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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Sunday, April 10, 2005

I am but a fool
And I cannot stop
I recognize my foolishness
Yet nevertheless, it still reigns
And I feel powerless
Like I am trying to defy gravity
but I just keep falling
I'd vow to keep to myself
and never admit it
It'd be ideal, I just can't achieve it
I've never experienced this before
I've always seemed to be the one
walking away fully intact
I'd get over it soon enough
and we'd still be friends
But it's different, so different
it's infathomable
My charm seemed to woo nothing
of the likes of this person
Not only is it a lost cause-
but I'm the one who lost...
while this person won me over.

I feel defeated.
But I s'pose I get to keep the prize.

I feel pathetic.
Just look away,
there is nothing to see here.
I'm only hopeless
and
romantic-
with a heart always ready to love
and be loved.

Jenny at 9:35 PM

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