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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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Sometimes I can be so awkward.
Really, I've come to accept it now, but to acknowledge it sometimes can be painful. For example, tonight I walked into the cafe and I recognized this girl. I didn't remember her name or where I knew her from, but I knew I knew her from somewhere. So instead of contemplating the previous inquiries, I approached her impulsively while she was reading, The conversation went like so: Me: "Hi? Hi, I know you." Her: "Hiiiiii....." Me: "Hi, I just wanted to say hi. Oh and I see you're studying so I will leave you be. Bye!" Her: Yes, I'm studying...bye?" And with that, I sat down. This is when I began contemplating whether I actually new her or not. There was no greetings with names. That made it really weird. I began to doubt knowing her. I go to Borders a lot. I see plenty of fellow regulars. Maybe that's how I knew her? But I still didn't know her officially? I decided to sink into my book and read. Maybe we could both forget that happened, just in case we didn't know each other officially yet. I actually wasn't that bothered by it, but it was sort of weird. Then Kenzie came. I asked her if we knew the girl, and she said yes, but she always forgets her name. Relief rushed over me. I knew I knew her. I told Kenzie about the awkward moment the girl and I shared when I said 'hi' about a million times. She was like, "You went up to her not even knowing if you knew her and said hi?" I guess I didn't think about it. I just assumed I knew her from somewhere, and if it wasn't official yet, well...it was now. But I am kind of glad that I did know her because if I were to make a new friend, we definately didn't exchange names. And if I couldn't remember it the first time, I am screwed now. I'll figure it out. But until then, don't doubt whether you know someone, just said 'hi' anyway. Just don't say it more that once in one setting. That's when things get weird. Jenny at 3:02 AM
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