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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I went to my family's Octoberfest and mostly it was the same ol' same ol'.
As usually, my uncle Joe asked me if I had a boyfriend. He asks me every time I see him and usually, I say no because usually, I don't have one. At least at that specific time. For some reason, he finds this so shocking...everytime. And as flattering as that is, it's a great way to rub it in as well lol. Well, this time when he ask, he then asked if I had a girlfriend. This I was NOT expecting and therefore, did not know how to respond to. Either A) my family is questioning me, B) he figures that if I don't have a boyfriend by now, I must have given up and started playing for the other team, or C) he figures that if I don't have a boyfriend right now, it is possible I'm not even interested in boys. Mind you, none of my family knows of my sexuality from me. I haven't said anything, but I certainly haven't hidden anything either. I wear my pride wristband, all my souvenirs from pride are strune around my room, I strongly support gay rights, etc. I haven't flat-out told them, but it's almost obvious. I even have rainbow flags in my room. Of all people, I was not expecting my uncle Joe to ask if I had a girlfriend. Maybe it was because he had a few drinks in him and he felt looser than usual, I don't know. But after he asked, I said no, I don't have either, I don't have time. And he said "Oh, because I wouldn't care. It's fine with me, I wouldn't care." Big, macho uncle Joe, the man who promised he'd break every limb of any boy who hurt me and would honestly do it, too. The man who wanted to meet all my boyfriends just so he could have "the talk" with them (the warning about the limb breaking, etc). He wouldn't care. He sure as hell wouldn't be able to break her limbs, but I'm sure he'd hire a girl to do so haha. But the idea that he wouldn't care if I had a girlfriend brings me so much hope. Maybe I will just flat-out tell my ma and dad. Maybe not at the same time (overwhelming!) but tell them both at some time. Soon. Very soon. No one should have to hide how they are feeling. I count as one of those people. If I like a girl, I am going to like a girl. If I go out with a girl, I'm going to bring home my girlfriend. Plain and simple. On another topic, I got a 120% on my Amnesty International essay for government class. I am very proud. Go Amnesty! Huzzah! Time to get naked and make whoopie (or umm, take a shower). I love everybody. Heart heart heart :D Jenny at 11:35 AM
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