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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I served my time in PE today.
My punishment: Yoga. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...it's SO slow for meeeeeeee. The only thing that makes up for it is childs pose. And the pretty workout ladies with fun clothes. The end of the year seems to be tying up nicely. I am stressed, but not "I'd rather live in the cold climates of Alaska and icefish for a living" stressed. The things I have to do are feasible...so feasible that I am in no rush to jump right to them. Oiii, bad Jenny. If I put it off now, I will only have more later. Shame on me =/ But I wanna plaaaaaaay. I didnt go to my friends house today because I have to interview people. My honey-do list of the day: 1) Finish math WS (Alge II) 2) Call softball people for interviews (Yearbook) 3) Read to pg 52 (English) 4) Work on slideshow (Earth Science) 5) Attempt to find mime music (Studio Theatre) 6) Shwr 7) Shave, face 8) Work outtttttttt (My own benefit, as well as F4L) 9) PB and Chocolate chip sammich (That was simply impulse...I want that right now lol) 10) BK (I forgot what that one meant but I know it's not Burger King in Kelsie language) Alright, so half of that is my real honey-do list. The first half. With the exception of the PB and CC sammich and work out. I ran a mile today and I walked a half a mile. Rummel said after we did that, we could play in the sprinklers on the football field. I ran like the wind and then I played/cartwheeled in the sprinklers. It was extremely fun!! I got supa soaked though, and my gym suit was drenched. Well...yea. Anyway, that was the coolest part of my day besides the fact that my bra, panties, and socks were damp all day because we didnt know we were going to be playing in the sprinklers or anything. Oh well, luckily I was wearing a black shirt today. Umm, life is pretty good right now. I'm sorting things out. Thinking. I've been thinking a lot. I lost my $3.18 chapstick...blasted!! I miss affection. Okay, incredibly ADD but I am such a nerd. I put myself off as extroverted and such right? Well here I have to do these interviews with softball players and I am so damn shy. I will see someone I am supposed to interview in the hallway and I will completely just hide not look at them. It's nothing against them but I am so flipping shy sometimes and I am now obligated to talk to people I don't know all too well. AND I HAVE TO CALL THEM! I can barely even talk on the phone with my friends and family. I am so nervous and I have no idea why. So yes, for those who do not believe me, I am very shy sometimes. I feel so lame too because half these people know me already or at least know of me. But here I am, afraid to talk to them. I am officially a self-contradiction. You know what else I decided? I should start a line of emo-halmark cards. I think of the most emo, mushy, romantic pieces of writing off the top of my head daily. Why? I can't help myself- I guess I think of these things so that when I find someone, I can shower them with all these nice thoughts and feelings. And those nice thoughts and feelings would suddenly have meaning because now they are not just hopeful words but an array of emotions with a newfound purpose. Each and every molecule of your being makes me love life just a little bit more. I thought of that one before bed the other night. I just think of these things and look for meaning. Humm...well, it will mean something if I say it to my friends. Because they make me love life just a little bit more. Summer fling - sounds good to me. Now to meet people and this time get their numbers. I really need to eat a bowl of courage, I can't meet people if I am shy. Twisted Cow was a big damper on my self-esteem. Where did my out-goingness go? And why all the blushing and rambling? I'm in the front seat and I am driving, dammit. No more shyness for Jenny. I shall live like there is no tomorrow and not care if I am rejected or not accepted at first. This is life, live it up dude. If I can jump off the back of a moving car and do crazy shit like that, I can get a number or two and get myself out there. I just gotta stop BLUSHINGGGGGGGGGGGG. Ahhhh I hate when I blushhhhhhhh. I am so damn hungry. I have to eat food. Jenny at 4:41 PM
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