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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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I was reading someone's site and I came to this:
Love is the flower you've got to let grow - John Lennon And suddenly I saw things differently. Less than a week until I turn 18 I feel like I'm on a ride It's amazing how my life hasn't really even started yet And here I am trying to catch my breath from my most recent risk-- Admitting how I feel. When does life really start if when you get older, you tend to think about those times when you were young? Maybe life is when you no longer feel like you are drowning with every turn of events and every risk, maybe life is when you finally reach the surface of the water and gain control... or finally hit land. Maybe that's what all these years of prep are for-- it all leads to the day you finally gain control of yourself and can make it to shore without assisstance. Because as far as I know, I have been tredding water in order to stay alive. Some days are easier than others. Right now, I'm just happy I'm breathing. Life can just take your breath away sometimes. It's in those times that breathing is an achievement. Everyone always seems to want to hold their breath during the scary parts. But when you don't, you overcome something. You live through it because you are breathing. It's times like these that make me happy that I'm alive. Jenny at 7:04 PM
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