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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

First of all, feliz cumpleaños, Hannah Banana! Ole!

Second of all, I beat the beltbuster today at Blondies with Hannah!! Yesh!!! Me so happy :D

No more 'of alls', that's getting annoying.

Auditions were today. I read the roles of Rindy and Emma. I was supposed to run through Jenny's (yes, Jenny is a character name in the play, I am not talking in third person lol) lines but audition time was over and it was time for the new batch of auditionees (is that a word? I don't know...) I don't want to get my hopes up or be pessimistic, so uh...I did my best and I think I did well at auditions. My reflexes were a little slow when I realized I was supposed to be banging a doll against the floor, but other than that, no flubs that I knew of.

We had a counselor meeting in the auditorium today for college information, and I was so thrown off by it, I went to gym an hour early by accident. I didn't realize it until I had half my clothes off and then of course, I felt very silly. So I had to redress and go to drama.

I missed Drawing today :( I wanted to continue my surrealist drawing. Why couldn't the counselor thing be during math...or governemnt? Ughh...

Math wasnt so bad today. But I was really drousy so I nodded off and Kamin sprayed me with a spritzer bottle thing. I got all wet but it felt good after gym class, I suppose.

Government was actually very interesting today. We did this quiz to see whether we were liberal or conservative. I already knew I was very liberal, but I did it anyway just for confirmation. I was surprised to see that I had a strong favor for communism.

Haha just kidding, I was very liberal.

We got into a discussion about the topics the quiz brought up. Many controversial issues, of course. And to no surprise, abortion one of them. And of course, the teacher tried to skip over it, knowing that everyone of us had opinions on it. But in order to make class flow smoothly, he tried to avoid the topic at all costs. Except we wouldn't take it this time, if you are going to have abortion be brought up on a quiz, you have to be willing to discuss it. If we continue avoiding the topic because it's so 'controversial', we will never have the opprotunity to become educated about it and be able to form our own opinion on it. We need to start bringing these things to light, this is reality. Someday, a student may be in a situation where abortion may come up and they need to be educated enough to make the right decision for themselves.

Another 'controversial' topic was whether or not homosexuals should have the right to marry. Of course, I certainly got passionate about this. I do not understand why it matters so much if a man marries a man or a woman marries a woman. It does not affect anyone else. And for my fellow classmates who say homosexual relationships are a "distraction" and "...unacceptable according to the bible..."- that is no valid arguement for why one person cannot married another. "If I were at work and I had two homosexual coworkers, it would be distracting for me and I wouldn't be able to handle it." What difference does it make? Homosexual relationships are no more affectionate than heterosexual ones. And if two girls/guys kissing in your presence distracts you or bothers you, fine. Whatever, I understand. But any public PDA is distracting and bothersome, depending on who you are. Personally, I think PDA is rude. There is nothing wrong with a kiss on the lips in public, but making out is something I think should be kept private. That is because I am a very private person. And that goes for everyone, gay or straight. I refused to makeout with any of my boyfriends in a public setting, and the same goes for any girlfriends.

But of all people, this one person has the nerve to say it's a DISTRACTION when he fucking distracts the class every damn day with stupid comments because he can't keep his mouth shut. I have no problem with him, but he has no right to talk about a distraction when he himself is a distraction to my, as well as my entire class's, learning environment.

If racial diversity is becoming slowly accepted, why can't sexual preference? They both go hand in hand because they are both minorities. If you can accept one, why not the other? What is so wrong with one person loving another? What is so wrong with the appreciation of both sexes? Is it really that big of a deal? Because honestly, all the disapproval seems to be tied to personal opinion. What people fail to realize is that if they don't like it, tough...it is none of their business anyway. I don't expect the world to understand homosexuality, but simply to accept it. It isn't our choice, anyway. We love who we love, and that's that. Nothing more, nothing less.

Moving on, Amy-love picked my up from school and we went to Chrissy's new apartment. It was pretty sweet :D Then we went to the dollar store and I bought chapstick and a big sucker. After that, we walked over to the thift store and I bought a brown sweatervest. Mmmm is right :D :D

And now I am going to do my math homework and then go to sleep because I've decided I'm on negative sleep mode...if that's even possible...but if you're really tired and it affects your everything....that's negative sleep.

I need to catch up on those Z's. Much love to all and then some :)

PS: I'm very sorry I was captain cranky-ass. Negative sleep does that to me. I was the asshat. And I am sorry. Thankyou, Katie, for brightening up my day. Shotgun Susie is awesome :D

Jenny at 8:10 PM

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005 First of all, feliz cumpleaños, Hannah Banana! Ole! Second of all, I beat the beltbuster today at Blondies with Hannah!! Yesh!!! Me so happy :D No more 'of alls', that's getting annoying. Auditions were today. I read the roles of Rindy and Emma. I was supposed to run through Jenny's (yes, Jenny is a character name in the play, I am not talking in third person lol) lines but audition time was over and it was time for the new batch of auditionees (is that a word? I don't know...) I don't want to get my hopes up or be pessimistic, so uh...I did my best and I think I did well at auditions. My reflexes were a little slow when I realized I was supposed to be banging a doll against the floor, but other than that, no flubs that I knew of. We had a counselor meeting in the auditorium today for college information, and I was so thrown off by it, I went to gym an hour early by accident. I didn't realize it until I had half my clothes off and then of course, I felt very silly. So I had to redress and go to drama. I missed Drawing today :( I wanted to continue my surrealist drawing. Why couldn't the counselor thing be during math...or governemnt? Ughh... Math wasnt so bad today. But I was really drousy so I nodded off and Kamin sprayed me with a spritzer bottle thing. I got all wet but it felt good after gym class, I suppose. Government was actually very interesting today. We did this quiz to see whether we were liberal or conservative. I already knew I was very liberal, but I did it anyway just for confirmation. I was surprised to see that I had a strong favor for communism. Haha just kidding, I was very liberal. We got into a discussion about the topics the quiz brought up. Many controversial issues, of course. And to no surprise, abortion one of them. And of course, the teacher tried to skip over it, knowing that everyone of us had opinions on it. But in order to make class flow smoothly, he tried to avoid the topic at all costs. Except we wouldn't take it this time, if you are going to have abortion be brought up on a quiz, you have to be willing to discuss it. If we continue avoiding the topic because it's so 'controversial', we will never have the opprotunity to become educated about it and be able to form our own opinion on it. We need to start bringing these things to light, this is reality. Someday, a student may be in a situation where abortion may come up and they need to be educated enough to make the right decision for themselves. Another 'controversial' topic was whether or not homosexuals should have the right to marry. Of course, I certainly got passionate about this. I do not understand why it matters so much if a man marries a man or a woman marries a woman. It does not affect anyone else. And for my fellow classmates who say homosexual relationships are a "distraction" and "...unacceptable according to the bible..."- that is no valid arguement for why one person cannot married another. "If I were at work and I had two homosexual coworkers, it would be distracting for me and I wouldn't be able to handle it." What difference does it make? Homosexual relationships are no more affectionate than heterosexual ones. And if two girls/guys kissing in your presence distracts you or bothers you, fine. Whatever, I understand. But any public PDA is distracting and bothersome, depending on who you are. Personally, I think PDA is rude. There is nothing wrong with a kiss on the lips in public, but making out is something I think should be kept private. That is because I am a very private person. And that goes for everyone, gay or straight. I refused to makeout with any of my boyfriends in a public setting, and the same goes for any girlfriends. But of all people, this one person has the nerve to say it's a DISTRACTION when he fucking distracts the class every damn day with stupid comments because he can't keep his mouth shut. I have no problem with him, but he has no right to talk about a distraction when he himself is a distraction to my, as well as my entire class's, learning environment. If racial diversity is becoming slowly accepted, why can't sexual preference? They both go hand in hand because they are both minorities. If you can accept one, why not the other? What is so wrong with one person loving another? What is so wrong with the appreciation of both sexes? Is it really that big of a deal? Because honestly, all the disapproval seems to be tied to personal opinion. What people fail to realize is that if they don't like it, tough...it is none of their business anyway. I don't expect the world to understand homosexuality, but simply to accept it. It isn't our choice, anyway. We love who we love, and that's that. Nothing more, nothing less. Moving on, Amy-love picked my up from school and we went to Chrissy's new apartment. It was pretty sweet :D Then we went to the dollar store and I bought chapstick and a big sucker. After that, we walked over to the thift store and I bought a brown sweatervest. Mmmm is right :D :D And now I am going to do my math homework and then go to sleep because I've decided I'm on negative sleep mode...if that's even possible...but if you're really tired and it affects your everything....that's negative sleep. I need to catch up on those Z's. Much love to all and then some :) PS: I'm very sorry I was captain cranky-ass. Negative sleep does that to me. I was the asshat. And I am sorry. Thankyou, Katie, for brightening up my day. Shotgun Susie is awesome :D Jenny at 8:10 PM Comments: Post a Comment
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