Her Smiling Eyes

Monday, May 30, 2005

Jeepers, it's been a few days. I am usually up to date with this thing but lately, not so much. I've been out and about because.......... SUMMER IS SO NEAR I CAN FRIGGIN' TASTE IT! Oh my goodness, I am clawing my way to the end of the school year. I've grown a twitch I am so eager.

This weekend has been pretty much the most amazing weekend of my life. It was just a preview of what summer has to offer. The warmth, freedom, and friendship- ooooh!! It was grand!

One of the main things that made this weekend was the fact that I had the whole house to myself for the ENTIRE weekend. The parents were in Wisconsin, I stayed home...whole house = mine. For those of you who know me well enough will know this - I have never, I mean NEVER had the opprotunity to stay home alone for more than 4 hours or so. There would always be my sister watching me or a family member...or they would just not go. There is always someone home when I leave, come home, all the damn time. I am just about never home alone and that can drive one crazy after a while. So this weekend meant a whole helluva lot to me because it was the very first time I was able to experience life on my own. I had the CHOICE to be either by myself or with company. It was absolutely beautiful.

So friday, I came home with Amy and we made some afternoon snacks. We went park hopping and ran into Mike (my ex) at Mallard Ridge park. We hung out with him and some of his friends for a little while and then they left. He is still pretty much the same boy I remember him as. He still has the soul of a skater and his boyish energy makes me smile. I have an appreciation for silly boyishness ("I bet you I can jump that bench...") because it keeps things spontaneous and interesting. He always kept me on my toes with all the tricks up his sleeve and I always loved that.

We went back to my house and called some people to come over. We popped in American Beauty and then friends started arriving and more fun began. Peter came over and bragged about all of the adventures he's been on since school ended for him. Amy and I just rolled our eyes because this weekend was the closest thing to summer we could endure so far. Ashley came over and sunk into my couch. Brendan called and told me his watermelon story but halfway through, the phone cut off and he thought I hung up on him lol. He came over soon enough and we all watched the movie together. Petes left to revisit his EBAY addiction and the rest of us ordered chinese. Tim called to steal Brendan which was fine because Brendan doesn't really dig chinese anyway. He'd be back later in the night anyhow.

Ashley left with a doggy bag. Meg arrived and Peter came back. We played videogames and danced around my basement. Peter got mounted by Amy and me multiple times. Then Peter left to play Risk with friends, Matt came over and we all left to go to Vegas to meet up with Robert. I got a milkshake, Robert creams his coffee cool, Meg blew smoke through two connected straws and that was amusing. Robert puts a ton of sugar in his coffee just as I do, Brendan arrived with Kellie (sp) and he had a bright yellow jacket, Dresden Dolls full blast, home at last, pass out, EARTHQUAKE!, Brendan's back, fall asleep mid-convo, woken up - girls leave, hours later - breakfast made, hashbrowns and lots of bacon, breakfast on the deck.

Saturday Brendan leaves afternoon. I shower once again, clean up and do the dishes. Really tired - take a nap, wake up, gather stuff, Brendan's back. Borders - music, psychology section, peeking in the sex books, blushing -- family goes by, look away-- we know that woman, 'Catholic Barbie' - "Catholic barbie even has a button you can push if ever she runs at the mouth and she will apologize for any foul things she said and even world poverty" and 'Trailor Trash Barbie', magazines, Parent Trap or sex book?, Reading is Magical, hot chocolate, Dear Dad, from innocent to provocative- startled by the drastic change, home --driveway feels like the ghetto, time to eat dinner.

Ate food, cleaned house, dishes neatly put away, Abby Leigh come to play, write in yearbooks and listen to The Softies, big hugs, read book, talk about adventures, pop in Pirates and drink from LOTR goblets, doritos, cookies, Star Wars M&M's, and smiles all around. Brendan's back, grapefruit, finish movie, Kinsey, too? Evening, Abby goes, School of Rock, 'rough sex', read about sex organs being used as weapons, laughing, make stories, damn masochists, Brendan has to go home. First night sleeping in a lonely house- doors locked, appropriate lights on, empty bed, sleep with me?

Sunday - wake up 1pm, frantic to get ready, Abby Leigh saves the day and brings me to Increase the Peace, Le Tigre sets the mood: Peace song- who-da knew? Many thanks and much gratitude, empty stomach has no food, cookies + friends+ peace makes things all teh worth while, Petes house -I walked into his kitchen and lost weight: dried mango slices, cheezits, pink lemonade, I wasn't attacked this time by monsterous dog thats bigger than me, big smiles, feeling good, pumped for what's to come.

Small crowd, Shultz talks, sit patient for half hour, Abby comes - just in time!, Hotel Rwanda = very alarming and sad, INTERMISSION! THANK GOD!, stretch my limbs and eat some goods, second speaker --> Chani's ma, inner peace, crystalline, Magic within water, Power vs. Force, gratitude outweighs hate and so does compassion, the good outways the bad, the sun comes out and everyone is free inside, you make me feel like the most beautiful snowflake, dancing and jumping down the stairs, stick around - my speech, movie starts, little boy, funny because he's so little, another break and then music - Beatles songs by Meg and Molly, sing along but don't untie my shoes, icky feet ahhhh, tickling and giggling. Awards and hugs, smiles all around, peace within us all and a very successful day. Clean up, clean up, everybody do their share! Race the chairs back to their spots but don't hit your shin on the way, OW, Chewbacca noises, free posters, I love everybody =)

Take me home, love. Dinner time, Brendan comes over to play, Kinsey = amazing movie- very frank and to the point...SEX, talkity talk about life and such, light sabor pen and couches that engulf friends, set alarm - power nap!, wake up, too short a nap, sleep till teh next day.

Most beautiful monday to ever exist- talk about dreams, cut pineapple, test the creamers, brendan goes home and I clean up, take a shower and sunbathe, hotness, antsy, in and out, finally settle with a blanket out, parents home- oh damn, the fun ends here.

Chyea, thats the just of it. I kept getting the urge to rhyme. Oi. Soon after they got home, I was about to make some tea and I realized half of my teas were missing. So I ask my ma what's going on and she tells me she brought them up north for some reason or another. WHAT THE HELL?? Half my tea is gone and I didn't even want it up there! I was so mad and had to make some tea that was not my favorite but was still fine...and I made the tea and didn't want to be at home so I took my god damn tea cup and walked out of the house and to the gazebo where I watched a family of geese in the pond. I had to let off some steam because I was on the verge of flipping a shit. I felt like Jack Sparrow because I keep wondering "BUT WHY IS HALF MY TEA GONE?!?!?!" Why is half my tea in Wisconsin when I am AT HOME? Who does that to someone...just takes their tea and puts in 3 and a half hours away from them??!?!? WHY?

Now I need to get more tea because half of my goods are in god damn WISCONSIN without me! ROOOOOOOOOOOOOARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

I need to take another walk, dammit. I'll probably get more tea tonight. KASFHLWEFKSDKNDFJAWEHEFJASFBASDFHASEBFABSNDB

I am going to eat an egg roll. BLASTED WOMAN!!! :::Mutters angrily to self:::

Other than that, it was a glorious weekend. I anticipate summer's official arrival and more time like the ones this weekend. I love you very much.

Jenny at 4:36 PM

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Monday, May 30, 2005 Jeepers, it's been a few days. I am usually up to date with this thing but lately, not so much. I've been out and about because.......... SUMMER IS SO NEAR I CAN FRIGGIN' TASTE IT! Oh my goodness, I am clawing my way to the end of the school year. I've grown a twitch I am so eager. This weekend has been pretty much the most amazing weekend of my life. It was just a preview of what summer has to offer. The warmth, freedom, and friendship- ooooh!! It was grand! One of the main things that made this weekend was the fact that I had the whole house to myself for the ENTIRE weekend. The parents were in Wisconsin, I stayed home...whole house = mine. For those of you who know me well enough will know this - I have never, I mean NEVER had the opprotunity to stay home alone for more than 4 hours or so. There would always be my sister watching me or a family member...or they would just not go. There is always someone home when I leave, come home, all the damn time. I am just about never home alone and that can drive one crazy after a while. So this weekend meant a whole helluva lot to me because it was the very first time I was able to experience life on my own. I had the CHOICE to be either by myself or with company. It was absolutely beautiful. So friday, I came home with Amy and we made some afternoon snacks. We went park hopping and ran into Mike (my ex) at Mallard Ridge park. We hung out with him and some of his friends for a little while and then they left. He is still pretty much the same boy I remember him as. He still has the soul of a skater and his boyish energy makes me smile. I have an appreciation for silly boyishness ("I bet you I can jump that bench...") because it keeps things spontaneous and interesting. He always kept me on my toes with all the tricks up his sleeve and I always loved that. We went back to my house and called some people to come over. We popped in American Beauty and then friends started arriving and more fun began. Peter came over and bragged about all of the adventures he's been on since school ended for him. Amy and I just rolled our eyes because this weekend was the closest thing to summer we could endure so far. Ashley came over and sunk into my couch. Brendan called and told me his watermelon story but halfway through, the phone cut off and he thought I hung up on him lol. He came over soon enough and we all watched the movie together. Petes left to revisit his EBAY addiction and the rest of us ordered chinese. Tim called to steal Brendan which was fine because Brendan doesn't really dig chinese anyway. He'd be back later in the night anyhow. Ashley left with a doggy bag. Meg arrived and Peter came back. We played videogames and danced around my basement. Peter got mounted by Amy and me multiple times. Then Peter left to play Risk with friends, Matt came over and we all left to go to Vegas to meet up with Robert. I got a milkshake, Robert creams his coffee cool, Meg blew smoke through two connected straws and that was amusing. Robert puts a ton of sugar in his coffee just as I do, Brendan arrived with Kellie (sp) and he had a bright yellow jacket, Dresden Dolls full blast, home at last, pass out, EARTHQUAKE!, Brendan's back, fall asleep mid-convo, woken up - girls leave, hours later - breakfast made, hashbrowns and lots of bacon, breakfast on the deck. Saturday Brendan leaves afternoon. I shower once again, clean up and do the dishes. Really tired - take a nap, wake up, gather stuff, Brendan's back. Borders - music, psychology section, peeking in the sex books, blushing -- family goes by, look away-- we know that woman, 'Catholic Barbie' - "Catholic barbie even has a button you can push if ever she runs at the mouth and she will apologize for any foul things she said and even world poverty" and 'Trailor Trash Barbie', magazines, Parent Trap or sex book?, Reading is Magical, hot chocolate, Dear Dad, from innocent to provocative- startled by the drastic change, home --driveway feels like the ghetto, time to eat dinner. Ate food, cleaned house, dishes neatly put away, Abby Leigh come to play, write in yearbooks and listen to The Softies, big hugs, read book, talk about adventures, pop in Pirates and drink from LOTR goblets, doritos, cookies, Star Wars M&M's, and smiles all around. Brendan's back, grapefruit, finish movie, Kinsey, too? Evening, Abby goes, School of Rock, 'rough sex', read about sex organs being used as weapons, laughing, make stories, damn masochists, Brendan has to go home. First night sleeping in a lonely house- doors locked, appropriate lights on, empty bed, sleep with me? Sunday - wake up 1pm, frantic to get ready, Abby Leigh saves the day and brings me to Increase the Peace, Le Tigre sets the mood: Peace song- who-da knew? Many thanks and much gratitude, empty stomach has no food, cookies + friends+ peace makes things all teh worth while, Petes house -I walked into his kitchen and lost weight: dried mango slices, cheezits, pink lemonade, I wasn't attacked this time by monsterous dog thats bigger than me, big smiles, feeling good, pumped for what's to come. Small crowd, Shultz talks, sit patient for half hour, Abby comes - just in time!, Hotel Rwanda = very alarming and sad, INTERMISSION! THANK GOD!, stretch my limbs and eat some goods, second speaker --> Chani's ma, inner peace, crystalline, Magic within water, Power vs. Force, gratitude outweighs hate and so does compassion, the good outways the bad, the sun comes out and everyone is free inside, you make me feel like the most beautiful snowflake, dancing and jumping down the stairs, stick around - my speech, movie starts, little boy, funny because he's so little, another break and then music - Beatles songs by Meg and Molly, sing along but don't untie my shoes, icky feet ahhhh, tickling and giggling. Awards and hugs, smiles all around, peace within us all and a very successful day. Clean up, clean up, everybody do their share! Race the chairs back to their spots but don't hit your shin on the way, OW, Chewbacca noises, free posters, I love everybody =) Take me home, love. Dinner time, Brendan comes over to play, Kinsey = amazing movie- very frank and to the point...SEX, talkity talk about life and such, light sabor pen and couches that engulf friends, set alarm - power nap!, wake up, too short a nap, sleep till teh next day. Most beautiful monday to ever exist- talk about dreams, cut pineapple, test the creamers, brendan goes home and I clean up, take a shower and sunbathe, hotness, antsy, in and out, finally settle with a blanket out, parents home- oh damn, the fun ends here. Chyea, thats the just of it. I kept getting the urge to rhyme. Oi. Soon after they got home, I was about to make some tea and I realized half of my teas were missing. So I ask my ma what's going on and she tells me she brought them up north for some reason or another. WHAT THE HELL?? Half my tea is gone and I didn't even want it up there! I was so mad and had to make some tea that was not my favorite but was still fine...and I made the tea and didn't want to be at home so I took my god damn tea cup and walked out of the house and to the gazebo where I watched a family of geese in the pond. I had to let off some steam because I was on the verge of flipping a shit. I felt like Jack Sparrow because I keep wondering "BUT WHY IS HALF MY TEA GONE?!?!?!" Why is half my tea in Wisconsin when I am AT HOME? Who does that to someone...just takes their tea and puts in 3 and a half hours away from them??!?!? WHY? Now I need to get more tea because half of my goods are in god damn WISCONSIN without me! ROOOOOOOOOOOOOARRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! I need to take another walk, dammit. I'll probably get more tea tonight. KASFHLWEFKSDKNDFJAWEHEFJASFBASDFHASEBFABSNDB I am going to eat an egg roll. BLASTED WOMAN!!! :::Mutters angrily to self::: Other than that, it was a glorious weekend. I anticipate summer's official arrival and more time like the ones this weekend. I love you very much. Jenny at 4:36 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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