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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Today was a glorious day =)
I wore my dress to school It was surprisingly comfy The ballet heels...not so much... But not as bad as my other heels. And these "banana heels" clicked like tap shoes. NEAT-O! I was even able to play a little soccer. I scored the first goal--whoo!! My team ended up winning 2-0 Definately training for soccer this summer. Some people... I'm tired of beating around the damn bush. If you're going to be my friend, be my friend. Actions speak louder than words. The friendship starts now. No bullshitting I'm too old for imaginary friends. So if we are going to be friends, let's be friends. If you say we are going to hang out this summer, let's hang out. If you say we are going to visit, then visit. But if you are just saying those things and don't plan on following through with any of them- just stop. In other news- Kaitlen, I love you! Thank you so much for hooking me up with a ticket, I don't know what I would have done without you! Thank you for giving me the opprotunity to see all of you graduate, I am so proud of all of you. Eeep, I am going to take pictures! Boys work in funny ways. Most boys are said to be all masculine and tough around their friends when a girl is around. Mike was never that way. When we went out, he was never too shy to show affection in front of his friends or even say I love you. He might have gotten teased a little but nevertheless, he still acted the same way as he did around me normally. Once he even shouted "I love you" to me as I was leaving- right in front of my ma, right in front of all of our friends. He did things like that and it made me feel special and nice inside. And even now, a few years later, he still knows how to make me feel really special and nice inside. A couple of weeks ago I was really upset and it was obvious I was crying even though I would deny it. He saw me in the hallway and gave me a big hug and a kiss on the forehead. He pulled me aside and we talked about things. He promised he would call me that night and he did. And today, in front of all his friends, he told me I look really beautiful today. That meant a whole lot to me because it's not everyday that I am told I look beautiful. Today was just my pretty day because I dressed up and put on some make up. I am really happy he is still in my life. I guess it's just one of those things you appreciate all the more because this part of your past is still in some way part of your present. And for once, that's okay. In some instances, when my past makes an appearance in my present or returns into my life, I freak out. Some of my past is foul and when it resurfaces in my present, it's like it's haunting me. Somethings I just want to forget. I know I will never forget them, but I try to- or at least just the bad stuff. Tomorrow I have my Earth Science final and my Algebra 2 final. I also have my F4L final but that doesn't count because I know all that stuff. I'm a little nervous about Earth Science, but not too much. And Algebra 2...please pray for me. I have never been so scared for a final in my life. Honestly, after this year, I never want to take math again. EVER. Yet I am taking math again next year. DAMNNATION!! All math does is make my self-esteem go down and I hate it because of that. It makes me angry because I always wonder why and I can't keep wondering because some the things we have to do can't be explained. I've already tried with my teacher and I've just baffled her. I need to phone a friend. And I need to eat food before I go. Goodbye and love to all. Jenny at 3:22 PM
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