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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Monday, April 11, 2005

Guess who conviniently got an excuse to get a camera today (yearbook cam, mind you)?

I didddd!

Guess who is taking pictures of squirrels right now?

I ammmmmmm!

That wasn't my excuse for the camera, though. My pal needed some headshots of people that I just so happen to see after that class. So I offered to do the deed =D

And I got all the pictures she needed, I feel incredibly responsible and relyable. Ooooh yea!

So I saw this squirrel in my tree eating the berries. I thought it would be mighty artistic to capture the essence of nature...but not really. Squirrels freak me out. One lunged at me one time and I ran away screaming. It must have been the more agressive squirrels from out west...Meh, I just made that up. But this was certainly an angry squirrel (the one that lunged at me). The one I've been taking pictures of is quite the camera ham. This fella actually moved to a dangerous part of a tree branch just so it could be closer to the window. It wouldn't eat in front of the camera, though. Damn.

In history, Julia and I were takin pictures of each other's eyes again. When you zoom into my eye, it's pretty to see the blue iris. But when you zoom out, the bloodshotty-ness and shizza shows...makes me look like I do massive amounts of crack. Julia's eyes aren't weird like that but her pupils were freakishly tiny. Her eyes looked kinda like chocolate doughnuts. Mmmmm...doughnuts

Guess what I get to play on Thursday? Soccer!!! Yayyyyyy! I am so pumped! Mrs. Rummel says I am very agile. I guess it's because I try to avoid kicking anyone at all costs. No one likes to get kicked full force, specially by me dude. I play rough.

I made the CD cover for the yearbook CD. I just have to do finishing touches and then add color. The faster I get done with that, the faster I can do what I want. And by do what I want, I mean fiddle with photoshop and smile! Hooray!

I told Mike to go to prom so we can dance. I didn't want to ask him to prom because I didn't feel like going with him necessarily, and also I didn't feel like being rejected considering 1) he may think I want something more than just to go with him and 2) he doesnt even like dances anyway. Also, I don't like some of his friends. But he says he doesn't know if he's going yet and I told him there's all the more reason he should lol.

I just wanna have fun at prom though. I don't necessarily want a DATE date because then I feel uncomfortable mingling with other people and dancing with other people. I don't mean like "ditch your date at prom" or anything but just a looseness and freedom both people can enjoy. I think I know who I will ask. It will be happy.

I've decided I will give myself strictly two things to focus on.
1) Schoolwork
2) Fitness
That why, I won't be able to think of complicated things or get too frusterated with myself. If I start thinking about someone/something, I will drill myself with homework or work out. It is a positive way to use my mind and energy.

Today, things worked out okay. Thinking about somethings have become a habit, but I'll work on it. I shouldn't dwell on things that won't change. If they change, they change- but it's best I don't think about it and hope. It takes a lot of energy for something like that.

I need a little nap. I dont think I can take one, though. I think I'm going to the track meet, today. Good luck, trackies =)

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Later on...

The trackmeet was hella fun! I went with my pal Janessa and we brought blankets and some snacks. I brought my special trail mix and we ate that all evening (except for the scary bean-things...) I was really happy I could see all my friends compete in their activities. The only thing I missed, unfortunately, was Julia pole vaulting. But I plan to go to other meets and I will be sure to get right up in the action. This was my first one so I was new to the whole thing. But now I know how it works. I plan to go to some more, I really had a lot of fun watching it. Near the end, Liz told us it's a tradition to scream and act like an idiot for the last race so of course I went with it lol. So it was Petes, Chani, Janessa, Liz, and I on one end of the track pretty much moshing and dancing and screaming. Ho-damn I never laughed that hard! Then for convinience, I tied my blanket around my neck like a cape and ran into the wind! We all joined the team for their cool-down and it was flippin' sweet.

The End.

Jenny at 8:48 PM

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