Her Smiling Eyes

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

So, today my brain seems to have been sucked dry. It was my first time taking the ACT and honestly, I didn't think it was that bad. But then again, I was in a freakishly good mood and pretending I was on a game show. That being said- wheneven I was really sure of an answer, I would say it outloud to myself out of excitement. And my 'proctor' or whatever (aka my freshman english teacher Mrs. D'Andrea) kept laughing at how excited I would get.

Taking ACT's hyper? A good breakfast sure makes me wired. I had oatmeal, toast with peanut butter on it, milk, and multigrain vitamin. And the night before..thats right...studied with my CD-ROM. I hope that helped in someway.

English was good. Math was okay. Reading was good. Science was ok...mostly bwahh??

I got some free water bottles and a bag of fruitsnacks. When I was done with my reading portion of the test, I was tired of sniffling like the rest of the class (allergy season, bitches...) so I asked to blow my nose. And when she said I could go outside and do it, I got so excited!! It was like a fieldtrip!! New scenery! Hallway! What a privilege!

At the end of the tests, though, my brain felt so...melted. I can't even think of the best wording to describe it. It was like aliens were melting my brain so they could suck it out of my head and examine it.

Anyway, I was just really ljkefwjfndm after it. I think I walked out twitching excessively but I then again, I am known to exaggerate. My thought process was non-existant, though. I was definately tripping over my words and I definately ran into a desk on the way out of the testing room. Then I was trying to open my locker and I couldnt get it open for the life of me. I tried like 3298043285243 times and then I pulled Tim over for moral support. Then I finally got it open and put my package of #2 pencils away because that's all I had lol.

We went to see Mrs. Larsen because she's fun to talk to. I played with her puzzles and magnetic toys. Good lord, I cannot type. I am really glad that the words I attempt to type are not permanent because I would sound like 10 times more of an idiot than I do now. I tell you, my brain is melted.

We were going to ditch and go to Vegas or somewhere other than school. But good, responsible student in us decided to stay. ACtually, I don't know why the hell we didnt leave. I think it was because we didnt have a car currently and we didnt know where to go exactly.

And instead of ranting about how much those last 3 hours of the day were a fucking waste of my life, I will just sum it up and say I got a lot of sleep today. Tomorrow, this will not happen because I will just leave and waste my life elsewhere. It is one thing to go to school and the teacher just says the day is a free day unexpectedly and you're just like "wahoo!!" It is another thing when you KNOW you are going to be doing jack shit in all the rest of your classes and if the superintendent wasnt such a douche, we could be home right now SLEEPING IN OUR BEDS OR EATING OR DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE/INTERESTING. Anger FRUSTERATION!

Well, so much for not ranting. But seriously, way to waste 3 hours of my life at school when I could just do that at home, you fucking bastard. "Good GO FUCK YOURSELF"

Blee blow blob bleep a deep boo woo

Haha we did rest and relaxation in F4L yesterday. I was laying on the ground and I was participating in her stress relieving exercises...then I must have fallen asleep because I dont remember anything else besides waking up and drooling. I was out, dude. Seriously, I was in such a deep sleep, I don't know how the hell I woke up. It was nice while it lasted but I could have slept for a few hours more.

Drooling is such a funny word. Did you ever notice that? It's so akward...drooool.

I wanted to wear shorts today but my ma said I couldn't because it was too cold. It was going to be 55 degrees. Then I asked her if she could call me out. She said no, I can just sit at school and do the 'leisure activities'. I said that was nothing and she said I can just do that then. So I got mad and changed into my shorts. And that's my rebellion of the day. I showed her =P

I'm bored. I tried to get my grandma to go to the play tonight so I could go. But my ma failed to tell her about it so grandma doesnt even know about the play and therefore, is not going. Oiiiiiiiii =/

Well, tomorrow I am going. Maybe. And maybe the other days. Maybe. I want to make it a surprise, though, because it's all the more meaningful when you attened if it's a surprise.

I don't even know why I am typing. I really have nothing to say. And my brain is still melted so the words that come out are all misshapen and distorted. None of this probably even makes sense. I usually can write and find a point by the end of the post that I can claim I was getting to...but honestly, there is no point to this post. I'm really tired but I am so tired of sleeping. I went to bed early last night, giving me 8.5 hours of sleep. I slept after testing during all 3 movies pretty much. I went home and slept till 6:30pm. I ate dinner and then laid in bed some more. Now I'm up and Ive got nothing to do.

Good news, no more time of the month as of yesterday. I am free of any uncomfortable burdens and I am happy. Whoooooooo! I survived massive bloodloss once again! And I didn't assassinate anyone! CELEBRATION TIME!

I need a hug =( My brain is cramped. I hope the musical is going smoothly for the elderly. I have no doubt it is, the cast is very talented.

As for the next three days, good luck, my loves. I shall be front row center, applauding the loudest and feeling exuberantly proud of each and every one of you.

Love to all and then some more because I sure have a lot of love =D

Jenny at 8:17 PM

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Wednesday, April 27, 2005 So, today my brain seems to have been sucked dry. It was my first time taking the ACT and honestly, I didn't think it was that bad. But then again, I was in a freakishly good mood and pretending I was on a game show. That being said- wheneven I was really sure of an answer, I would say it outloud to myself out of excitement. And my 'proctor' or whatever (aka my freshman english teacher Mrs. D'Andrea) kept laughing at how excited I would get. Taking ACT's hyper? A good breakfast sure makes me wired. I had oatmeal, toast with peanut butter on it, milk, and multigrain vitamin. And the night before..thats right...studied with my CD-ROM. I hope that helped in someway. English was good. Math was okay. Reading was good. Science was ok...mostly bwahh?? I got some free water bottles and a bag of fruitsnacks. When I was done with my reading portion of the test, I was tired of sniffling like the rest of the class (allergy season, bitches...) so I asked to blow my nose. And when she said I could go outside and do it, I got so excited!! It was like a fieldtrip!! New scenery! Hallway! What a privilege! At the end of the tests, though, my brain felt so...melted. I can't even think of the best wording to describe it. It was like aliens were melting my brain so they could suck it out of my head and examine it. Anyway, I was just really ljkefwjfndm after it. I think I walked out twitching excessively but I then again, I am known to exaggerate. My thought process was non-existant, though. I was definately tripping over my words and I definately ran into a desk on the way out of the testing room. Then I was trying to open my locker and I couldnt get it open for the life of me. I tried like 3298043285243 times and then I pulled Tim over for moral support. Then I finally got it open and put my package of #2 pencils away because that's all I had lol. We went to see Mrs. Larsen because she's fun to talk to. I played with her puzzles and magnetic toys. Good lord, I cannot type. I am really glad that the words I attempt to type are not permanent because I would sound like 10 times more of an idiot than I do now. I tell you, my brain is melted. We were going to ditch and go to Vegas or somewhere other than school. But good, responsible student in us decided to stay. ACtually, I don't know why the hell we didnt leave. I think it was because we didnt have a car currently and we didnt know where to go exactly. And instead of ranting about how much those last 3 hours of the day were a fucking waste of my life, I will just sum it up and say I got a lot of sleep today. Tomorrow, this will not happen because I will just leave and waste my life elsewhere. It is one thing to go to school and the teacher just says the day is a free day unexpectedly and you're just like "wahoo!!" It is another thing when you KNOW you are going to be doing jack shit in all the rest of your classes and if the superintendent wasnt such a douche, we could be home right now SLEEPING IN OUR BEDS OR EATING OR DOING SOMETHING PRODUCTIVE/INTERESTING. Anger FRUSTERATION! Well, so much for not ranting. But seriously, way to waste 3 hours of my life at school when I could just do that at home, you fucking bastard. "Good GO FUCK YOURSELF" Blee blow blob bleep a deep boo woo Haha we did rest and relaxation in F4L yesterday. I was laying on the ground and I was participating in her stress relieving exercises...then I must have fallen asleep because I dont remember anything else besides waking up and drooling. I was out, dude. Seriously, I was in such a deep sleep, I don't know how the hell I woke up. It was nice while it lasted but I could have slept for a few hours more. Drooling is such a funny word. Did you ever notice that? It's so akward...drooool. I wanted to wear shorts today but my ma said I couldn't because it was too cold. It was going to be 55 degrees. Then I asked her if she could call me out. She said no, I can just sit at school and do the 'leisure activities'. I said that was nothing and she said I can just do that then. So I got mad and changed into my shorts. And that's my rebellion of the day. I showed her =P I'm bored. I tried to get my grandma to go to the play tonight so I could go. But my ma failed to tell her about it so grandma doesnt even know about the play and therefore, is not going. Oiiiiiiiii =/ Well, tomorrow I am going. Maybe. And maybe the other days. Maybe. I want to make it a surprise, though, because it's all the more meaningful when you attened if it's a surprise. I don't even know why I am typing. I really have nothing to say. And my brain is still melted so the words that come out are all misshapen and distorted. None of this probably even makes sense. I usually can write and find a point by the end of the post that I can claim I was getting to...but honestly, there is no point to this post. I'm really tired but I am so tired of sleeping. I went to bed early last night, giving me 8.5 hours of sleep. I slept after testing during all 3 movies pretty much. I went home and slept till 6:30pm. I ate dinner and then laid in bed some more. Now I'm up and Ive got nothing to do. Good news, no more time of the month as of yesterday. I am free of any uncomfortable burdens and I am happy. Whoooooooo! I survived massive bloodloss once again! And I didn't assassinate anyone! CELEBRATION TIME! I need a hug =( My brain is cramped. I hope the musical is going smoothly for the elderly. I have no doubt it is, the cast is very talented. As for the next three days, good luck, my loves. I shall be front row center, applauding the loudest and feeling exuberantly proud of each and every one of you. Love to all and then some more because I sure have a lot of love =D Jenny at 8:17 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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