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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Sunday, August 14, 2005


These are my feet.
These are my feet in shoes.
What trendy feet I have.
I want to dance around in my Chucks
It's part of the converse cult thing
Dance, dance, dance

Actually, I have nothing against converse or people who wear them.
I do, however, still believe in the Converse Cult.
Chuck Taylor only sucked me into it.
He is the leader.

Come, there is enough lambs blood to go around muahaha


Happenstance tomorrow? We still have yet to see that Audrey Tautou movie. Mmm...so pretty :)
Heart, heart, heart (considering I cannot make the 'less than three symbol' on my blog...hmph)
Life is beautiful

Oh, but I had a scary dream last night. I was at my grandma's house with some boy who was my age and had curly hair. We were riding a horse around the yard. But then we got off the horse and went inside my grandma's house. We were sitting in the kitchen when my grandma walked in with my grampa (who has passed away almost four years ago). My grampa had all this chunky red stuff on his face and shirt and I freaked out thinking he was stabbed or something. I yelled out "Grampa!!!" and got up really fast but my grandma said, "Don't worry, it's just ribs. You know how messy of an eater he can be." Suddenly, I was relieved as I realized that yes, it was ribs and barbeque sauce all over his face and shirt. Then the boy and I went outside to the horse again. It was a big, brown horse. It really intimidated me, I'm sort of afraid of horses. So he was the one controlling it and such, I was just with him for the ride and such. Well, for some reason, we got off the horse again. I wanted to have my cd player with me while we were riding (both on the same horse, mind you). But the horse got mad as we were trying to get back on again and he freaked out. I also freaked out because I felt so powerless next to this aggrivated horse. We ran around the house and back inside finally and the horse was ramming into the front door to get in. The door opened partially and the horse ran really hard to get through it, but then it got really hurt and fell over. Terrified, we open the front door to see what happened, myself being the first to peek out the door. I scream and start crying uncontrollably because the horse is on its side, very injured. The boy looks outside right after me and he is shocked by the sight, too. He starts freaking out and crying as well. We both call my grandparents frantically, because we assume the horse is dead or dying. My grandparents rush to us, worried, but I don't remember what happened after that. I woke up suddenly, very scared and upset.

All day today I've been thinking about that horse in my dream. I'm still kind of freaked out by it. I have no idea why that dream scared me so much, but it did.

I hope I don't have any scary dreams tonight :(

Jenny at 11:47 PM

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