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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Happy 300th post, self!
I'm in a funk. I am turning into a grandma. I almost went to bed at 8:30pm but then decided against it because I felt pathetic. I already took a three hour nap. I'm just so tired these days; no amount of sleep is enough sleep. I remember when I was lazy and procrastinated, now the idea is just funny. I don't even have time for procrastination. Now I just choose sleep. I considered caffine pills today. Really. I need to stay awake in school. Especially in math. But beyond that, beyond the chaos that seems to be haunting me, there is this growing happy spot in my mind. It cancels out the bad. I just focus on that happy spot, and I go to that happy place; when I am there, all is well. It is my patch of blue sky in a gray world, if you will. I like it there. Imagination is the quickest way to get from here to there. I just have to remember to come back. Game tomorrow. Forget that for a second. My teammates and coach, please make sure they are all safe and well. I don't care if we win or lose, what matters to me is that the team/coach are okay in every angle. Each and every one them. Their well-being matters most to me. So please, be safe and stay strong. Don't get sucked into bad habits. Believe me, I know. Time to escape. Good night, world. I love you. Jenny at 10:03 PM
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