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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Whoopsies...I accidentally posted this on the wrong blog. Here we go.
This is what I want from life. I want to become deeper and deeper, like a cavern or an abyss. My desire is not to be hollow like a cavern or abyss, but to have much more depth to be than the eye can see. I want to gain all kinds of knowledge and intellect. I wish to spend the rest of my life learning about all sorts of things. Different cultures, meet different people, experience new things or old things again- somethings are different the second time around. Right now, I want to read all these books because every author puts a little piece of themselves in their writing...whether consciously or not...it just happens. I want to hear what they have to say. I want to learn from what knowledge and wisdom they possess and seep into their writing. Reading a book is like meeting someone from the inside out. From their minds to the pages right before you. It's something usually taken for granted, being as it's just a book...millions of them are sold around the world...millions of people may have the exact same book as you. Nothing special to that, right? But there is, because in this book- you and millions of other people are reading something that was conjured inside that author's head. And now it's playing out like a movie in yours, except you interpret it differently. That is a beauty in itself. Same exact words yet everyone interprets it differently. But I want to read all these books and soak in all this knowledge and wisdom that they contain...I want to discover quotes to live by or maybe to view life from a different angle. I want to understand. Maybe I won't be able to understand everything in life, but I'd like to at least try to understand most things. I want to understand and appreciate all the things I discover, or rediscover. Most of all, I want to live and love. I want to milk life for all it's worth. I'd like to gain something, big or small, with each day. Maybe a new piece of knowledge, or meet a new friend. I'd even be happy with capturing a beautiful sunset, concluding the end of another day. There is nothing to lose with this perception of life. I'm not saying I'm going to be partying it up or anything, but I am definately going to live it up by doing all the things I love to do. And you know what, maybe life will be tough for the artists. The world can't live off a painting. Art is all about taste and opinion, how others view it and accept it. Not everyone will like your art, just like not everyone will like you. But that's why we are called starving artists. Maybe the life of an artist is not enough to get by, but there is enough passion embedded in it where it doesn't even matter. If it's what you love to do, by all means, live for it. I live for art. I live for writing. I live for acting. These are things that may not be my main income to pay the bills but they are sure as hell the things that keep me going. And I make this point right here and right now because I don't know where life will take me. I don't know exactly what I want to be when I grow up. I have ideas, but I am not certain. I am not one to write something in stone when there are so many things in this world. I live for the fine arts. No matter where life takes me, what I may be doing, so be it- they will always be the center of my life. I want to live my life to where I would have a very interesting biography. Be it that I live adventurously or simply have a way of wording things. I want each day of my life to ooze with passion. It doesn't have to be sexual passion, just passion. Jenny at 10:08 PM
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