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Alotta my pals say that I am pretty random, and i like to think out side of the box alot. Im pretty crazy but not in the straight jacket sorta way ya kno. I like to send letters to my friends cuz everyone likes to get real mail every once and a while. I also like to leave messages on answering machines. Those are a few joys in my life. Another joy in my life is my friends. They put happy into my life just being there. They are my favorite people and I would do anything for them. There are many other joys in my life such as my dog and writing. There are sum downs too but the good stuff makes up for it. Ya can't let the bad bring ya down too much bcuz then life gets a little harder everyday cuz its just bringin ya down. Movin on, Im kinda spastic and goofy and thats aways fun. I like to have fun and smile and have a good time. I'm never usually serious but sometimes I am when I write. Other than that, I usually am never serious cuz its just not me. It would just be weird. But hey I'm weird too and sponaneous so ya never know what to expect outta me I am just a firecracker that just never stops goin. Ya think the pop stops but no it keeps on goin. I can also be refered to as spark plug cuz i dunno i guess im sparky but okay. Thats about all the main stuff, you'll learn the rest in time.
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her smiling eyes
this is your cue. smile.

Friday, June 23, 2006

I leave again next week
Maybe sunday, most likely monday
I've always been a drifter, but for once, I'm actually embracing it
I'm meeting new people, seeing new things, experiencing life at it's fullest
I'm becoming more aquainted with the world around me
I'm starting small, but hopefully getting bigger and bigger
I have the courage now
I want to broaden my comfort zone

I'm going to Georgia. By car. And we will drive those nine hours together and make memories along the way. Meet new people. See new things. Experience life at it's fullest.

And the beauty of it is that we will always be driving through someone's hometown. And everyone will always have a story. I will put myself in their shoes at that point in time and pretend I grew up there. I'll imagine what I would be like, what I would do, where I would hang out and who with--all in a matter of moments--then I will come back to reality with an understanding I may have never grasped before.

I can't wait.
I may be a drifter, but I always come back.
Each time with more stories, more wisdom, more understanding.
The world is a living and breathing being
And when the wind blows, and the sun glows,
I feel it's warmth, the inhale and exhale blowing all around me
Putting everything in motion
Spinning, spinning, spinning
And we don't fall down
But sometimes I spin around in circles so I can feel what the earth feels like
on a daily basis

I got a letter today from Barack Obama in reference to my petition along with the Human Rights Campaign against the Federal Marriage Amendment. And I know he sent it to everyone who campaigned, that it isn't very personal--but it made me feel good to be acknowledged along with the probable millions of other people for such a cause. It had my name on it in the letter, so it was more than a general letter like "Dear Human Rights Campaigner..." Someone went through a lot of trouble to incorporate these names in these letter to make it more personal, and that means a lot to me. Maybe you got a letter, too, with your name in it. You should feel proud, so proud, that you are speaking out and getting recognized. And I hope this encourages everyone else to keep on fighting for what they believe in. Not merely for the recognition, but because people do listen. No matter how helpless you may feel with your beliefs, someone is always willing to listen--be it a friend or a US Senator. And this man inspired me to keep on speaking up. Keep pushing. Be heard.

I will do everything I can to try to make a difference at least somewhere in this world. Even if it is simply in Lake County. Or even changing someone's perspective. Make a difference. I'm not saying become part of the world police. I want to help people who need/want to be helped. That's all. I wish to go to bed every night feeling like I've accomplished something. And I will make a journal for myself of all my discoveries and experiences so I can pass it on to my loved ones. Maybe they will learn something. Learn to appreciate life with what they have. Be happy.

"To look up is joy" -Confucius

Jenny at 3:41 PM

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