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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I read Brendan's post.
It made me think a lot... especially the screaming part. After I read it, I realized that there is nothing I'd rather do right now than scream my feelings at the top of my lungs. Of course, it would never be loud enough for all the right people to hear... but the idea that I'm getting these feelings out in the open and acknowledging them seems so fulfilling. So, with the house to myself and a lot on my chest, I will try it. I will scream everything that I'm feeling. I will scream everything that I wanted to say but never did. I will scream it all so loud that my lungs with shiver with the sound reverberating in my chest... so loud that my ribs will burst open like an unlatched gate during a powerful storm. My heart will break free of being captive by human emotion and feeling and defy nature. My hair will stick up on my neck and goosebumps will form all over my body, my veins will appear slightly, intangled within the tendons of my neck. I will shake with exhilaration and excitement, because there is nothing I'd rather do right now than to scream out all my feelings and listen to it echo within this empty house. "Nobody said it was easy Oh it's such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start" Driving is my anesthesia- after a while, I don't even feel anything anymore. I want to drive all the way to Montana, nonstop, with a whole case full of CD's and just sing my way there. I need a nap, I am running at the mouth. I have nothing else to say. Jenny at 3:03 PM
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