday sex, I wanted to be on good terms with The Man. Actually, I wasn't offered any birthday sex. And even if I was, I wouldn't be able to go out and get any because it was an unofficial family day, I guess. It was unofficial because it wasn't planned that I spend the day with them...it just sort of happened that way. And it was nice, I enjoyed spending time with my mom and dad. I woke up to my ma. She wished me a happy birthday and peeled me a grapefruit. Funny story- just the other night, I was talking with my ma about my birthday and I got all sad because it didn't feel like my birthday was the next day. I asked her if she could make it special and not just like any other day. So she said she would make my favorite breakfast. Mind you, I'm not a very big breakfast eater until maybe lunch or dinner (that's why there's IHOP), so I asked her what my favorite breakfast was because I didn't know. And we laughed because it was funny at the time. But she found something that I'd eat for breakfast that I liked at it was grapefruit and she peeled it extra good so there was no icky white stuff. Then we dyed eggs. My ma made at point in saying "I thought we'd dye nine eggs this year...I don't know why..." I kind of looked at her weird, but I'm used to weird statements like that so I just darted my eyes and nodded. Since it was uneven, I let her doodle on the egg if I could pick the dye. I tried to make half of it blue and the other half green, but it fell into the green and turned all crazy green/blue. I showered and went shopping with my Godmother and ma. I returned to the dreadful mall once again, but only to pick up my perfume. Then we left ASAP and went to Borders. I wish I went to Borders first to look for my music because Borders never lets me down. I found one of the Of Montreal CD's I wanted and I would have had to order The Softies' CD I wanted so I just held off. I got a book called Modern Man in Search of a Soul by Carl Jung. It looks to be a good read, for it hits all the topics I am interested in. Also, it is a intro into the deeper things I want to get into. Psychology is really complicated so this is just a step into what is ahead. There is this thicker, more complicated book that I am interested in that has even more things I want to learn about but there is a good chance I wouldnt understand it. So I got the littler book because it is more straightforward in what you are going to be learning about. It's still complicated but what more can you expect from the art of thought process and dream analyses? Drools...mmm...brain food =D We went back to my house and I cleaned like a maniac. Then I listened to my CD and smiled happily. My ma picked up my gramma and we opened gifts. My gramma got me two t-shirts, and pjs. My ma got me jeans, 2 cute bra's, a t-shirt, and this really soft pillow. My dad got me a new cell phone (same number). Then we went to Chili's with my cousins. I got this cajun chicken dish and it was huge! I swear, my stomach gets smaller and smaller with every meal. I just don't have as big of an appetite as my family (they are all big eaters). I ate as much as I could and then doggy bagged it. While I was at Chili's, Kaitlen and Brendan called and wished a happy birthday. I was talking to my cousin at the bar and we were having a conversation about what goodies come along when I'm 18. I started off with the lotto ticket (but I was thinking porn). He said I could buy cigarettes if I ever got into smoking (but I was thinking porn and lotto tickets). Then he was stumped with what else there was to being 18. I was just about to say porn, but I realized my dad was right next to me. So instead, I said 'Other things' but while I was saying it, my phone vibrated in my pocket and I freaked out so of course, I said 'other things' all sqirmy and akwardly. Then I excused myself and laughed my ass off because he knew what I was talking about. Next day, I woke up sometime...I don't know when. But I did some other cleaning and called some people. My ma showed me how the picture that was in the news paper during summer was in this brochure thing for Antioch/Lake Villa/Lindenhurst areas. My name was in the caption as well as Carly's. It was amusing to run into that picture again because that was a fun memory lol. I hugged a freakin cow to get that photographer's attention. I also got a free icecream to advertise in the picture. It was good stuff. With that, I had icecream on my mind. So I called Brendan and we got some icecream. It was a nice day so we walked there from my house. It was a bit nippy but fun all the same. When we got there, we saw who was working and we both were wondering if he was gay. This guy...you really think he would be but it's one of those things you're too afraid to ask. And we were trying to find a polite way to find out. We thought of some really funny ways to find out but never acted upon them because I dont know, he may not bet comfortable enough to joke like that if he was or wasn't gay. So we jsut laughed to ourselves. We decided there should be a wave or something to make things easier. Like wink twice if your gay and interested. Anyway, we went back to my house and looked at magazines. Then people started showing up in flocks it seemed because suddenly, bam everyone showed up and the basement was packed. It was lovely seeing (almost) everyone I care about in the same room. Some were MIA due to vacation/family time but the majority came. Honestly, it was all a blur because I was running around so much. I tried to make sure I talked to everyone at the party and playing host all at the same time. Wow, it was crazy. I recieved a lot of lovely cards and gifts. I think this year I got some of the nicest/sweetest gifts ever. And it really meant a lot to me because I didn't even ask for anything, this was all what people got on their own. My favorite gift was just seeing everyone there. Everytime the birthday song is sung to me, I never cease to blush. You think after another year, I would be immune to the blushiness. But every year, I turn 12 shades of red. It's crazy. I almost didn't have candles to blow out because my ma said 17 candles was too many to light. But luckily, I got dinosaur candles for my birthday and I quickly stuck them on the cake so she could light them and I was so happy, I blew them out and forgot to wish. But my wish came true, the one I made early on. Everything is okay. And nothing could make me happier than to know just that. It feels as if I am at peace with the world because I know everything is okay. There is no better feeling than that. We are okay. That is happy. That is really happy in my book. It was really spontaneous to get candles for my birthday and actually need them that fast. It was kind of one of those moments where someone asks you if you have a magnifying glass and it just so happens that you have one in your back pocket for some reason or another. It's just weird like that lol. I love weird spontanity, though. I really enjoyed the birthday kisses lol. Out of all my birthdays, I think this is the only one I got birthday kisses for. I don't really get a lot of affection, so Saturday was a field-day for me. I heart affectionate friends. I wish my birthday was everyday because I heart kisses, too lol. Boys should not be so prickly, though-especially when they rub their faces on me =P One would have thought the party ended at 12:30am but it was just the opposite. Josh and Rachel came at 11:30 and we had another mini-party. Then I went to their house to watch Dirty Work. I slept over because they wanted me to look for eggs with them in the morning since my family doesn't do that anymore. But I forgot that their morning means afternoon, and that is usually fine with me except I had to be home early. We were having another party with family that day for Easter. So I had to be picked up at 11am. But Dorr (Rachel's dad) let me look for an egg before I left anyway. I knew where to look because I kept waking up and peeking when he was hiding them. It was happy =) When I got home, I ate a hard-boiled egg for breakfast. I only ate one because it was hard to peel and I got impacient and vowed not to eat another. I was becoming more frusterated than hungry and was moreso peeling just to feel the glory of getting a clean egg rather than a meal. Damn shells...blast them all to hell...::shakes fist:: I tried to stay awake as long as I could, but I ended up taking lots of naps. I woke up in the afternoon and ate veggies and dip. Then I slept. I woke up in the later afternoon and ate two roast beef sammiches. Then I slept more. I woke up in the evening and ate cake because it felt like deja vu since it seemed like only a few minutes ago I ate two roast beef sammiches. Then I talked on the telly. And I slept. It was a lovely weekend and a very happy birthday. Thank you very much to all who contributed to that happiness by being in my life. I love you all dearly. Jenny at 8:10 PM
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