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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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So much to say...damn near all of it pertains to Field Hockey.
I think I will hit the sack early, again. I need to rest up for the game tomorrow. Everything hurts, especially my lower half. But my spirit is still in tact. I have faith in us. I really do. I will be completely honest, though. Field hockey is not my thing. I knew that, but I try not to bash something before I try it. I look forward to soccer. That's what I'm conditioning to play. I will work my heart out for my team and coach, but field hockey just isn't my thing. Short sticks and small balls don't do it for me. What I appreciate is the feel of a team. The running and working out, team support, Coach pushing and challenging me...I love that. I love it all. And with that, no matter how big of a fan I am of the sport, I will still bust my ass for it. The team deserves it, and Coach definately deserves it. I can only get better, but for now I will apply the skills I have and take advantage of my aggresive nature. I'm fiesty when it comes to sports. I have the determination to win. I know we can do it, we just have to share the same mindset. When I hit that field, I don't expect to lose. No, if anything, I am going to make it a challenge for them to win. A mighty big challenge, at that. We don't have to win them all, but we can at least make them work at it. Make 'em sweat, keep them on their toes. Do your best and DON'T give up. Put up a fight and let's kick some ass. We're capable, I know we can. Coach knows we can. Let's do it. Tomorrow is another day. I will play even harder tomorrow. I am getting the feel of this sport. I know my roles. Right wing. Center. Center link. I'm all over that bitch. I'm runnin' the field like crazy. When we to the circle, I'll be ready as post and I will blow that bitch off the field with the ball. We're on astro-turf tomorrow, baby. It'll be a hell of a game, but hitting the ball will be all gravy, baby. It'll be a revolution. I'll attack like each and every one of those girls is on my shit list. Be prepared to give your all. Okay, seriously, my life is being consumed by this sport. It's damn near all I can think about. Here I am giving my team as well as myself pep talks for tomorrow's game. WTF mate? HxC athlete right here haha. These past few days worked out in my favor, for play rehersal was cancelled today and yesterday. But that won't happen all the time. So here's the plan. Thursday, I will see if I am needed at rehersal, depending if Dream Team is involved in this particular practice. Actually, I will just go anyway. But, I will run with the team for field hockey practice. I will sacrafice a practice for a game. So Friday, I will go to the game. Next week is in the air. Considering I had to pay the full amount despite starting so late in the season, I want to get as many games in as I can. But I also made it a priority before field hockey. Coach knows that, she knows I made the play and that it's important to me to participate in rehersal. I am going to talk to both her and Schwartz so I can plan both play times accordingly. Only five more games for field hockey, though, so that is good. Within a few weeks, my schedule will be clearer. Then I can focus solely on the play and return to my clubs. Until then, I'll suck it up and manage. I'm going to keep running after the season. I want to keep my cardio up. Basketball is the only sport I'd be interested in during the winter season, I think. I'll have to check on that. But just to keep my sanity, I think I'll stay with waiting till spring to tackle another sport. Ugh, seriously, there is more to my day than just sports. I don't recall it because the last thing I do in the day is usually field hockey and then it plagues my mind for the rest of the evening. REally weird thing--I guess my cousin or form of relative with the same last name as me (Bianca) has a crush on one of my teammates, according the particular teammate. Now, this teammate is...I don't know. Somethin' about her funny. Let's just say, my gaydar sort of went off when I met her. She just emphasizes how boy crazy she is (which could be denial, but maybe not), randomly brought up bisexuality when we were talking about how I am a senior yesterday (I flat-out told her I am bi since the topic was up, though it was irrelevant), and now today, she tells me that my possible cousin Bianca might have a crush on her. I only know of one Bianca, and I don't even know her yet, I just know she has the same last name as me and so on. So all this is making me ponder this teammate's sexuality, because somehow the topic keeps coming up and I've had that funny feeling since I met her. By all means, I am not interested beyond friendship, but I am sure curious with what this is building up to. What is crazy is that I just might have a bi/curious/lesbian cousin, so that's interesting. If she is bi/curious/lesbian, I hope she knows about Diversity Club. If not, it is always nice to have a tight straight alliance side by side with us. Same goes for my teammate, either/or. Sleep time. Good night, loves. Jenny at 8:39 PM
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