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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Monday, November 21, 2005

I'll tell ya...
This is more than a case of the mondays...
This is a case of constant misfortune dedicated to no specific day of the week.
No, this is every day of my life.
It is so exausting on my part.
It is just too much.

I am used, tattered, torn, and tainted.
I am broken.
And nobody wants a broken toy.

But what am I to do?
I have no strategy.
I do not know what I am doing wrong.
I just assume I am doing something wrong because I'm obviously not doing something right.

Four times. In the span of one year. How am I supposed to feel?
By now, I should have learned to feel nothing.
It was feeling that got me there in the first place.
So if there was anything I could be experiencing now, by all means, it would be numbness.
I want to feel nothing.

I mean it this time.
No more. Please.

Jenny at 8:38 PM

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