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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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One week and one day ago, I came out to my mom.
All that matters from that statement is that she loves me and accepts me for who I am. No matter what, I am still her Jen. And I will always be her Jen, her daughter. Oh my goodness. My grandma. She never ceases to amaze me. This just happened: Gramma: "Hello, Jen?" Me: "Yes? Hi, Gramma." Gramma: "Hi, hunny, are you on the phone?" Me: "No, I'm online, but it's ok, I will get off." Gramma: "No, no, it's okay. I'll call back later." Me: "No, really, Gram...wait, mom's not even home yet." (she usually calls to talk to my mom) Gramma: (surprised/shocked/I don't even know why she said this...) "NO SHIT?!?!" Me: (surprised by her response) "Oh! Umm, yes, Gramma." Gramma: (laughing) "Oh, I'm sorry I startled you, Jen." Me: (still a little weirded out by her sudden outburst) "Oh, no, Gramma, it's okay. But I'll tell her to call you when she gets home..." Gramma: "Ok, thank you Jennifer." Me: "No problem, Gramma...Goodbye..." I almost forgot how casually my grandma swears until she has sudden outbursts like that. I almost didn't know what to say. I was trying to think quickly and I almost responded with "Yea shit!" but I didn't want to encourage swearing with the elderly. Anyway, back to what was supposed to be a moving and meaningful post, she still loves me. Her, my sister, and my grandma (because I guess they all knew for some time) My dad supposeably has an inkling. Actually, I am pretty sure of it because he came into the office and Queer as Folk was lying on the desk, right on top of The L word (not that he knew that). But he kept glancing at it awkwardly and I didn't get it until I noticed he noticed it and how he's in denial about it (according to my mom). I didn't get weird or anything, I just kept looking at him because that's what you do when someone is talking to you usually. So yea, that's all. I feel so free now that I'm half-out :) But I am not going to assume my dad is going to take it that well. I will be just as cautious as I was with my mom. I am sure everything will be okay. Jenny at 3:29 PM
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